Who Am I Actually?
Mom's Cold Attitude

"Well, you're good here, huh? You forgot your own cooperation? There is still a lot of laundry. Sana gih nyuci!" Tell her mother, in a slightly high tone.

Bella who was doing schoolwork at that time had to postpone it first.

Bella walks quickly to the bathroom to wash Mahendra's clothes.

as soon as he opened the door of the spacious bathroom, Bella's eyes were immediately fixed on the top of a pile of dirty clothes that were a mountain.

He was surprised to see it, because only yesterday their family clothes were washed. But now why pile up again?

"Mom!" Call Bella turned to her mother, who was standing right behind her.

"What else is it? You want to say you can't wash it?" Guess Miss Santi.

Bella nodded slowly, her face turning lethargic. He couldn't wash that much.

"Have, don't say much. Work now! I still have other unfinished tasks." After saying so, Miss Santi immediately left, without caring about Bella's feelings.

Bella was still staring at the dirty clothes in front of her. Just try he is allowed to use the washing machine to wash all the clothes, surely he will not be overwhelmed.

Two more hours of Bella's time was up to wash the clothes.

When he finished, he immediately went to find his mother. "Mom, all is done Bella wash." Bella said.

"Have been blackmailed yet?"

"Already Mom!" Bella replied. He turned his body intending to go back to the room and finish the task that had been delayed.

"Where are you going?" Ask Santi again.

Bella's steps stopped. "You go to Mom's room, you want to continue doing schoolwork."

"Later. Now help me first!" Tell the woman.

Bella could only sigh heavily. Honestly, the body is very sore because it just finished washing clothes. He wanted to put his body in the bed, even if it was only five minutes. But the orders from the mother are impossible to refute, it will only make the mother angry.

"What can Bella help you with, Mom?" Bella asked softly.

"Please bring the meat in the refrigerator, after that you wash it clean and do not forget to steamed." Said Santi.

Bella immediately did as her mother told her to.

Miss Santi looks very focused on her work, she does not make a sound at all, even though it is just a stale base.

Sometimes Bella also feels strange with her own mother. The woman never asked her to joke, her mother was often cold towards her.

"If the meat has been cleaned, do not forget the dirty dishes are also washed. I didn't wash it." Tell Santi's mom.

Bella just nodded, even though her hands were very weak at the moment.

After all finished washing using soapy water, Bella immediately turned the water faucet and began washing the dishes to clean, without leaving any foam. Shiny clean.

Bella was unconscious when her elbow nudged the glass she placed slightly to the side.

The glass fell and broke, causing a noise.

And prang!!!

Bella closed her mouth with both hands. What should he do now? The broken glass was the beloved glass of the Goddess Lady, and now it was broken by her.

"Jeez Bella... Why are you so frivolous? You know what punishment you will receive from Madam Dewi for smashing her beloved glass?"

Miss Santi was in the fog, the woman was very afraid that until Madame Dewi saw her favorite glass broken by Bella.

"Bella!!!"

"Do you know how much this glass costs?" Shake the woman.

"Sorry Madam, I didn't mean it." Bella lowered her head, not daring to look at the face of the Madam Goddess who was angry.

"Sorry..sorry, you think your apology could replace my glass huh? Look yeah, your mother's salary this month I won't pay!" Said Madam Goddess.

"Oh Ma'am, please don't be like this, just cut it little by little from my salary, I beg you!" Pinta Bu Santi.

"No way, it's your own child's fault who told you to be careless like that."

"Mrs, please don't take my mother's salary, I'll definitely pay." Bella's words were convincing.

"Well then, I'll give you a week to replace it, if you can't don't blame me, if your mother's salary won't be paid in this month." Threatening Lady Goddess

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Kruch!!

Kruch!!

The sound of Bella's stomach rumbling. She smiled at her mother while holding her stomach.

"Mom, Bellas laper is so good." Bella's brother to her mother.

"If laper eats there! that's all you have to say to mom, you're a big no longer a child to be bribed." Answer his mother ketus.

Ms. Santi's attitude has always been that of Bella. Bella smiled in response to her mother's attitude. Without saying anything else, Bella immediately came out of her mother's room which was counting her savings.

Bella sat in her room holding her belly which felt wrapped around her hunger.

She had gone to the kitchen to get food, but Madam Dewi said she should not eat before paying for the glass she broke this afternoon.

Bella had to return on her empty stomach.

"If only mother had a lot of money, surely we no longer need to live in the house of Madam Dewi. Ah, if only I had a job, I would now be able to raise money to buy a house for my mother." Bella's starting to wander.

He began to lay down his body that was not soft anymore, various sleep on the wood.

The mattress he now sleeps on is a mattress when he was in second grade. And now that Bella has been sitting in second grade High School, you can imagine how long the mattress was not replaced.

Bella stared at the walls of her room that looked old and time-consuming, actually her room had to make repairs. The wall paint has also been peeled off. Her wardrobe is not big and not pretty.

Just a simple closet made of triplex, and for the door closed using a rag.

Really sad, sad heart when looking at him.

Bella remembers her school shoes, but tomorrow is Monday and she hasn't bought any new school shoes. His shoes are torn.

"If asking for money with mom is definitely not possible, why else did I make a tantrum this afternoon by breaking the glass Madam Dewi, what are you?" Bella's mind is dead-end now.

If not ask the same mother she also did not know who to ask, Bella finally ventured to go to her mother's room again, which happened to be next to her room.

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"Lake in!" Sounding from within

Bella entered while the grin was unclear, actually she was a bit reluctant to ask her mother but want how else, so she only had a mother. He never saw his father's face, since he was a child he's been living with his mother. Ms Santi said her father had died while she was still in the womb.