Who Am I Actually?
Don't leave me!

Is this just a dream? Bella was still crying on the side of the hospital bed, where her mother was lying. A few hours ago, he could still see a smile engraved on the face of the woman who was now lying stiff with a pale face in front of her.

Tears were unceasingly flowing, the smile turned out to be the mother's last smile, and the hug was also her last hug.

When taken to the hospital, Santi's mother was still breathing, but when she wanted to enter the operating room, she breathed her last.

Reno looked at Bella who was very sad, making her speechless. He did not know how to comfort the girl. Losing someone who is very important in life certainly gives deep enough wounds.

"Mother, why did you leave Bella like this? Mom said I'd just go away for a little while and go home again. But in fact, she was gone forever. What about Bella, mom?" she kept crying, she wasn't strong enough to face all this on her own, it all happened so quickly.

David was also in the IGD, the situation was quite severe, the huck was also losing a lot of blood.

"Excuse me, are you Bella?" ask a doctor with his gentleness.

Bella who was still crying, tried to raise her head to see the doctor, remove her tears and just replied, "Yes doc, I'm Bella. What's up?"

"The patient named David asked you to come to his room,"

"He's conscious?" Bella is feeling a little calm now.

"Yes, and...

"All right, I'll see him." Bella left immediately, without listening to the doctor's words until it was finished.

Bella left the mortuary where her mother was. Reno looked at the doctor's gloomy face, making him wonder.

"What's up, doc? Is there anything important the doctor wants to say? David is fine, right?"

"D-He can't seem to last much longer Reno." Doctor Yana said the woman was her mother's friend.

"Doctor mean?"

"Go and see for yourself, so I want to say to Bella, if David also told you to meet him immediately. Go before it's too late!" tell Doctor Yana, the woman goes away from there, because there are still other patients who need to be treated. While Reno became dumbass himself, half of his soul seemed lost.

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"Darling, are you aware? I thought you were going to leave me too." Bella was crying again.

David forced himself to smile, so that Bella would not worry too much.

"Where's mom? Is mom okay?" David was very worried about his future father-in-law, though,

"I-mom... Mom's gone," started sobbing, and then crying again. He clasped David's hand with a tremble.

"What's? Is mom no more?" David was crying too, his chest hurt. "It's my fault Bella, I should have died, not mom. I'm careless, just try if I'm more careful when carrying the car earlier, mom must still be here" he said regretfully.

David continues to blame himself for the accident that caused Santi's mother to lose her life. Bella continues to calm him down and says that it's all fate, and David doesn't have to blame himself.

Reno then goes in and calms down his best friend, the arrival of Reno makes David calm. He called Reno to get closer.

Bella just stared weakly at the two friends. "Reno, I'm not sure I can last much longer. So, if something bad happens to me please take care of Bella, keep her for me!" pinta David, Bella can hear it clearly, she is sad to hear David's words

"Bella baby, that love doesn't have to have, just to see that you're happy I'm happy." David said his voice started to sound strange.

"But you promised, you said you'd never leave me, you forgot your promise?" bella asked, but the crying got worse, she hugged David tightly.

"In the near future we'll be married, only soon, you must be strong! You must be healed! You must be healed!" Bella's getting out of control, her mind's so fucked up. Keep holding David's hand, and his gaze turns toward Reno. "Reno, please make David believe that I love him so much, I don't want to lose him, tell David when he's going to heal, make him understand Reno!" Bella begs.

"Bella, don't be like this, you're making David sadder." Reno was crying too.

Bella looked back at David, seeing that there was no more spirit in the eyes of her future husband, the wound on David's face was also very serious, next to his face was injured by broken glass car.

"My face is no longer good, do you still want to accept me?"

"I love you for who Dav is, I don't care about your face right now, which is for sure you have to stay by my side. Don't go, don't leave me alone." Bella was crying.

"Bella," call David, the voice is so small.

Bella is silent, she is increasingly afraid that David will actually leave her.

"See him!" tell David he told Bella to look at Reno. Bella complied, staring at Reno.

"He is the one who has been secretly loving you, he is sincere. He's the one I want to take my place."

DEG!

Bella did not expect at all the reality she heard from David, so Reno had always loved her? And the woman he was told about was himself.

But Bella didn't want to think about it, which makes it difficult now is David's situation, she didn't want David to leave her.

"David, don't talk too much first! It'll drain you a lot of energy" Reno wants to switch David's conversation.

"No Ren, Bella should know about your feelings, I want her to get a better replacement than me,"

"Don't talk like that, Dav, you'll get well." Bella's convinced.

David shook his head weakly, his chest growing more and more painful. "Bella accept Reno to be..." David could not finish his words because his breathing started to catch up and he seemed to have difficulty breathing. Bella panics, Reno tells her to call the doctor.

"Bella, call the doctor!"

Bella ran out of the room to call the team doctor.

"But he just came out, Reno called him back."

"Bella! Da-David.." Reno's voice choked, he's as excited, now David's really gone. His only friend is gone.

Bella stared blankly, her gaze pushy. Her tears stopped flowing, tonight was a night filled with sadness, she felt unfair at that moment. Two very dear people were called at the same time.

But he won't be angry, he's just sad. Everyone who loved him left one by one. As a child both his parents and his brother went and left him alone, and then he was taken care of by his father's sister, and the man also left. Then God presented Santi and David to be loved ones in his life. And now they too are called back, leaving Bella alone.

He realized, nothing is eternal in this world, everything is just a deposit. Maybe David was present only as an enhancer in his life story, he only stopped for a moment to give color in his life, and not as a companion. Bella squeezed the end of her shirt, trying not to scream. The pain in his chest was getting worse. His head seemed to be circling and after that he collapsed to the floor and was unconscious.