Who Am I Actually?

Who Am I Actually?
Wedding Ring


"Is this Bella?" Reno took the box and opened it.


"I found it in your car yesterday" he said.


"It belongs to David, he gave it to me, and told me to give it to you" Reno said. Seeing the ring made David's last memories and wishes come back to disturb his mind. David's wishes are not fulfilled Reno.


"Why did you keep it for so long? Why not give it to me?" ask Bella astonished.


"For David told me to give this to you just as you would..." Reno hung up her words, she was unable to continue.


"If what?"


"If you are willing to marry...


"Forget it!" cut Bella. "You keep the ring well, not until it's gone. Think of it as a memento from David" continued Bella.


"Then I'll go first, Ren. There's something I haven't finished." Pamit Bella, as soon as she grabbed her bag and car keys, she left at a fast pace.


Reno looked at him confused, males with Bella's attitude. "Is he ashamed, is he?" reno muttered.


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"Hey! Sunday night at home, don't go out Bell's streets?" tika asked who was sitting next to her while carrying a plastic bag containing snacks and some canned drinks.


"Who are you going out with, brother? Singles like this, spending time alone without a lover" said Bella.


"A year has passed after David's departure, you still can't open the door of your heart to Reno, why?" tanya Tika, while opening the canned drink.


"I also don't know, brother, when he is good. But why in my heart is Reno."


"Reno?" Tika repeated the name Bella said, she did not believe what she heard, David should not be Reno.


"Not David?" ask Tika.


Bella just realized that she had mispronounced her name. "Owh, I mean David!" Bella immediately corrected the location of the error of her speech earlier.


"It looks like Reno's name is already attached to your heart Bella,"


"Damf... Brother Tika knows! I don't like Reno, and I never will!" bella answered quickly. Tika just smiled a little at Bella's words, she could already feel for herself that Bella had actually started to like Reno.


"You sure it's the same as your own Bell, try and remember never once did you feel angry when you saw Reno sitting with his female co-worker?" ask Tika.


Bella is silent, trying to remember if she ever felt angry when Reno was close to women. "Akhs... It can't be!" Bella half-screamed as she shook her head, covered her face with both palms and only then did she stare back at Tika.


"What's Bella?" while frowning


"Last afternoon I was angry when I saw Reno making out with Ririn, but it wasn't jealousy."


"If you're not jealous, then what?"


"I don't like to see Ririn sitting on Reno's lap, like that nervousness" Bella said, when recounting the incident this afternoon, Bella's face looked upset.


"Even if you say it's not because you're jealous, but I'm sure you're actually jealous." Tika remained on his stance.


"Well, if Tika doesn't believe me!" Bella wakes up from her seat, intending to leave the front porch and go back inside. But his intentions were undo as soon as he saw the car that used to drive Reno standing in front of the iron fence of his house.


"Don't go in first Bell, look who's coming!" show Tika.


"Reno? Why did he come here malem-malem?" Bella curious. Suddenly his heart was happy. "Why am I so excited like this?" his inner. He tried to hide the pleasure that should not be emanated on his face.


The gatekeeper of Bella's house immediately came and opened the door, the man seemed to smile kindly towards Reno. Reno continued to drive her car and stopped on the front page.



As soon as it came out, the face of Reno, which is usually bright cheerful, now became moody.


"Why you?" bella asked worriedly as soon as Reno arrived in front of her.


"Sit down, Ren!" tell Tika.


Without answering Bella's question she sat down.


"Is there a problem in the office?" ask Tika.


"It's not my office, but it's my future" he replied in a weak voice.


"I don't have that spirit, why are you?" Bella can't wait to hear Reno's answer.


"Mama will be arriving tomorrow in Jakarta, and mama will be coming here to propose to you."


DEG!


Bella's heart skipped a beat, not expecting Reno's problem turned out to have something to do with her. "Why should I?" Bella pointed to herself while staring at Reno and Tika in turn.


"That means this is good news dong Ren," Tika revealed her happy smile.


"It's bad news, sister," Bella argued.


"Yes, this is bad news. I know you won't want to be my wife Bell, but I beg you, this time please help me. If you don't want to marry me, then mom will tell me to marry Ririn."


"Rilen..." Bella muttered the woman's name. She does not know clearly her own feelings for Reno, but if Reno has to marry Ririn she also disagrees.


"No... No Reno, you can't marry Ririn," Bella expressed her reservations.


"That means you want to marry Reno?" Tika hopes.


"But why should I?" again Bella asked.



"If not who are you? Can't I marry Reno?" Tika joked a little to eliminate the atmosphere that felt tense.


"Bella I won't demand anything from you, at least we'll get married first, and if you meet the right man I'm willing to let you go." Reno made a deal. She will not force Bella to return her love, she just wants the girl to help her, so she does not need to marry Ririn.


"Did your mama know Ririn?" ask Bella.


Reno nodded.


"Mama was very close to Ririn, and she said to me that you didn't want to marry me, so I had to accept my mother's choice, and that was Ririn." Reno.


"I don't love Reno, but why wouldn't I want her to marry Ririn?" Bella is confused by her feelings.


"Give me a few days to think about this matter Ren!" pinta Bella, I think she wants to accept Reno's offer to be his wife.


"There's no time Bella, the mother will come here tomorrow, and you have to make the right decision." Tika Timpal.


Bella is getting worried, she has to accept Reno, is this the right decision?


They were silent, swept away in each other's minds. "If they had known about my current feelings, maybe they wouldn't have forced me to love again, I would have been afraid to lose. I'm afraid something like that happens again" whispered Bella's heart.


It turned out that was the reason why he did not want to open the door of his heart to others, he was afraid to stay away when he had begun to love so deeply.