Who Am I Actually?
Not a Bladder Child

"Mother, why would you say that to Bella?" bella asked with a sad face.

"Here, look at yourself!" Ms. Santi threw a blue map to fall right next to Bella's feet.

Bella crouches down and picks up the map, she still doesn't understand what's going on.

"What is this, ma'am?" she asked.

"See, and read! Let you believe, if you're not a mother's son." Said Miss Santi.

Bella starts to open the map, and looks at the contents inside.

The letter from the hospital, it was information about a little child who had been a patient in the hospital 'Love Mother'.

It's all the medical records that Bella was in the accident, and it's the accident that's causing her to lose her memory.

"That night it was raining so hard, you ran in the middle of the road without seeing a car driving so fast on the road, that you got hit by Mr. Mahendra's car. So Mr. Mahendra took you to the hospital, but when he realized you didn't remember anything and thought of me as your mother, he forced Mr. Mahendra to tell me to take care of you. We've been trying to figure out where your parents are, but like a child that nobody wants, you have absolutely no family record, as if you were dumped by your own family. That's why Mr. Mahendra loves you so much, that Non Kanaya and Madam Dewi hate you so much." Miss Santi ended the story.

Now that Bella has understood everything, she should continue to be imagined with the faces of people she does not know, maybe they are her real family.

"Is this why you never loved Bella?" bella asked for an answer from her mother.

"You're not my son Bella, so I can only love you properly, no need to overdo it." Reply Miss Santi flat.

Bella was still standing with the map in her hand, not wanting to ask further Bella came out of Bu Santi's room with tears, she was devastated by the fact, she was very hit with that fact,it turns out that all this time he was only an adopted child, they also did not know who his biological family was.

"Am I really dumped by my own mother?"

Bella cried bitterly while closing the door of her room, her body slumped straight to the floor. Bella sobbed, she curled up while hugging her knees and shed her tears there.

Is there a place for her to share that sadness? There ain't!

"Lord, why does it feel so painful? I've never felt this sick, it's okay if you don't care much about me, but when you find out that you're not my real mother, it makes me very sick." Bella

"Hiks!"

He looked at the map with a blank look, his life spirit was like it was gone. Fly somewhere.

"What should I do now? Where am I supposed to go? It's impossible to stay here, I realize this isn't my place, and again if I continue to be here, they'll just torture me. Kanaya and Madame Goddess will not let me live quietly." Mumbled Bella, she was confused where should she step? If he gets out of that house he doesn't know where to stay.

And if he decides to stay there, he must be prepared to suffer.

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"Eventually everything I've been waiting for arrives as well." Kanaya said, speaking with her mother.

"What are you looking forward to?" Ask the Goddess.

"Bella's destruction, I've been waiting for her life to be full of misery, I hate her ma, I hate it!" Kanaya's foe to her mother, she hugged the woman and cried.

Miss Dewi was confused as to why Kanaya was crying, so she looked so happy, but now?

"Why baby? What makes you sad like this?"

"How can I not be sad ma, at the end of his life all you remember is Bella, always Bella." Kanaya said in between her tears.

Seeing her crying child grieve like that, making Miss Dewi even more hate towards Bella, she even promised Kanaya, if she would make Bella feel what her daughter felt.

"You take it easy baby, you'll make sure Bella never knows who her birth parents are. If he dies, then he must die in this house in a state of pain." Said Madam Dewi, her eyes filled with vengeance. His hatred can no longer be held, he will do anything to make Bella suffer.

Poor Bella, she currently only remembers small pieces of her childhood memory.

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The night continued, only the sound of crickets could be heard breaking the silence of the night. Bella still couldn't close her eyes for a second, her mind was messed up, her head was also very sick.

"Why can't I remember, why did my memory stop there, the day of the accident? Who's my mother? Where is she?"

Bella keeps wondering, a question she doesn't know when there's an answer to.

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"Wash the dishes first, after that just went to school!" tell Miss Santi.

"Good ma'am." Bella answered briefly.

He hurriedly finished all his tasks so as not to be late to come to school.

"Bell,gue wants to go now to school, you want to go with me?" ask Kanaya,"

Miss Santi felt strange hearing Kanaya's invitation, there was no way she was as good as asking Bella to leave together if not for wanting to do something to Bella.

Bella, who was doing the dishes, looked at her mother, asking for her approval. Shrugging her shoulder, Miss Santi said, "As far as you are!"

"It's okay, mom?" he's making sure.

"It's okay, just leave the plates, let the mother continue." Said Miss Santi without looking at Bella.

Actually Bella was afraid to go to school with Kanaya, she was afraid Kanaya had bad intentions towards her, but because the clock had shown at 07:25 Bella forced to throw away her bad thoughts,he has to go to school today no matter what.

Because the race between classes will be held today. So as a participant Bella must come, if she does not come today then she will be declared dead.

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"Take my bag!" have Kanaya throw her bag at Bella as soon as they get out of the car.

"This is Kanaya's true purpose." Bella.

Bella walks after Kanaya from behind, all eyes begin to stare at her, their gaze cold and piercing. Bella lowered her gaze, not wanting to clash with them.

"Hunting dong the way, really lelet anyway!" kanaya's Nagging.

Once through the school corridor, the boys immediately insulted him.

"Vih... It's really cool Kanaya, you're new, huh?" ask one of the students in the same class Kanaya.

"Yes, my new boss." Kanaya answered.

"Lo Bell's life's great pity," ledek the others.

And now that they had arrived at Kanaya's classroom, Bella called him to give Kanaya's bag back and told him to bring her himself into the classroom.

"Nay, here's your bag! I helped bring it here." Say Bella, give back Kanaya's bag.

Kanaya refused, "Don't half-dong, take it to the dalem!" Tell Kanaya.

If he obeyed his heart, of course Bella did not want to go there, because there was certainly David and his friends, they were one class with Kanaya.

The class that Kanaya occupies is the best class in their school, because those in the class are all rich children, that is why their class is called elite class.

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