Widow of Flower & Bad Guy
Chapter 51 Letting You go

It had been a week in exile, making the necessities of life slowly drained away. Inevitably, Matthew must cross the ocean to the opposite island buying all the necessities to connect life with the girl he helped.

With a private ferry, Matthew sailed and left Ivana in the cottage alone. "Take this, just in case."

Ivana was just glued, staring at the thing Matthew was thrusting at her. Things he had seen, but had never held. And now, that thing was thrust into his eyes.

"Why shut up, Ivana? Let's take it.." Matthew said a second time. However, Ivana is still confused. The young man pulled Ivana by the hand and placed a firearm on the girl's palm. "Use this, when your life is threatened" Matthew continued.

Ivana's hand shook so much that the thing made of steel slipped out of her hand. "Pi-gun? I-I can't use it, Matthew."

The dimpled youth took his firearm lying on the floor and put it back in Ivana's grasp. "Save this, I'm going to the other island and it takes about four hours. And all that time, I can't take care of you. So, you take care of yourself...."

"But I don't know how to wear it" said Ivana gamam with the object she was holding right now.

Matthew sighed then clasped Ivana's hand. Teach the girl how to use a firearm. "Hold it like this, insert the index finger into the trigger, relax, focus the mind with the object we are going to aim at, pull the trigger and shoot...!!"

Ivana screamed as one bullet slid and hit the trunk of a coconut tree. His hands were increasingly trembling in addition to his ear-splitting voice was also reminded of the fateful night.

"Control your emotions, Ivana. The one who can fight the fear in your soul is yourself. Not me, not anyone else" Matthew said. "Although I promise to always take care of you, there are times when I'm off guard. So, take good care of yourself for me." she said holding Ivana's shoulder.

Ivana nodded surely while smiling knot. "I'll take care of myself. For your sake, Matthew. For your sake...."

Matthew ruffled Ivana's head, acting like an older brother to his sister. Ivana, meanwhile, feels another feeling that is more than just a sister relationship.

"Then I go first. If it's daytime, it will run out of food," said Matthew on the ferry.

Ivana pulled Matthew by the hand and held him tightly. Like a lover delivering the departure of a loved one. "Yes Matthew, be careful. I'm waiting for you here."

Matthew clapped Ivana's hands while laughing crisply. "I won't be gone for long, just four hours. And I'm definitely back...."

Little by little Ivana's grasp was broken from Matthew's fingers. Why is his heart so tight to let go of the man who has been with him for several weeks.

"Be careful." said Ivana waving a hand that was replied with a nod.

"Lord.I leave the beloved of my heart in Your care. Amen...."

Ivana continued to stare at Matthew's departure with a sense of uncertainty. Many times he brushed off the negative thoughts that continued to pervade. However, the black shadow seemed to continue to tease themselves. "Oh, maybe it's just my feeling. I'm pretty sure Matthew will come back to me with nothing less."

After the ferry was unattainable by the senses of sight, Ivana quickly returned to the cottage. He closed all the doors, windows and curtains. Although fear runs rampant. But he must be able to control himself.

Ivana exhales and tightly grasps the firearm Matthew gives her. Then hid in the room until the young man came home from the other island.

"Can and I can! Because God and Matthew's love are always with me."

...***...

"What's looking for me, Lucas? Since your marriage to Amanda, you've only been looking for me in my room this time?" Bellen groped her husband's chest and opened one by one the buttons of a white shirt. "What is your new wife, unable to satisfy you?" The aggressive woman took down the zipper of her pants wanting to suck the sari of Lucas's big veins of pride.

Nothing yet, Lucas's trunk was snarled in Bellen's mouth. The woman clucked bitterly because her husband was just dirtying his lips. "Usually you are able to last up to three or five minutes, but this I just put in my mouth was broken first!!"

Bellen frowned because Lucas was getting worse and worse. Even though he has a mistress. However, there was still curiosity in the trunk of the man who had entered his body for many years.

Lucas was unhappy with Bellen's scorn, which hurt his pride as a man. He clamped his wife's neck forcing the woman to her tiptoes for enduring the pain. "Jaga your muzzle, Bellen!! Did you forget that your husband can do what God does?"

"You mean, wh-what?" Bellen's breath was choked.

"I can take your life right now! That's my point!" Lucas loosened his hand and dumped his wife's body on the floor. The woman fell down while coughing due to Lucas' treatment.

"You're really the devil, Lucas!!" erang Bellen.

"Still dare you curse me, damn woman...?!!" lucas spray bent down to give Bellen a lesson for the second time. The first bluff was only considered the wind then by his fourth wife.

"Sorry boss, I'm interrupting." Leo came at the right time.

Lucas nodded and turned his body. His fist prepared to beat the man who had dared to enter the wife's room without permission.

"Patience, Boss!" Leo brandished both palms holding back Lucas' movements that would punch him in the face. "It's really urgent, boss! About the girl and the person who ran away. We've found their latest location!"

Lucas pulled down his arm from smashing into the face of the man in front of him. "Good..Where are they now?"

"Around Coconut land, Boss!" sahut Leo brief. "But, Boss!" Leo's words hang.

"But what?" ask Lucas.

"But there's bad news too, Boss!" Leo pretended to be hit by putting on his face as bright as possible.

"What's that?" Lucas could not wait to hear the answer from his confidant, especially at this time the ripple of Leo's face was not pleasant to see.

Leo sighed and lowered his head as low as he could. "The person who ran away the girl, it turned out to be Mr. Matthew...."

"You can't make this up, Leo!!" sergeant Lucas is also on board. Though he already knew the fact that Matthew was the person they had been looking for all this time.

"How is this, Boss? Capture Mr Matthew alive or take him dead and severed his head?" leo's press unleashes an inner war inside Lucas.

Between the instincts of a father and the commitment that he will not forgive any form of error, even though it comes from his own flesh and blood.

"How, Boss?" repeat Leo's screech.

Lucas grunting. "Bring him in front of me. I will punish the boy with my own hands!!"

"Good, Boss. The order, we carry it out." Leo walked back with a sly grin while squinting his eyes at the woman.

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