
"How's it?"
Matthew bobbing head. "There's no response from Mom...."
Allison sighed and twisted the child's shoulders. "Now, go to sleep, son. Tomorrow morning just call Amanda again. You are still in recovery. Got to get plenty of rest...."
"How come I'm here sleeping so well, while I don't know where Amanda is...?!" scy Matthew.
"There's a strong girl, Mom sure she can take care of herself." Allison calmed her son's feelings.
"As powerful as Amanda is, she's still a woman, Mom. He has no one else, that's what makes me feel so guilty." Matthew's head lowered with a long sigh.
Allison could understand what Matthew was feeling. However, he could do nothing about the problem the young man was facing. The focus at the moment is the healing of the child.
It was enough for the middle-aged woman to see her only son wrestling with death on the operating table. He did not want anything bad to happen to the baby who had been separated from him for twenty years.
"Mom understands how you feel, son, but if you don't sleep now, then get sick. In fact, it will not be able to find Amanda" Allison said, still trying to soften her son's stubbornness.
"I'm not sleepy yet, Mom," replied Matthew briefly.
"But it's one o'clock in the evening, son.." Allison replied worriedly.
"Mom go to bed first, I want to call Amanda one more time" Matthew said.
"Yes, in ten minutes you have to sleep. Isn't tomorrow morning, we're going to visit your daddy in jail?" ask Allison.
Matthew looked at it and nodded his head. "Yes Mom, I'll go to bed. No need to worry...."
Allison sighed and patted her son's shoulder. "Alright, Mom sleeps first. You also slept after this, huh...?"
"Yes, Mom. After this I slept." said Matthew with a forced smile.
Allison also smiled and shuffled to rest. Giving his son a little time to resolve the curiosity that still peaked. Because no matter how hard he tried to soften the feelings of the child, in vain also in the end.
Youth dimpled cheeks twirling objects that were in the grasp. His mind soared, wandering in uncertain directions. There is a fear inside of losing the woman he has been in a relationship with for years.
But on the one side. The shadow about the spoiled innocent girl, also revolved around in his mind. Matthew was in a dilemma, unable to confirm to whom his heart was now anchored.
"Ah... Why am I? I want to have both, don't I?" Matthew wondered to himself.
"No, no, no. I love Amanda. Ivana's just a kid yesterday afternoon that I already considered a sister!" Matthew still denied his heart.
"Better, I'm calling Amanda right now!" Matthew peeped at her girl's contact number. However, it cannot be connected. "Did Amanda block my number? My God... If this is the case, where should I look for you, Amanda...?" Matthew restores his hair shoots continue to pull very tight.
Amanda and Ivana's faces, coming back and forth. Disrupting the mind, making the belief more floating like floating in the middle of the open ocean.
...***...
The clock shows at three in the morning. A girl who slept on the sofa, sleeping with her body curled up. Both hands cover the arms. He shivered from the cold because the air in the morning reached five degrees Celsius.
A man who was accidentally awake, got up from the bed. Footsteps lead him to the door. Why, his heart says I have to go out. I have to check on the condition of the girl who is not okay. And sure enough, the netra was immediately fixed on the figure lying coldly on the sofa.
"Amanda.." - Samuel, hurried over to the woman whose name he called. Without thinking much, he lifted the girl's light body and brought her into the room. "I'm sorry..." Samuel dropped Amanda on the bed and covered her with a thick blanket.
Her lips are thin. Hand fingers flicked the haircut that covered Amanda's pretty face. Samuel again smiled, staring at the impudent girl who was wandering in his beautiful dream.
"You're so pretty, Amanda. You are also a good woman. But our world is different. I cannot marry a man's wife" Samuel murmured.
Samuel was stunned because when it was closed like this, Amanda looked more charming and exciting of course. "Ah....my brain why is it always tilted when it is close to this woman?!"
"Let's remember Sam, remember.this woman belongs to another man!!" he muttered, patting his own head. "But her husband will soon die. So, she's gonna be a widow?" keep Samuel, monologue.
Amanda, who was originally lying on her back, suddenly moved and slept on her side. His face was very close to Samuel's. The young man blushed because his lips almost collided with Amanda's lips.
"Oh, My Gosh.. What other temptation is this?" samuel lamented, staring at Amanda's red pomegranate lips. "Hold Sam... hold...!! Strengthen your maleness desires, do not be haphazard...!!" Samuel closed his eyes, shying away from the beauty of the plenary. But the heart says otherwise.
The brown-eyed young man could not stand the lipless lips that seemed to be waving to be frowned upon and enjoyed. And in a split second, her lips now stuck above Amanda's.
"Your lips are so cold, Amanda. I-I just want to warm you up. So, don't think of anything?" Samuel talks to Amanda, but the girl is still asleep.
The second kiss landed, longer and more impregnated. Happiness was etched from Samuel's face, when his finger gently stroked Amanda's lips. What the young man was thinking now was because a smile never receded and the gaze could not be separated from the girl's face.
"I'm kind of crazy! You and everything you have, it drives me crazy, Amanda!!" Samuel rushed away, out of the girl's room because he was afraid that he could not control the passion that was thrust into him.
After Samuel came out of the room and closed the door again, Amanda was immediately shocked. He sat tensely with his fingers stroking his own lips. The two kisses the young man gave were still warmly felt. He smiled to himself like a man who lost his sanity.
"Yes God... Sam kissed my lips again?" amanda murmured, her feelings mixed.
The girl awoke when Samuel moved her into the room. However, he pretended to be asleep because of the extreme shame. And apparently, the young man quietly kissed his lips, even twice.
"Come on Amanda, wake up!!" Amanda slapped her own cheek. "Your relationship with Matthew is not over either. Do not accept others in your heart. Better yet, you focus on your random life!!!" Amanda snorted and continued the sleep that had paused.
...*****...