You Are What I Want
45. Times Past...

Kinan's foot stepped hastily down the top floor of the 30-story company building owned by the Adnan family.

Brakes...

The screeching Adnan was shocked when his study door was opened violently by Kinan, he glared at Kinan who ignored his anger.

" Why didn't you tell me that God already has a wife? until I have the same hope as him." - Kinan to the point.

" Wow, who Lo could be entitled to be disrespectful to him in my office."

"Adnan's Jawab."

"Take Lo's attitude, Kinan. Remember, it's just me, the person who still wants to win the same Lo in our circle." Adnan pointed out.

" I'm not a slave Lo who has to give any report regarding the Gods. Besides Lo ready God until I have to say everything about him."

" Adnan, Lo don't intrigue me a lot, you don't want to see me again? I have nothing to lose."

" Yes already gone Lo there, the older you get the more annoying."

" Can't, you have to finish with God and me."

"There's no problem whatsoever with Lo as he is. How many times I have to say, he never even asked let alone talk about Lo a long time ago."

" That's impossible."

" But that's a fact, sorry if this nenggenggol ego princess Lo, Kin."

" Lo, and the Eagle knows, only I can open his heart.not before and after me." press Kinan.

" Not once, it does not prove that he did not move on the same Lo. anyhow Lo did take care of him. You're married."

"Gue divorced from my man because of him, Nan."

" You mean Lo? the feeling he doesn't know where the limb is? at my wedding, she was relaxed too."

"Gue still likes her."

" huh? how can? woy, relax. You have a man, and a good man."

" I can't forget God. I'm going to wait for my man again, so I file for divorce."

" God, Kinan. You never change.lo's still that selfish. Erik, good man, Nan. Don't take the money anymore." Adnan scooped his face annoyed not to think about the mindset of his friend.

" Lo's not my friend anymore, so don't give a shit." Kinan mocked Adnan with his words a moment ago.

" Fine, thank God I can be free from the benalu ngerepotin like Lo" said Adnan was not compassionate.

" But Lo has a debt about God to me, Lo who knows him to me, nyomblangin us, until finally we date. Now I can not move on, Lo must be responsible."

"Dih, ogah. know Lo with him, it's my regret, about the feeling Lo to him is not my responsibility. anyways you will have ended since the ancient road long ago. my business's done since Lo betrayed him and you broke up."

" Lo can't just run away, now tell me if he really has a wife?"

" I've never heard of him, he never told me about his personality if I didn't catch his hand."

"Bullshit, Lo know, but you don't want to tell me."

" whatever you want to think about, it doesn't matter to me either. Besides we're not friends anymore, if I knew, I wouldn't have leaked to Lo." reply back Adnan with a sneer.

Kinan growled in annoyance, he clenched his hands in annoyance." You're not gonna fuck me."

"Youh, I don't know. My advice as Lo's former friend, forget him, he never cared about you back together with Erik, no one loved Lo like him."

" But I want a God, and I can definitely get it. I'm the only one who broke through his heart."

" I doubt it, Lo doesn't know anything about him, Kinan. call him a God, it shows Lo never to be who Bhumi is."

" Let's see, later. prepare a black card Lo to pay for my order Hermes bag."

" Just keep going, Lo knows where the door is, Lo the wild bus is passing by. Now, I have an appointment." Adnan's expulsion sucks for Kinan.

Kinan brusquely closed the expensive door, Adnan rubbed his chest." What sins do I have ex temen like him."

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Bhumi glanced at Shavara who answered briefly every question, which was quite awkward for the girl.

Shavara is not classified as a chatty woman, but if asked he will answer with excitement as a form of respect.

When he arrived at the mall door was about to go out together there were people who were about to enter, either because shavara was not cool, because, or indeed he daydreams they almost collide if only Bhumi did not pull Shavara to shift to give way space.

" Ehh...?" shavara looked at Bhumi.

" You almost want to bump into people, don't daydream."

Like a confused person, Shavara grinned blankly." uh, sorry. accidentally."

" Is there a problem?"

" Eng.no." dubious answer as it sounded unsure.

Bhumi takes Shavara to the parking lot, "this." Bhumi gave him a helmet.

" Thank you."

" Please hold the groceries."

" Yes."after shavara the henchmen in the bonfire without any more chatter along the way.

" Come down, it's over" said Bhumi after removing his helmet.

Shavara keeps her body away from Bhumi, she settles in Bhumi's wonder when she realizes where they are.

" Why, to your house?" shavara asked, as Bhumi picked up the grocery bag.

" obviously I have things to talk about that cause you to fret."

" me? fretting? there's no tuh."

" Come down, Shava, or you want me to carry."

" Yes, yeah." Shavara fell under the flat gaze of Bhumi.

Bhumi clasped Shavara's hand as he crossed the yard.

" Am I wrong?" ask Shavara.

" That's exactly what I wanted to ask." Bhumi turned the door lock, then opened it.

" Aunty, where, what a lonely house."

" Taken Bian play time, earlier asked him to take care of his mother, later allegedly there are foreigners who always love the citizens."

Bhumi takes Shavara to the second floor, to his room.

" Ih, serem is very anxious. You have to report to the police."

" There's no reason, that's just a preconception." Bhumi put the groceries on the sofa table.

" There must be a new past, report."

" Hmm, now we have the problem between us."

Bhumi invites Shavara to sit on the bed, while he himself stands in front of her.

" Is there a problem?" Shavara looked up at Bhumi.

Bhumi crouched down, holding both of Shavara's hands." That's what we'll know, baby." he said softly.

" You are silent? something bothering you? kit is committed to open."

Shavara saw their two hands hooked together, playing Bhumi's fingers.

" Where were you, when I went back to your coffee shop there wasn't."

" To the jeweler opposite her, that's the result." point her to the table.

" But meeting Kinan, the intention soon becomes long." ternag Bhumi without being asked, who unbeknownst to him frankness he managed to unravel Shavara's anxiety.

" Meet kangen yaa.." ledek Shavara can already joke.

" Where there is, what happens is even a fight."

" Why?"

" Ordinary, he's starting to tamp down on the past that makes me unhappy."

" Do you still like him?"

Bhumi did not immediately reply, he stared softly at Shavara." we have discussed this, and the answer is the same."

" But I'm annoyed with what he's saying."

" Are you there?" Shavara nodded.

" Keep not in."

"You fit the fun."

"Ck, what the hell, thought the movie. the safe part that makes you bother." Bhumi rubs Shavara's wrist.

" When he said he opened your heart, and he was the only resident."

Bhumi gave a smile, he was glad Shavara was disturbed by Kinan's presence, the real guardian was unnecessary." You hear all our fights?" Shavara.

Bhumi sat down next to Shavara, then embraced and rubbed Shavara's upper arm.

" I'll tell you the beginning of our closeness."

" I didn't ask you to explain, yes, I'm not Ami called kepo's girlfriend." Shavara.

Bhumi chuckled, the woman with all her prestige." Yes, I don't. I want to tell you a story." Bhumi pressed.

" He's an IPS kid, popular for his humble upbringing, but I didn't know he was Samali one day Adnan took him into our vat."

Bhumi glanced at Shavara, feeling safe, and continued his story.

every time he came home he always asked me to take him, because Thursday is one way, I don't mind until gradually we are close, close in the sense that we chat random." press Bhumi.

" One day after I drove him home he shot me, I didn't mind, and thought I liked him, but I wasn't a money guy. every day after releasing tired by gathering I have to work nyambi so I do not have time for a date, or jujanin he. initially he tried to understand it, but like a pious boyfriend, like a girlfriend, he felt tired and showed anger as well as his demands."

" He wanted us to date, chat, joke, indulge him, and fulfill his wish.I tried to do so, we dated to the mall going in from one store to another, going in his taste restaurant, he said, but when he wanted me to pay for what he chose, I could not afford.at that time the money I made was just enough to pay for school fees and the rest I gave to my mother for home needs. she was angry, disappointed and said that I was a useless lover. Since then we no longer date, but strangely I felt I didn't have to persuade her, I didn't even think about it."

" Until one day, a friend called me saying that he saw Kinan with a guy at a club. We went there, and it's true, he was talking to a guy, he was talking to a guy, I approached him, greeted him.he was shocked, instead of feeling sorry, he even rebuked and gave up the blame because he cheated on me who could not be a good and romantic lover. I don't have much to say other than to decide right away and our story is finished, end, finish!"

After that he both fell silent digesting each other's situation." that's all?" shavara finally broke the silence.

" Yes, that's it. I'm a broken home child from a father's betrayal because of another woman, I'm a little difficult to be friends with women even though I don't isolate myself from them."

"There's no such angry resistance?"

" Nothing. because it does not feel that. ever since the date I could say I do not like being close to him anymore. To me he is like any other matre woman.and I am quite disturbed by such a woman."

" Are you not dating at all?"

Bhumi shook his head, "No. males. can not understand the concept of courtship ala now, if men are obliged to finance women."

Shavara turned her head with a cloudy look, "How come I'm offended ya. You pay me a few times."

Bhumi chuckles, he kisses Shavara's temple, embraces her as he pulls her closer." That's because I want to, I love you so much, Shava.If you want to porotin me, I think I'm willing, thank God you're not so." whispered in the ear lobe of Shavara.

Blushes...

shavara's white face was blushing, Bhumi smiled looking at her.

Bhumi held his chin and turned Shavara's face towards him, without saying he kissed him, closing his eyes to absorb every sense of pleasure that came to his heart.

He wailed, fenced, tasted and then sucked the upper and lower lips alternately, Shavara as usual always anesthetized to the soft movements rhythmically intoxicating.

The good response from Shavara was used by Bhumi to deepen his suction until his tongue broke into the tongue of his lover.

" Hmmhhhhh.." de'sahan said to each other, Bhumi pushed their bodies on the bed, positioned himself on Shavara who held his hands to Bhumi's neck, sucked into Bhumi's hair, and then put her back on the bed, they are in the fog of passion.

" Aaahhh.., kakh.. aaaahhhh.." sighed Shavara as she squeezed Bhumi's hair as Bhumi's kiss descended to her neck.

" Kakh.., thananhh, no.." beg him to be weak for not being sure of his passion as Bhumi's hand crept into his raised T-shirt exposing his queen's belly.

" Shayang, please.." muttered Tidka clearly Bhumi as she kissed Shavara's neck.

" Kakh.." The temptation of the caress is hard.

Bhumi distanced himself, he looked at Shavara just before saying, "Dear, sorry, but I can't stand it." Bhumi quickly pulled Shavara down, took off her shirt, Shavara bought it, he covered his chest that was still wrapped in br'a, followed by his polo shirt. Now they're top-naked.

" I promise, the religious kit gets to the top" he said with his eyes staring at the interest in the pop-up behind the br*.

Bhumi lowered Shavara gently on the bed, stroking the hair and face of his beloved lover." This is the first time I have been ruled helpless by a woman. You have not only typed my heart, but have settled there, you know, dear."

Furthermore, Bhumi actively exploits the area over their bodies, he also teaches Shavara to touch his body. de'sahan and moans become the only sound that fills the room nuanced man.

" Kiyaaaa..." Shavara was shocked after cleaning herself in the bathroom because Bhumi was casually lying on a mattress clad only in her tight boxer.

Bhumi chuckled amusedly, but the girl did not directly feel hers from the hot activities after that, but still embarrassed.

"Sister, most ashamed of Napa?" sumpul Shavara's.

" It's too late, baby, if I ask you to see firsthand I'll love you too."

"Ishh, it's so easy. I went straight home."

" I'm taking you." Bhumi went to the closet.

" Don't, you'll go back and forth, eat some tau time."

" I brought all the clothes copy for the reunion, want to change in Vishnu's room."

" Ooh so." Bhumi picked up a grocery paperbag and one containing her clothes.

They walk down the stairs to joke around with each other." You know there's Vara" said the twilight from the kitchen, Shavara smiled.

" Have you gone home? which mother?"

" In the garden." Bhumi sat in the living room, taking Shavara to sit next to him.

"Where's the ball?"

" go home, he said his mother called him mulu." murmured Dusk.

"Why is that pouting?"

" Trude us only mamanya, but we were again exclaiming."

" Where are you guys from?"

" Strawberry garden, tops. was metik much. mas want?"

" Later on, I'm leaving."

" You're home, Bhum." Rianti walked in and sat down on the single sofa.

" It's about to go again when Vara comes home, but it's not quiet to leave you alone."

" Go away, Bian asked Leo and the others to play here.they said they want to study together, it's Monday already semester."

" Mommy, it's for me." Bhumi put a paperbag with a jewelry store logo in front of Rianti.

" Bhum, you do not often buyin mother and Enja this, if you have money you better save for your marriage." Rianti glanced at Shavara.

" If Alhamdulillah marriage is ready, just wait for the bride to be ready."

" Mom, go back and forth with me?" tanya Dusk did not believe.

" Not nolak, but just hurry, Ja."

"Daebak, this is Bhumi being judged, but mbak hanging, great." Dusk clapped, Bhumi snorted bitterly.

Rianti picked up the paperbag, he took a card tucked inside, read it, glanced at Shavara who looked down embarrassed then as bright as a smile adorned Ranti's lips.

" Why Ma? smile that way." asked Dusk.

"Here, you read it yourself." Rianti gave the card.

Then the smile spread to Dusk, his eyes sparkling with pleasure." Good luck and success" he said without a sound.

Bhumi nodded, "Then Bhumi leaves first, Mom. is afraid not to go away."

" Assalamualaikum."

" Wa'alaykumsalam."

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" What are you doing here? so bright singles." said Shavara when she saw three handsome men sitting around a friend's table.

" Company, the mentang already sold out." Adnan sneered.

" What's going on here, instead of hosting a reunion? It's the committee." Bhumi sat on an empty chair.

" It's all right about that. Yeah I pulled it out first." Adnan went inside the house.

"I'm going to clean up first." Shavara ran into the house.

" Brother Anan, can we talk first?" pinta Shavara overtakes Adnan on the terrace.

"What about?"

" Kak Bhumi's past is the same as Kinan."

Adnan flinched for a moment before nodding, "Where?"

"If you don't mind my brother's car."

" Come on, come in." Adnan bragged the front passenger door.

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" You guys still feel at home here? no one brought a girl? ck,.ck...this is your man." Syndir Fena from the inside of the house.

they turned, "Eh Bhumi, Auntie guess in Adnan."

" He's home, Tan."

"Why did you join the old singles?"

" O Allah, Tan. 27, not old, Tan." protested Erlangga.

"But not young anymore."

" Where's vara?"

" So already entered want some clean he said." replied Vishnu.

Bhumi chuckles," Tan, is there?"

" What, what do you want?"

" I want to say something to you, Lo and Nu."

"Gue?" erlangga land.

" It's up to you to eat."

" Now?" ask Fena.

"Yes." Yeah."

" This time Auntie call om Angga first, you enter already late afternoon."

" Yes." replied Bhumi slightly screaming because of the tension, he was suddenly struck by acute nervousness.

Vishnu and Erlangga throw each other lyrics, interested in the tense look of Bhumi who is used to calm control.....