You Are What I Want

You Are What I Want
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Desty's silence added to Edo's growl, The chalk on his chin getting tight." Mas ..sa.kittt.." groaned Desty.


" Answer, Desty."


Desty's body has started to take off because of the weak supply of oxygen." a.aku...Lit ber's..A.pas..."


" Give me a code, with your jarin, one for Bian, two for Dusk. Who is my biological child? Bian or Dusk?"


Desty's body was now trembling violently, besides she was deprived of oxygen, fear also triggered her weakening.


"Ma.mas.a...ku....wives.mu..."


Edo's other hand held the nape just to make it easier for the other hand to strangle Desty's neck." It turns out you like to play games with me."


Chequek...


Edo and the tail of Desty's eyes swung to the opened door, where Bian stood stunned with his hands still holding the door handle.


" Ma, Pa. What are you doing?"


" c.bi.an.to.long.. Ma.ma.." netra Desty twinkle happy.


" Papa has read the reports about you and Dusk" said Edo withholding emotions.


Edo did not want Bian to hate him for his rude attitude, but the c3kikan was still glued to Desty's neck.


" Oohhhhhhhh..." Bain nodded slowly.


" Bi..aannn..?." confused Desty.


" What?"


Edo noticed Bian's flat countenance that did not store empathy at all on the state of his mother, his heart ached.it was so bad he damaged the mentality of teenagers who had been his son.


" To..long.ma.ma.ma...prevent your papa."


" Papa." muttered Bian the irony of one word that was spoken slowly.


"Ma..s..di.a...pu.tera.mu..."


" Aaaaakkkhhh." Shavara's groan choked as the c3kikan cut off the flow of oxygen to his body.


" Give me the code." sizzled Edo..


Having no choice, Desty's weak index finger gave the number one. Edo's anger was increasingly unbearable, could not be arrested,


PRANGS!!!...BUGH..BUGb ...


Edo lightly throws Desty's body and hits the glass of the display cabinet, then pours her mercilessly over and over again until her jaw shifts and her face stinks and blood flows from almost all over Desty's face.


Desty was half-locked in the closet with my eyes almost closed but the shock that reached her was still visible.


Edo walked over slowly, "I picked you up from the streets, I made me a secretary, and a mistress. You should have had enough of it. but your greedy soul by slandering my beloved wife destroys my happy family. you rotten son4tang."


" When you got hit that night, I should have let you m4ti. supposedly bvnvh was also your real sister, too, but you took advantage of the humanity of the mud country selling your patter which I ended up making you my mistress."


" YOU SHOULD'VE STOPPED THERE, DESTY. NOT GIVING ME A FAKE REPORT ON MY WIFE'S PREGNANCY."


Prangs...


with one push Edo to the glass crack at the bottom of the cabinet Desty's head was bleeding from the impact.


Edo grabbed Desty's head, and was about to bang her back into the closet but Bian prevented it.


" Papa stop."


Bian melapas jamb4kan Edo in the hair that has been sticky because of blood." Stop, Pa. I don't want Papa to go to jail. don't you want to see your son get married?" bian stared at Edo's bead which widened with anger.


" Right, mas.although he doesn't need a guardian, but your presence he needs." nasal Desty with chest up and down.


Bian's words are aimed at Bhumi's soon marriage, but Desty misinterprets Bian's marriage.


" He tricked me, Yan. HE'S BEEN TRICKING ME ALL THIS TIME!!" edo's jolt was full of anger mixed with sadness, so the shout sounded heartbreaking.


" Bian takes care of him, Papa is emotional.wait for me in the study, please." stomping Bian's hand, Edo left the room.


Bian turned around, then looked down at Desty who looked heartbreaking, but Bian did not feel the slightest bit sad to see what he saw.


She carried Desty to the long couch, laid her there, and sat by her side." You should have helped me, and avenged your mother's anguish on her." said Desty.


" Key your mouth, Mama, if you don't want me to stop supporting your life." he said.


" I'm your mother, who conceived you, gave birth to you, gave you life.You can't do that to me." Desty's holding back the pain.


" I can't choose in the belly where I live, but as for life, it's definitely not you who gave it. If I could choose, I'd rather be born by a whore than by you."


Desty's eyes are growing" Bian, you..."


" stop acting up, or you're miserable. As CEO Mahendra corp. I can make you a bum." Bian patted Desty's cheek as a warning.


Shock, a word that now creeps Desty's heart. His eyes glared at Bian's flat face without empathizing with him.


" Den, here's the cure." bi Iteng thrust the p3k box.


Bian stood up" Aunty who treated him, Keep taking him to the hospital.I want to go to Papa, please make two warm teas."


" Okay, Den."


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" Pa.been drinking tea." The cooling tea has not been touched for 10 minutes since it was served. Bian sat across the table looking concerned at his father who seemed to be suffering.


A few days back Edo spent reading all the reports from detectives, many things that surprised him.


" He was the first person I allowed to approach me personally because I trusted him." Edo looked back to the past.


" I made him my secretary to be free from loan sharks because of the debts of his late parents who turned out to be dead and clean of accounts payable." Edo pounded hard a pile of brown envelopes in front of him.


" We were close because I sympathized and ended up doing mischief because he sold his suffering story turned out to be all lies." Edo rubbed his face rough.


" He was pregnant, your mother Rianti, refused to be combined, while papa could not bear to abandon him because he was a kara."


" Papa can't do it without your permission, papa won't lose your mother, the woman you married out of love."


" Don't you love Mama?" bian's voice was held back.


" Not at first, a sad look at the mother's rejection of him that drugged papa with guilt. Papa continued to persuade your mother, but your mother's blessing asked for talak." Edo leaned against the back of the chair.


He closed his eyes, "It hurts, it hurts so much to hear the word divorce from your mother, but Papa can't take responsibility for your pregnancy to want to."


" The innocent face full of sincerity that your mother emanated finally swayed papa's feelings from sympathy to love."


" Papa's love is divided, papa greedy wants to keep the other one beside Papa. until finally there is a report of your mother's betrayal." great-granddaughter Edo squeezed his chest shirt, the pain Kemabli appeared.


" Papa was given a picture of the mother with uncle Fathan, his best friend who sat hugging in the garden." Edo moved to open the bottom drawer, he threw old photos in front of Bian.


" It's worth it to believe him." muttered Bian.


Bian looked at the photos, from the angle of the photo it looks like a couple of lovers who are hugging friendly.


" Your mother submitted the photo with the results of the USG and your mother's pregnancy with a sad and sincere look of reluctance, how Papa did not believe it." said Edo sounding tortured.


A flash of past memory as he came home with indiscriminate anger that resulted in an accusation of adultery and falling talaqs from him.


The last thing he remembered the day he left the house was the tantrum of expulsion with the look of anger mixed with disappointment from the God son who had been proud of him all along.


The slap and the ranks that were addressed to him and the Desty from the tiny hands of his son were the ones who ultimately hurt him greatly, precisely his soul.


A heart wound caused by the words of the god to her that caused her to refuse to be close to the baby boy that Desty had born.


His love for Desty was unable to move my heart around my son, guilt and regret had already taken hold of him.


" Oh my god, forgive me.."the moaning of Edo with tears streaming down his face.


Bian was silent with both hands squeezing strongly, and eyes that were reddened by tears witnessed his father's pain.


" Papa, have you ever loved me?" choked.


The downcast Edo lifted his face, staring at him.


" Papa loves you, but it doesn't feel fair when papa gets close to you on the other side Papa leaves papa's other son.sorry Papa..." that trembling sound knocked down Bian's defenses.


Bian bit his lips withholding a stuffing that almost popped, "I want to hug Papa. I always envied Adit who grumbled every day kissed his cheek by his mother and father every time he left school."


" Even to Devgan, who almost daily quarrels with her papa for defending her mother, I envy her. Being ignored and thought nothing was more painful, Pa."


" You have your mom, she loves you so much" Edo said.


Bian laughed bitterly, "I'd rather be Dev, even if my parents were separated than Mama's."


Edo's eyes are squeaking, "although we're not close, Papa always asks about your condition, he always says you're okay."


" Pa, I wouldn't play narcob4 let alone Ampe OD if everything was okay."


" Your mom said it was because you had the wrong relationship, and she's been working on it." Edo's voice was rising.


" Aira, she's the one who saved me. Her nagging and carelessness that made me feel alone, made me feel like someone wanted me."


BRACKET...


Edo's breaking the table, "Boteb4h, si4lan."


" She." Bian.


" Yeah.tuhannn.ku, all this time I kept a cunning fox." erang Edo.


" He said you were naughty, for joining a Genk, but he finished it until you finally repented it was all because of him."


HAHAHAHAHAHA....


" Papa knows what was said when I was OD, he said I was a troublesome kid, a si4lan kid who was interfering with his life." Bian choked withstanding the pain in his chest.


" It was just the nanny's support, and it was Aira that I survived. I did have friends, but they were good, in their way I could feel family, I could feel family, Bahakan for the sake of wanting to feel the warmth of the family I was desperate to meet bang Bhumi."


" Thank God he admitted you."


" It took a struggle, in and out of the hospital, but I got a beautiful ending." Bian smiling.


" How is God?"


" Don't call him God, he doesn't like."


" Papa always called him that."


" Then the fox."


" They're good to you?"


" Hmm, once they know I'm not your son."


Edo's eyes are buying," they know?"


" Hm."


" You told ain your family?"


her body is advancing, "they are my family, Pa. and we are not talking about flesh blood.


Edo walked out and Edo saw Desty who was being guided by medics to the ambulance.


Unshackled, Edo removes the medics, until the stretcher falls.he reaches for the collar of the Desty blouse.


" Since today you make sure you suffer." he sighed.


" Mass ..mass ..." Desty shuddered in fear.


" Joko, take care of him just plain, in the lowest room."


" Okay, sir."


Bian stared at everything with just a sighing response and then turned to his room with the original purpose he went home to the magnificent house that is to take clean clothes copy.


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Bhumi lay on his side staring at Shavara, who was still asleep in a blanket covered by a boat, while Bhumi was bare-chested.


The peacock moves into the room from the sofa when one release is already in Bhumi's can in the bathroom.


" I can't wait to see you wake up every day." Bhumi stroked Shavara's cheeks, sometimes harboring a light kiss on her lover's forehead and cheeks.


Cup...


Bhumi chipped Shavara's cheeks in a fit of anxiety as he recalled what they were doing on the couch that was almost bablas if Shavara had not bitten his irritated shoulder not rubbing against him as Bhumi's hot kiss went down towards her dad4.


Shavara squirms causing the blanket to come down showing a pop of chewy objects behind the tank top.


Shavara's eyes twitched in shock mixed with confusion seeing Bhumi smile with eyes looking down.


" Don't blame me." Bhumi buried his face between the chewy hemispheres.


" heesh..." Shavara squeezes Bhumi's hair as she feels Bhumi's hot civman.


"Kakh, please don't break my trust.hmmmmhmmhhhhhh..."


Bhumi smeared the heat of the swollen lips with his guerrilla hand on the blanket.


" Hmmmhhh.." Bhumi wiped Shavara's tongue as his hand squeezed the blanket over the soft object.


cup...


Bhumi distanced his face, fixed the blanket to the bottom of his lover's chin, looking at Shavara who was looking at him glare.


" I've been just looking curious to feel it."


Shavara shooed away the lightly falling hair blocking her lover's vision.


" Patience yes.gak exciting first night unboxing not sealed because can not wait two more days."


" Aaaa.the more you love." Bhumi holds Shavara's gold.


" Sister, engap."


Cups.."


Bhumi kissed Shavara's lips." I can't wait to be your husband."


" Till the end of our lives." Shavara said.


" I'd like it if we could be buried in one hole."


" Oh my god, that's a hell of a. lebay."


" Dih, do not be lebay lah. make no mistake the cemetery land is expensive, dear, we can save." Bhumi kissed Shavara's nose.


" Whatever, now that I'm home, it's dark like it."


" Okay, but eat first." Bhumi got out of bed


" Hm."


" Aren't you tidy?" bhumi asked to see that Shavara had not moved from his bed.


" So, I'm going to the bathroom." Shavara held the end of her blanket.


" Ck, I've seen ya."


" Issh.sana's in."


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Downstairs, Kinan walks back and forth in front of the cashier waiting anxiously for Bhumi's arrival.


in fact, Kinan came when Aryo and Bhumi were arguing, but in order to trick the Gods, he sat down at a table with other visitors.


" Ck, very long."


No.no....


Kinan ran over to Bhumi, who was holding Shavara's hand.


Sir...


The grip of the hand was released, those who were shocked looked back for the perpetrator who had driven away their grasp.


" Kinannn.." - Greget Bhumi.


Kinan shriveled the manai in the arm that had been holding Shavara.


" God, can we talk?"


" You haven't been deterred yet." cynical Bhumi.


" For your sake there is no such thing as being tired of fighting."


Lazily serving the woman, Bhumi brushed Kinan's hand off her arm. Bhumi pulls Shavara's hand and continues his steps towards his car.


" DEPUTY...."


" It's okay to be left?" ask Shavara.


" No problem."


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At ten o'clock in the evening Bhumi entered the quiet house with light steps up the stairs.


When he was about to make a door, Bhumi saw Bian's door open slightly.


Tok.dok...


" Yes, I'm in ya."


Bhumi was only able to see Bian's trembling back.


" What's the problem?"Bhumi sat in the chair of the study forum."


Bian raised his head, his eyes staring at Bhumi.


" Bang, Papa knows about me."


Bhumi's jaw is hardened, his hands clenched firmly.A softly happy imik is now tense, "it's none of my business."


Bian nodded, "yes, it's no business."


" He was evil, very evil, but still when he suffered I did not have the heart of him."


" Then you have to get out of this house ."


Brakes...


Bhumi closed the door rough to keep it tightly closed.


Bian was stunned, after five minutes passed Bian chased after the Gods.


" Bang,.bang..wait." Bian managed to hold Bhumi's hand.


Their eyes looked at each other and judged each other." She's my mother." press Bian.


" The woman in my brain has died thousands of times at my hands."


Bian tensed up, "brother can't,."


Bhumi laughed cynically, he was closer to Bian who now both of them were fighting to see.


" He has let you down, but since there is blood in your body, you love him more, hmm?"


" Bang, it's not like that...." Bian licked his lips which felt dry.


" I hate him, if you love him, get out of here. We don't accept traitors." he said.


" Bang, it's a past that's been a dozen years..."


" It doesn't heal my wounds." Bhumi cut.


" You don't care about our suffering because it wasn't your mother who was betrayed, it wasn't your mother who was frustrated almost crazy and bvnvh self." said Bhumi.


" Bian was silent rigidly," Bang, I'm sorryuu ...."


" Morrow morning you're gonna have to get out of this house."


Blams...


Bian stood looking at the tightly closed door, holding his chest in pain.


" Bang, I'm sorry, please don't come from here" said Bian, crying on the brown door.


Morning blind bhumi house has been crowded with neighbors who want to help Bhumi's wedding to be done tomorrow.


Tok.dok...


" She, please make the door a guest. If not, the door is left open." pinta Rianti who was busy pending the ingredients of tomorrow's bolt cake to Fathan who was sitting in the living room wiping the banana leaves.


Chequek....


Fathan was surprised to find who was standing in front of the door with a messy appearance.


" Mum, who?" ask to come in at most neighbors to help.


Unable to get a response from Fathan, Rianti walked towards the door.


Persons...


The tray along with the basin he was holding fell apart from the hand.


" What are you doing here?"the usual gentle Rianti look now displays the sincerity.


" RI.sorry...."...