You Are What I Want

You Are What I Want
63.


" I'm not coming down, Pa." Bian parked the car in the hospital parking lot, Edo was going to visit Desty.


" Are you really not going to nengokin Mama?"


Bian shook his head, "as long as I fight the same bang Bhumi because I feel sorry for Mama's condition, I will not visit Mama. He kicked me out, I was devastated right then and there. I don't want to take any chances even if it's small."


Edo nodded in understanding, he smiled wryly." Are they nice to you?"


Bian nodded, "at least I was considered to exist."


Edo looked away from the face in pain, "Has Aira always been? offensively, Papa's taken aback."


Bian chuckled, "if bang Bhumi, my right hand, then Aira is my left hand.I can't lose both."


" But you can lose us." a sad tone from Edo that made Bian flinch in his place without responding to anything.


He could not bear to add more wounds to Papa.


" Papa don't interrupt bang Bhumi's wedding."


" Papa just wanted to see it from a distance is okay."


Bian groaned with annoyance," Oouhh came on, Pa. don't go out to hurt anymore."


" Yan, Papa has been a sinner and a fool all this time, heartache is ready Papa responsibility."


" I can't bear to see Papa suffer. Pa, don't hurt yourself Papa."


" After seventeen years, this is the first time Papa has seen a God, for whatever sake, papa is willing to be hurt as long as he can still see you."


Bian's biting his lips, "I don't hate Papa, just disappointed."


" I'm sorry."


" It's the past, it's the past."


" Hm. Papa's down."


" I don't want Mama to go home." Bian said, stopping Edo from opening the car door.


" Yes,..."


" Does Papa still want to stay with Mama after everything's been revealed?"


" No, but if he were to directly drive her away, her suffering wouldn't be too painful."


" What will you do?"


" Papa's going to live in the apartment, he doesn't know about this apartment. Whereas he'll stay there and it should be prayer that makes the bill."


" Oooh, whatever."


After making sure Edo got into the hospital, Bian drove his car back home, he had to straighten out his dispute with his brother.


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Bhumi laid his body in his room ignoring all the noise of laughter and shouting from outside his room.


It was the conversation with his father a moment ago that bothered him now.


A few minutes before Edo went to the hospital.


Tok tok tok tok


czech.


Bhumi was surprised to see his father, "what's wrong?"


" Papa wants to talk, okay?"


" What?"


Edo pulled and exhaled, hoping the tightness in his chest diminished.


" Your marriage."


There is no counterpart from Bhumi, Edo continued, "Let Papa attend your wedding."


" I've got Fathan."


Jamb.


Edo felt that a knife was piercing directly into his heart, the pain was very pronounced. Edo's hand clenched until his finger was whitened.he could only smile wryly.


" But Papa really wants to see your wedding, Wa."


" Can't you say that name? it just reminds me of what happened that day."


Edo nodded," Sorry."


" Have you spoken?"


" Son, please, allow Papa to attend your wedding, remotely no problem" said Edo, though he reluctantly called his favorite son with a common name.


Bhumi silently watched Edo, after weighing him up saying, "Tell me why you love that rotten woman so much and are willing to leave us."


Edo groaned, he was not willing to remember the events that were the beginning of his depravity.


" We'll just talk inside, yeah."


Bhumi closed the door to his room, then walked towards the sofa in the middle of the room between the rooms." We're just sitting here."


Again Edo could only smile wryly, even so he followed Bhumi's steps.


" It was a night of heavy rain, because of limited visibility, Papa hit a little girl who turned out to be his sister.as a form of responsibility Papa took them to the hospital," Edo took a deep breath.


" Unasked, while waiting for his sister to be treated he told her about his suffering, saying, he rents out a place to live because he does not have it after being evicted by his parents who forbid them to go home before getting money to pay their debts."


" Ck, heed the drama, and you fooled the story? come on, I see him, I'm sure it's because of his pseudo-body." - cynical Bhumi.


Edo never hides his son's cynicism." Papa made him secretary.."


" As a form of responsibility and humanity."


With a heavy heart Edo nodded in acknowledging." He is deft, also insightful, hence Papa's work is greatly helped, and we are getting closer "


" You spend a lot of time with him on the pretext of overtime and work out of town. I still remember that, there is no more time for me, even just to play before leaving for work, he dared to catch up with you at home on the pretext of meeting or being able to miss the plane."


Bhumi's eyes glare to the past where he begins to lose his father figure, and wishes his friendly uncle, Fathan, to come and comfort him as always, but even that he did not get it the beginning of his loneliness and disappointment, his heart was broken.


" I'm sorry."


" It's okay, it's just the past, so on I guess, because those days I almost forgot your face. two years you played back with it."


Edo looked at Bhumi, "how..."


" Because I count on the calendar every time you can't go home,


when that came I was heartbroken, and over time became crumpled."


" When the woman came with her big belly, and proudly declared that she was pregnant with your child and insulted and took care of Mama, I was angry,, and I'm so numb once you get home you defend her and then slander the mother with the illegitimate child."


Bhumi denigrates," ....Still, I remember the name for the child your wife conceived, while the woman became pregnant out of wedlock as a result of your actions that you defended desperately. even to death I will not forget your insults on Mama."


Edo bowed his head, he felt ashamed, "I finally know all the stories he lied, they were orphans from a village with parents who died without passing on a debt even they bequeathed some treasures but were depleted in an instant due to the extravagant attitude of the woman."


Bhumi moves on, he's in bodo about the woman's information, Bhumi thinks it's none of his business. "if you come to my wedding, make sure no one suspects that you're my father, I don't want to, ' he said, to me, Fathan is the best."


" Tell the woman to never show herself in front of me, or I drag her back and I finish her off." Bhumi enters his room.


Edo cried with regret, became wasted so painfully, his whole body trembled with immense guilt.


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Edo enters the third grade room looking for a patient named Desty.


" Mad." Oh." Edo turned around, there was Siena who entered with a bag of crackles.


" Well, from anywhere nengokin's new."


" Busy, where's your mom?"


" At the very end. Mas please move in mbak, how could they put mbak here."


" Just move it if you have money." Edo opened the barrier curtain.


Both his hands were put into his pants pocket, staring at his wife's flat look of concern.


" The mother sleeps yes, do not wake up mas. kasian if there is only a wake up whining sick aja. the neighbors ngeluh."


"Hm." Edo was not interested in developing it.


" Mum, the art says that mas did this pad mbak, but I can't believe it. I will love you so much."


" Where do you know I love your mom?"


Siena smiled," What's this, anyway? Mas, will not leave his wife and children to mbak if not dear mas."


" Hmm, maybe just a temporary frenzy."


" Well, why does it look so different."


" How different?"


" I don't think there's any worry about the condition of the mother."


" It's not, it's me who bolts mbak you like this." said Edo relaxed without guilt.


Siena gaped in disbelief, "So really the culprit? wh why? how can?" screech Siena restrained.


" Because you cheated."


" sthat mean?"


" Just ask her.I went, told her I just swiped her.


Soon after Edo left, someone opened the curtain that had originally been closed in Siena.


" Hello, darling." the man closed the curtain back.


Desty's slanted body, now stretched out, her eyes bulging, "Why are you..."


" Couse, I Miss you."


" Don't be rash, it'll get caught... "


" Don't worry, your husband's gone." the bule guy peed Desty's forehead.


" Sir, who is he?" Siena asked confusedly.


" Oops, sorry. I didn't forget you existed."


" Bod0, just answer my question."


" This is mbak's friend."


" Do you think you can fool me?" siena Sontak.


he saw the other man's goals did not touch his presence.


Si na closed his wide-open mouth, his pupils dilating when a single consciousness was present in his thinking.


" Don't tell him..."


Desty chuckled" Indeed, he's Bian's father."


One hand behind the curtain clenched firmly, he was furious, his teeth clashing.


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Tok.dok..


ceklek...


" What else is it?" snapped Bhumi who was sitting back to the door. he himself did not want to meet anyone.


Shavara who opened the door shrank in shock, "sorry, bother you. I.just..."


Bhumi turned, his eyes momentarily turned, then stepped large, clutching Shavara's body into his arms and his other hand shut the door.


" I'm sorry, not to you, that guy came to visit me" he said, hoarsely muffled in the arch of Shavara's neck.


Shavara nodded, she rubbed the tired looking straight back.


" So strong for ijab Qabul tomorrow?" seloroh Shavara's.


Bhumi unraveled the embrace without removing his arm around Shavara's waist.


" The marathon is also stiff for you I remain strong." Bhumi's look is back cool as ever.


Shavara stroked Bhumi's face, "Ck, would tetao bucin like this not if we were married?"


" Now even."


" Aahhh, don't.this is also I've been nauseous Loh."


" I haven't pricked you yet, how can you be nauseous."


" Huh?" Shavara bengong.


" Nausea, prick, and blessings.guess what it is?" bhumi Goda.


" AAAWW, my God, my dear, let go of the jamb. this pain."


" It's so perverted." Shavara stroked Bhumi's head, whose hair she had just pulled.


Bhumi chuckled, "Not a pervert, dear, but not a nahan."


" Sister..."


" Hmm..." Bhumi thinned the distance of his head.


" Well.hmmmph.." Bhumi mencivm Shavara soft later turned into a hot pag'utan mutually greedy lips opponent.


With his hands tugging at his body, rubbing along Shavara's back that draped and scrambled Bhumi's hair.


" Hmmm..."


Her blend of tongues was increasingly intensely uncontrolled, Bhumi carrying Shavara's body as she moved her way towards the mattress.


Dropped both bodies on the mattress without removing the pag'utan.


" Hmmhh.hah.hah..hah.." with a frown attached both of them panting for oxygen.


Chequek...


" Nonsolent..."


BUGH....


" Aws..."