You Are What I Want
89. Baikans.

Shavara sat up straight with her hands resting on her lap bag opposite Bhumi who was sitting straight with her arms crossed over her chest which was only blocked by the sofa table.

 Shavara's heart was timid, all over her body sweating, she wiped the sweat on her temple after wiping her hands against her thighs.

" The window's open, yeah, it's hot."

Bhumi's eyebrows shot up with a slight smile, "It's really cold, you'll catch a cold."

 " Eng.not really... Look at me, that's a big warning." Shavara showed me the sweat she wiped from her neck.

" Pake a sweater." Bhumi was about to open the door of the thrust porch, there was a small smile and a head bobble from him enjoying the misdeeds of his wife.

Sure enough, once the door was opened half the morning air the result of a combination of mountains and rain blowing cool into the room, initially but slowly another cold attacked the room.

" When we talk, you've had a lot of excuses for talking." Bhumi sat back in his place.

" Whoever procrastinate, I was ordinary."

It's been an hour and a half that Shavara has put in extra effort every Bhumi bragged his mouth to the point.

Reluctant to respond to Shavara's alibi, "All right, let's talk, right now." Shavara nodded steadily, her heart racing.

" Me and Arleta..."

" Wait, I'll take the hot chocolate first, you're right, it's cold here." Shavara moved towards the door.

" Stop." Bhumi's orders are firm, then Shavara's steps are stopped in place.

" Sit."

" A.I want to..."

" Sit down, and stop looking for excuses to delay this conversation."

Shavara undoes her intentions and sits back in her place.

" I personally don't want to talk about things that I don't think are important, but if it makes you always think badly of me and let alone ask me to be kind to her even a little bit, I will talk with a heavy heart, but it turns out that you yourself are complicating it. And frankly I'm getting tired of him."

Degs....

Pain, that's what Shavara's heart is feeling right now. The cruel words spoken flat and seemed lazy to touch his ego.

" Do you think I'm boring?"

Bhumi stared intensely at Shavara, eager to be seen and ate Shavara with all his thoughts beyond reason.

" I don't understand what you mean by boring? If it's me who's boring that your constant behavior keeps me from talking, but your heart and mind keep thinking about me and Arleta, Shavara."

" Frankly I'm not a patient person, I'm a typical satset person. You can tell how I approached and married you, so before my patience runs out we're talking. What exactly are you afraid of from this conversation, Shavara?"

Shavara bowed silently, now she was really scared as much as Bhumi who had a tense face.

" I'll be ramping up from..."

" STOP.."

Bhumi sighed harshly, Shavara..."

" Stop I said, it's up to you to be angry or not that I definitely don't want to hear about you spending the night with her." Shavara slightly raised a loud voice.

" I know I was wrong to ask you to sympathize with her, but you certainly can't go straight with her..

" Who is with him?"

" You."

" Is there any evidence?" bhumi asked not to like it.

" You said you wanted to be with him."

" I'm an emotion again and you keep luring me, and to silence you yes I am."

" I'm hurt."

" Even with me, when you ask me to sympathize with him it makes me very hurt."

" I'm just asking you not to be too rude to him, is it that hard?" Shavara stared directly at Netra Bhumi.

" It's not just hard, it's impossible for me to do it."

They looked at each other, judging each other that Bhumi had broken off who rubbed his face rough.

" I met her a few years ago, if not mistakenly in her mid-1st grade Junior High. Just then he was standing on the bridge fence about to plunge into the river, in other words he was about to commit suicide."

Shavara was wide-eyed, she held her breath in shock, "Ke...why?"

Bhumi put his shoulders, "family issues, as a broken home person I clearly empathize with, from there we befriend my intentions as a support system' only for him, he said, but the longer he's dependent on me."

" What's that big of a problem?" Bhumi dislikes the weak look with the pity mimic of Shavara for Arleta.

" He's not Jagar's son."

" A.what?"

" She means adopted child?"

" there's nothing bad about that."

" You don't say half a word." Shavara gregetan scolded.

" He turns out to be the son of the affair of Mr. Jagar's wife."

" HUH? lying." lying."

Bhumi shook his head, "he himself told the story along with some evidence including DNA tests that he did without the knowledge of his parents. She's in shock, obviously. Her father whom she had always admired was not her real father. That's why Mr. Jagar wasn't too enthusiastic about defending his behavior."

" So after you know that, you still can't pity him?"

" Of course I feel sorry, so much love she has more feelings for me, she said it and asked me to be her boyfriend."

" Huh?"

" Yup, surprised, that's how I feel, but I refused him immediately I told him that we can only be friends because we have the same laziness that is family."

" You told him about you?" there was a bit of displeasure in Shavara finding her husband sharing the story with others.

Shavara cursed her jealous self, this is not her.

" No, a while after that we were still in contact, but when she was 2nd grade she presumptuously kissed me on the cheek."

Shavara closed her gaping mouth in shock.

" You're sure he's still Junior High?"

" Surely, wong we meet his frequent after he comes home from school."

" Wow, how brave is he."

Bhumi nodded," Too bold, since then he showed more and more aggressive attitude towards me, I have a bitter story with the attitude of women away from him until finally we never meet again."

" But one night we met again accidentally in a club' grown up at that time me, Vishnu and Eagle accompanied the heartbroken Anan, who was heartbroken, there I saw him scantily dressed slumbering in the arms of a man who deserved to be his grandfather while he was ravished" said Bhumi, a cynic mixed with hate.

" He's a minor."

" His body is high, a little bribe shut up can get it out."

" He came to me, he was fond of me. It almost got me into legal trouble when she screamed for help for being harassed by me. Luckily there's a cctv tape that refutes all those allegations, since then I hate it."

Shavara's rapture turned violent, she endured the hot turmoil in her heart." So the scandal wasn't the first? You mean the kemesvmannya."

Bhumi shook his head, "We met back at High School, nothing unusual about him and I just acted like a stranger.Baisa, but gradually he behaved like an ordinary student who had a crush on the teacher, just look for attention and love talk with a funny gimmick.

Until the 11th grade, he started again to be aggressive this time not reluctant to use his body, slowly but surely. I feel abused, humbled to such an extent. So don't ask me to be nice to him, Shava."

" I'm sorry, I didn't know that she could be so shameless." Shavara's face turned grim.

" Hmm, so stop sympathizing with her." Shavara nodded.

" I'm sorry. I just couldn't bear to see him crying over you."

" It's not the first time he's used his tears to reduce mercy, I'm already immune." said Bhumi impressed not to care.

" If not with him, where were you last night? sleep where?"

Without a word Shavara immediately moved into Bhumi's lap. Bhumi stroked Shavara's swollen face, took a good look at her and then kissed her lips at a glance.

" I went around last night that ended up in the parking lot of one of the autlets at the top. That's where I slept, in the car in the cold weather where it was raining heavily again when I was on my honeymoon but it was so bad because my beautiful wife was overthing that I had to fall asleep cold."

" It's also dis I don't sleep well ya." Shavara replied sewot.

" why? the bed is soft, the blanket is thick."

" i.because..." Shavara is not shy and prestige willing to admit her turmoil last night.

" Think I'm with him, hmm?"

" Angg.gak.." obviously it was a lie, and it was printed clearly on his wife's face.

" You cry thinking I'm in love with her."

" No, no..." Exactly, Shavara skipped.

Bhumi smelled an amused smile." You fantasized I kissed him, hump him.. sigh.hmmmpph."

Shavara silenced Bhumi's mouth which continued to tease him. Bhumi pulled that hand, smiling mischievously at him.

" Jealous, but presumptuously tell me to be kind to him." Bhumi rubs Shavara's nose, which she then kisses.

Shavara lowered her head to hide her face, Bhumi tidied his wife's hair, tucked it behind the ears that blocked her face.

" Us ya fight it. not very good fight as you drain my energy really." Bhumi hugged Shavara's waist.

" I'm sorry."

" Next time ask first new nethink." said Bhumi.

Shavara is a manyun, but suddenly her face looks riled." why else?" Bhumi rubbed Shavara's forehead.

" I suddenly thought of the adek."

" What's that grown-up-ass-ass man, anyway?"

" He said that we are at the speed of marriage, so trivial things can be runyem like this. Maybe that's right, the next little time we're patient getting to know each other maybe we're..."

" You can be bunting first." cut Bhumi who made Shavara speechless.

" We might not be fighting like this, but obviously you also will not know my nature like yesterday, I'm typical of underestimating dating relationships, I mean, you're just my boyfriend, you're just my girlfriend, who have no right to rule me, and I will be silent and ignore your words that I consider inconsequential.

Since we're married, I show my character to you, I'm open to you, because you're my wife who deserves both good and bad I'm the other way around, baby."

" Is that why you were angry yesterday?"

" Hmm, especially." Bhumi mencivm Shavara slightly smeared her before releasing the link of their lips.

Their faces were so close, so close to the breath felt from the two.

" I'm asking you not to get close to the old man."

Shavara thought a little that she then understood who Bhumi meant.

" He's your father, of course I have to respect him."

" Not by hugging her."

" He sympathized with me because you were angry."

" She doesn't need to hold you just to calm you down."

Shavara's a little away, she's watching Bhumi." You're not jealous of your own father Sam anymore, are you?!" Shavara felt silly asking that.

" If so, why? Don't take it?"

" yes tuhaannnn."

" it's crazy times, a lot of cheats on Sam in-laws."

" That's crazy his name."

" Ck, I don't want you near him."

" Can't, sorry. I can't obey that."

" Why?" bhumi's face was instantly cloudy.

" Because he's your father, he'll be the grandfather of your son, baby."

" I won't let my son meet him."

" Dear, stop there. I'm ready to compromise you You don't like him, but refuse your request on this one."

" Why?"

" Can you hate your son forever if he's doing bad shit?" Shavara gently rubbed Bhumi's face.

Bhumi weighed, and with a heavy heart he shook his head, "Why can't you forgive him? Indeed what he did was outrageous, but I can see that mother is able to make peace, why aren't you? Is the child's love really all over the net?"

" i can't yet.." There's discomfort in his tone.

" Not now, its okay.but try to make peace.imagine your position as a parent, and you do what your father did, whether you are able to forgive or will throw away your son."

they look at each other for a moment before Bhumi drops his head on Shavara's shoulder.

" That memory is painful, dear.it is very." said Bhumi.

Shavara holds Bhumi's head." Slow down yeah, but life's at last. I just hope we don't feel regret at the end, baby." Shavara kisses Bhumi's head.

Long time they're in the position of hugging each other, "Dear, we go for a walk." take Shavara.

Bhumi broke their embrace, "Aren't you worried about your swollen face?'

" Sir sunglasses, done."

Bhumi chuckled softly," In the mending weather that not even the sunlight was there? Not ashamed of being married?"

buk..

Shavara smacks her husband's shoulder." Tell me you're embarrassed."

" Hmm, exactly. Just here. The bed calls for rocking, love."

" Ck, can't Oso your head isn't just perverted?"

" Can't, the weather is cold, there are beautiful and halal women, no gas anyway?" Bhumi blinked his eyes flirtatiously.

" I don't want to go for a walk." Shavara stood up and immediately stepped outside the room.

" I'll wait five minutes, if I'm through." Shavara shouted from outside the room.

Bhumi chuckles," ck, stay-living. Indeed he knows the area here." muttered Bhumi while following Shavara.

" Where are you going?" asked Fena when she saw the newlyweds passing through the terrace.

" Road, Ma."

" Is it okay?"

" It's."

" So doang? You cry all night and get better in minutes? Very good of you, tea. At least two days so that the tears are not ashamed." ledek Fena.

" What the hell Mama, the mah want the household of her child to be peaceful, this was even told a loud storm."

"It's not a storm, but why fight using a show of crying puffy eyes if only for a moment."

" Ma, already do not continue to complain, his son cry you are beautiful too." said Anggara.

" Here we go, we go first. Bye.bye..."

" You're followingttt...." Shouted Mira and the others.

Bhumi glared, but was ignored by the others.

" Sir..pleasee..help me..."

Their legs stopped so surprised, the beautiful girl looked terrible...