You Make Me Crazy
Ch. 43

"Do you know that Ziyo is actually ..." Joanna took a breath.

And Kai waited for Joanna to finish her sentence. What Joanna wanted to say made Kai curious. If Ziyo was fine now, then what was up with Ziyo? What the hell happened to him?

"You want to know why I chose Revan?" Instead of continuing her sentence, Joanna threw the question.

"That's the past. It's not important anymore. I want to step forward. Not a road in place, or backwards. I also have to think about my future. I want to spend the rest of my life with the people I love" Kai said at length.

It was Joanna's heartache when Kai said that. Has Kai really forgotten her?

"I have a reason why I chose Revan over you. The decision I took back then, was also because of your parents."

Kai jerks. Looking at Joanna sharply.

"Originally you know, if Ziyo is a.." Joanna's speech stopped because of the sound of Kai's phone ringing.

Kai immediately answered the call as he stepped away from Joanna.

From the looks of it, Joanna saw Kai smiling happily. Perhaps true, Kai had turned away from the past.

While waiting for Kai to finish his chat on the phone, Joanna decides to finish Kai's order. A bouquet of red roses as a sign of Kai's love for someone named Dara.

Joanna's heart was so sore. It hurts to see Kai now loving another woman. No hypocrisy, there's still love for that guy. He just doesn't want to break a promise. Promise to stay away from Kai. Promises will not ruin Kai's future. Like Kai's parents asked at the time. When she reveals her pregnancy.

Joanna's confession at that time did not get a good reception from Kai's parents. Kai, who was studying abroad at the time, did not know about Joanna's pregnancy.

At that time, Kai and Joanna had made plans. They will soon be married once Kai completes his studies. However, it is unfortunate, it turns out that their relationship did not get the blessing of Kai's parents. For reasons Joanna is not a woman worthy of Kai. Because Joanna was working in a nightclub. Until Kai's parents felt Joanna was not a good woman.

As a result, Revan, Kai's older brother who knew about it, decided to marry Joanna. Because Revan didn't want to, Joanna's child was born without a father.

Revan dares to take over responsibility, which should be Kai's responsibility. Joanna and Revan are secretly married.

The marriage between them was not because they loved each other. But over time, that love was present. Even in Joanna's heart, there was Kai.

When Revan was in an accident, even to the point of claiming his life, Joanna was devastated. For some reason, fate seemed reluctant to side with him. God does not want to live happily.

Even until now, the moment he had made up his mind would give Kai a second chance. Kai had forgotten about it. He was very sorry, too late to make a decision.

Kai's done with the screwdriver. So did Joanna, who had finished Kai's order.

"I have to go now. My order is done, right?" Kai throws a smile as Joanna approaches him with a bunch of red roses in her hand.

"It has. As ordered. I made a special for the special in your heart." Handing the flowers into Kai's hands. Either Joanna was insinuating or indeed the remark was sincere from her heart.

"No card?" Kai realized there was something lacking in the bouquet. Not like Joanna said before. Who asked her lover's name to be included in the greeting card.

"You seem to be in a hurry, so I didn't get to make it. It's okay, isn't it? Without a greeting card, I think he knows, the flower is for him." Joanna gave up to cover her jealousy. Because I don't want to write another woman's name.

"It's okay. Because I myself will give this flower to the person directly. As an expression of my feelings for her."

"Wow, that's romantic. Something you never did for me (wow, the romance. Something you never did for me)."

Kai looked at Joanna. Makes his memories momentarily go back to the past.

Kai never gave Joanna flowers as a sign of love. Because of the long distance relationship they have. It makes them unable to meet often.

Kai never gave her flowers, though he knew Joanna loved flowers. Because for Kai, how deep he felt about Joanna, it can be illustrated through his attitude and loyalty.

"sorry. I gotta go. Oh yeah ..." Kai reached into the bag of his pants, about to take the wallet.

"No need. For you, it's free" Joanna interrupted quickly before Kai could take the wallet.

"Really (really)?" Kai just made sure. Because, from the look of Joanna that had been read by him, it was very clear to show his dislike. I don't know what for. Kai doesn't want to sum it up as Joanna's jealousy.

Joanna gave a sweet smile that was forced to expand. Even though there is pain.

"Thankyou so much. I have to go. Bye (thank you very much. I gotta go. See you later)." Kai also passed by carrying a bunch of red roses for the idol.

Joanna could only look at Kai's back that was getting further away. While taking a long breath. Throwing his breath slowly, hoping the pain did not get more piercing.

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After the lecture, Kai was waiting for Dara in the parking lot. Stand with your back on the side of the car. Occasionally glanced at the watch on his left wrist.

Some students were seen greeting the young lecturer as he passed the parking lot. Kai simply put on a smile in return for a greeting.

Across, Dara noticed with a sour face. Fold your hands in front of your chest.

Kai waved his hand as soon as his gaze caught the figure of Dara standing across.

But the girl, did not immediately reply to Kai's wishes. Dara even more bending face, put on a sullen look. Annoyed to see Kai smiling at another woman. Makes Dara jealous of the man's behavior.

Dara was still loyal to her upset look when Kai came over. He deliberately did to show his jealousy openly.

"Why is his face pouting like that?" ask Kai to be soft. Kai knew what upset the girl. Because Dara is not a girl who pretends.

"It's nice to see another girl" said Dara annoyed.

"Join' jealous?"

"Yes yes. Obviously I'm jealous. Who would not be upset to see his girlfriend smile with another woman."

"I'm just returning their greetings. That's it, nothing more."

"But I still don't like it."

Kai smiled broadly at Dara's always straightforward behavior. What is without being made up.

"I've always loved your attitude."

"Why?" Dara brought the face closer with both eyebrows raised.

"So cute (sweet)."

"What?"

"Looks of you." While pinching the two golden cheeks Dara. Makes the girl grimace.

"Because ... Sick tau." While stroking his two cheeks that hurt.

Kai pulled Dara's wrist later. Take him to the parking lot. Kai then opened the car door asking Dara to ride in the front seat.

When the car door opened, the first thing caught sight was a bouquet of red roses. Making a smile on Dara's lips engraved instantly.

"Do you like it (do you like it)?" ask Kai. From Dara's sweet smile alone, it was obvious that the girl liked her.

Kai took the flowers. Then he handed it to Dara. Who greeted him with a big smile and a sparkling look.

"I like flowers. Especially roses. Thanks huh?" Dara flattered receiving Kai's sincere attention. His eyes began to glaze over so moved and happy.

Kai brought a fingers rubbing Dara's face lovingly. As she said, "i love you so much, Dara (i love you so much, Dara)."

The eyes that were originally glazed over, were now shedding unstoppable tears. Dara was so happy to receive such love from Kai.

However, the sense of happiness slowly faded, as he recalled the accident. It makes the fear come back. It was as if he wanted to tear down the sturdy fort he had just built.

However, there is guilt in the heart. That made him unable to hide the truth any longer. Dara is just afraid of losing Kai.

Kai approached, gently peeping Dara's forehead.

"I want you. Can we spend time together (i want you. Can we spend some time together)?" sensual Kai whispers. Makes Dara flutter.

TB