You Make Me Crazy

You Make Me Crazy
Ch. 70


"Hey, Dear. You sleeping?" While stroking the head of Dara who was lying on his deck.


On top of that personal size bed were two human children lying. The small size of the bed is only fit for one person. Until Dara had to sleep on his deck. Putting his head on his chest.


Serving Kai's will is so energy draining. Not stopping even makes Dara overwhelmed. As a result, his entire body was crushed. Being lulled and tossed in the sea of Kai's romance is so tempestuous. Make him washed away by the roar of the waves roll. Until he was stranded when his body was made helpless.


"Become," said Kai softly, sprinkling a kiss on the top of his head.


"Hm?" Racing in the waves of romance makes his whole body crumble. And the chest of Kai's field is the only comfortable place to lean tired. Drowning in his warm embrace.


"Wake up baby, you have to go to the airport."


"Hm." Dara's still flinching. Feel reluctant to wake up from Kai's warm embrace.


"Did you sleep less well last night?"


"Hm."


"What true? Aren't you glad you slept with her?"


Kai was even replied with a pinch of Dara on his waist. And Kai chuckled. He likes to mark his women. Especially if you see the woman scowling and sulking. For him it was adorable.


"Well, did Ken come to the airport?"


"Hm."


"I want to see Ken."


Kai's request makes Dara reflexively open her eyes. Then looked up, looking closely at Kai's eyes.


This time he felt guilty for Kai. Kai has no idea his marriage to Riko is being arranged by his parents. He just couldn't resist. As if the return binds him tightly until he can no longer escape from the trap.


"Can I meet my son?" Kai's question weighed heavily on him. He had not even thought of a way to bring them together.


His thoughts and attention are turned to his match with Riko. All day, even all night he kept thinking about how to cancel the wedding.


If he had told Ken about his real father, what would the little boy have reacted to?


He really isn't ready.


"Can. But not now." And finally, once again, only that sentence was cleared in his mind.


"Keep when?" kai insisted that he could not hold back anymore. For five years he was drifting in the sea of longing. Which almost drowned him.


"Later." He then moved from his position. Get out of bed, pick up the clothes that were scattered about the floor of the room.


"Become." Kai also moved. Keep urging Dara to fulfill her request.


"Between, please. Find me with Ken. Do you know how I feel when I hear his voice?" insist again. Because Dara seems indifferent. As if I don't want to hear. Maybe he didn't even want to fulfill his request.


Dara hurried back to dress. The clanking sound of his phone diverted him for a moment from Kai's insistence.


A chat message from Riko came in as soon as he opened the phone.


Rico :


I'm now heading to the airport with Papa, your Mama Papa, and Ken. You catch up or I'll pick you up at college?


Dara :'s :


Don't need. I will take a taxi.


"Bara. You don't hear me?" Kai urged her back. Rushed Kai put his clothes back on. As soon as he finished he immediately caught up with Dara who had first left the room. Walk in a hurry to get out of the house.


"Become." Kai blocks Dara's arm as soon as he follows his steps. Dara's attitude seemed to ignore him. He can't just take it. Didn't want Dara to play him for umpteenth time.


"I have to go to the airport. Riko is now on his way to the airport." Honestly, Dara did not want to meet Kai with Ken. He just wasn't ready to see Ken's reaction. What he could have guessed, Ken wouldn't have been willing to accept.


The thought of the little boy was not the same as other children of his age. If you can say, he really wants to live with Kai. Building and building their small family.


But now, it's all obviously going to be a lot harder. Because he did not think long, careless in taking a stand, he had unconsciously brought problems into the middle of his own life.


There will be a lot of hurt hearts if he puts forward the ego. Especially if he prefers his love.


It's dilemma. Unruly in making choices. If he chooses his love, obviously he will hurt a lot of people. Especially Riko.


Then what should he be?


On one side was Ken, Riko, Riko's family, as well as his family. On the other hand, there was only Kai.


If you choose by heart, of course he prefers Kai.


"I'll take you with me" Kai bargained once more. Even though Dara had rejected it.


"No need. I can take a taxi."


"Why?" While staring fixed Dara's eyes. Trying to understand Dara's sudden change in attitude.


Kai doesn't know Dara's been betrothed to another man. And the date of her wedding may be being set by her parents.


"alright. I won't force." Kai also took off his hand. Only the heart can understand.


"I'm sorry. I will think about how. But not now. Yea?" Dara weld, put on a seductive look.


Kai smiled bitterly. Again he must stop his desire. Meet the baby she has long missed.


"Can I trust you?"


Dara broke down her sweet smile. Then nod. One kiss docked quickly on his forehead. Accompanied by the expression of Kai's heart that makes the guilt even more open.


"I believe that one day God will unite us. When that day comes, I don't want any more doubts. I don't want to force anything beyond your means. But I hope, you lighten your steps come to me without me having to ask. You know, how deep I feel about you." While carrying fingers gently rubbed the beautiful face that always captivated his heart.


Kai's heart was so heart-pounding. It feels like stabbing his heart. What if what they want is never achieved? What if the dreams they had built were slow, crumbling, smashed to pieces and unceremonious?


Is there any hope left? What might he be able to make a grip to achieve his dreams and dreams?


Dara smiled sweetly back. Yet held a million bitter in the chest. Because maybe his hopes and dreams will not be realized.


Perhaps his steps were directed at Kai. While at this time his steps were actually forced and forced to turn to others.


"Believe me (believe me). Everything is possible if there is faith (everything is possible if there is a belief)." I don't know where he got the confidence. Dreaming is hard now. Then what does he believe? Where maybe his love is together.


Hope he had to throw away. Because it's no longer useful. His hope was ruined. It is only a matter of time when the destruction becomes more real.


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The city airport B.


Dara stepped hastily towards her papa mama, Doctor Rudi, Riko as well as Ken.


He arrives by taxi online, after rejecting Kai's offer to deliver him. And Kai didn't force it either.


"Mommy .." call Ken while waving his hand.


"Hi ... It's old?" the question is so stop the steps.


"Lumayan. Mommy's late. Look, Daddy's face is so upset." Ken pointed at Riko's face which indeed looked gloomy.


"I'm sorry, there was an extra hour earlier." And again he gave up.


Riko put on a smile. "It's okay."


"Because, Mama and Papa go home first. Take good care of yourself, right? The bride and groom should spend time together often. Even if you are both busy, leisure, take time for both," said Mama Maya gave advice.


Dara was quite smiling. Because I don't know what to respond to it.


"So often travel together. Let your relationship feel easier to accept each other. Spend time together. If you are disturbed by Ken, let Ken be signed with Papa Mama used to be okay. Especially if Ken's off, right?" Papa Yuda also chimed. Then throw a look at Ken.


The little boy held his thumb. It was as if he understood his grandfather's words.


"Yes. What your father said has a point. If Nak Dara is not free, Ken can be tipped first. You are the bride-to-be, often both. Let's get to know each other better." Dr. Rudi also added.


What does Dara have to say now?


Assented it?


Or argue?


Clearly he could only untangle his sweetest smile. But bitter in the chest feels increasingly slicing pain.


Unable to argue even unable to resist. He is like a helpless creature now. Can only bring the situation. Then hope that someday there will be a miracle.


"Papa, Om and Aunt be careful. Hopefully the flight is smooth and arrive at the destination safely," said Riko took off with a happy heart.


Ken, look at Mommy and Daddy. Then his grandparents, following Doctor Rudi. They're too serious about the chat. From that moment he stopped wanting to pee.


Not wanting to disturb, and not wanting to trouble Mommy and Daddy, Ken took the initiative to go to the toilet alone.


The little boy swept his eyes, looking for the toilet. His hands were between his thighs.


As far as he walked, he still could not find a toilet. His face grimaced withholding an unbearable taste again. Then suddenly, someone came up to him. Crouching in front of him.


Ken's face was worried. Because Mommy and Daddy had told him to stay away from strangers.


"Working the toilet?" ask the stranger in front of him. Ken nodded.


"You want Om to accompany?"


Ken shakes.


"Don't be afraid, Om isn't a bad guy." The stranger seduced her while giving her the best smile.


Ken finally complied.


TB