You Make Me Crazy

You Make Me Crazy
Ch. 72


All the way home the silence ruled. Both Dara, Riko, and Ken.


No one could guess the contents of Riko's head at the moment. The man had suddenly turned 180 degrees since an unexpected encounter with Kai at the airport moments ago.


Riko was still silent. His gaze focused on the streets that looked crowded by various types of vehicles.


While Dara, increasingly overwhelmed with guilt. He had secretly lied to Riko. His relationship with Kai is re-established, Riko does not know at all.


The meeting at the airport moments ago did not create a chat that could bridge a new relationship. At least, between Kai and Riko might be able to establish a friendship rope.


But Riko may be too covered in anger and jealousy. So, once Ken is found, Riko immediately takes him home. Without greeting first with Kai. Or just thank him for his help accompanying Ken looking for a toilet.


His anger has been ignited, has not been extinguished, he wants to feel like he is blazing the fire of anger. But his image, and self-esteem are still maintained. Don't want to burn the flames of anger. Which could even scorch it, bringing it to a loss.


Arriving at home, Riko was still silent. He stepped lethargic towards his room. Without realizing it, Dara tailed behind him.


His hand turned the door handle. The door has been wide open. Not yet had he brought his steps in, a soft hand held his wrist.


"Riko." Dara called her name softly. For the first time, the name came from Dara's lips.


For a long time, after the full moon passed, for some reason Dara suddenly called her name. If Dara usually calls him a doctor. There is a distance that cannot be passed.


Dara does not know if this way can extinguish the fire of anger in Riko's heart. His current behavior is like a betrayed wife.


"I want to talk to you for a minute" asked Dara. Putting on a face.


Riko took off Dara's hand on her wrist. Change the one who grasps Dara's fingers. Staring at Dara sayu yet deep.


"What are you hiding from me?"


Not that Dara started, even Riko who had raised the question first. Such a stark question. Making his guilt deep.


She is a liar woman.


How could he lie to an angel-hearted man like Riko?


Although anger dominates it, but it can be extinguished alone just because of love. A love that might be too great for her.


Does he deserve that man's love?


His eyes began to blur. Covered by a puddle of water in the fertilizer. Which finally began to fall slowly without being able to prevent.


I don't know where the courage came from. Without being able to stop him again, his head nodded. Accompanied by sobs that just broke.


"Kai and I are back together. I'm sorry." Dara lowered her gaze with tears.


"I know. I had expected this to happen. Five years I've shown my feelings, given you more attention, but it turns out that much time still can't change your heart." Riko said with the lowest tone of voice possible. There was a deep disappointment implied from his words.


"I've been meeting him for a few days secretly. I'm sorry." Her tears were still unable to compromise. The tears are getting louder. Not even her sobs could subside.


Really, as a woman she really did not deserve love as pure as morning dew from a man like Riko. Who selflessly, helped him, helped him in spite of all the bitterness of life.


But look, what kind of reply he gave. The Riko Goodness he retaliates with betrayal. Really mean, isn't it?


But wait a minute!


Selflessly?


Is Riko helping her selflessly?


Expecting his love in return for the good he gave, is it still selfless?


If so, doesn't that mean he's not that bad?


He's still sobbing. As he felt Riko's grasp growing tighter.


"I love you and Ken is sincere. Although Ken isn't my real son, he means a lot to me. I still can't imagine what my life would be like without you both."


Riko's grip is getting tighter, then accompanied by the embrace of both hands. Who embraced it, into its warm embrace.


Dara did not give a fight. Silent in Riko's arms, it might be able to heal the man's heart wound a little.


"I know you can't forget him. But I still hope that one day you can open your heart to me." Riko is still not giving up, expecting a love that is definitely not for her.


Like the word, he is currently like a pungguk miss the moon.


Expecting an uncertain love is exhausting.


Isn't his fate really sad?


That's Ken.


which he believes has been bound inwardly and emotionally to him. He believes Ken is the reason can still survive until this moment. Hopefully, Dara's heart will melt to see the bond that exists between her and Ken.


But his hope, slowly began to disappear. Because not far across, Ken stood dumbstruck looking at him.


The face of the little boy was so difficult to decipher reason. That cute handsome face, now filled with anger. An adult may not understand what a child feels like if he knows the father he has always loved is not his biological father.


"Mommy? Daddy?" Ken called out with a trembling voice. With eyes that begin to glaze over.


"Ken?" Sontak Riko took off his embrace. He was about to approach Ken, but his steps stopped when he saw the look on Ken's face.


There is anger, sadness, even disappointment.


The little boy must feel disappointment when he knows he has been lied to by his own parents.


"Ken? How long have you been standing there, baby?" Dara quickly wiped her tears. Then I approached Ken. But even his steps had to stop.


"Mommy's evil!" exclaim Ken loudly.


Dara was surprised to hear that. His eyes and mouth are round. Can't believe what he heard coming out of Ken's mouth for the first time.


"Ken, why are you, baby? What do you mean, evil Mommy?" Dara is trying to get Ken. I don't know how long Ken's been standing over there. And I don't know how much he's heard, so he can make him think that Mommy is a bad person.


"Ken hates Mommy. Ken hates Daddy. Mommy and Daddy lied to Ken." The look on the child's face revealed deep disappointment. How can, the Daddy who loved him since childhood, is not his real Daddy.


Who is your real Daddy?


So why should a child like himself be lied to like this?


"Ken. Mommy used to be, baby. Ken misunderstood." The little boy understood his words. But had not had time to swing his steps to approach Ken, Ken had already swung his footsteps quickly left the place.


"Ken?" call Dara as she follows Ken's footsteps.


"Ken?" Riko follows after Ken who is about to leave the house.


Ken doesn't heed his Mommy and Daddy calling his name. Even running after his steps.


All he had in mind right now was to leave behind his Mommy and Daddy who had deliberately lied to him.


He was just a little boy. I don't understand the adult question. But because of the frequent watching of various television shows, so that a little, he understood the meaning of a biological father.


"Ken, horrified Mommy used to love."


But Ken doesn't care. All he had in mind was to stay away.


He increasingly accelerated his steps through the living room, living room, until his steps stopped right in front of the door of the house.


Not because he ignored Mommy and his Daddy who kept calling. But more because a man who makes his heart shady when looking at his eyes was standing in front of the door of his house.


Kai.


Kai, who could not help but long for the baby, gathered the courage to come to Ken at his house.


He no longer cares about the situation. All he knew, his longing for the baby could not hold him back anymore.


"Omm?" ken looked at Sayu. Put on a sweet face. Then unexpectedly, his steps swung towards Kai. He slid into Kai's arms. Darted like a bullet, so Kai almost staggered.


In Kai's arms broke his cry. For some reason, Kai's embrace seemed to give him comfort and peace of mind. What he never felt from Riko's embrace. Although Riko poured out all her affection all her body soul.


But Kai's embrace, seemed to protect him. It felt like coming back home. Tranquilize.


"Ken? Why you, baby?" kai asked, still holding Ken.


On the other side, Dara and Riko's footsteps stopped as soon as they saw Ken hugging Kai.


"Ken, what's wrong with you? Dong sama Om's story. Om is already Ken's friend," Kai pleads as soon as Ken pulls out of his arms. He crouched down, aligned his height with her.


"Oms. You want to help Ken?" pinta the little boy squeezed.


"Om gonna help Ken, whatever it is. What does Ken need help with?"


"Please help Ken find Daddy Ken's birth."


Kai was amazed to hear Ken's request.


TB