You Relieve Me to Take Off
Ch23: Three Subkatagori

Process of filtering information to the brain nerves. Not infrequently make a human who sleeps in his sleep, disturbed.

Realizing five minutes, Ali continued to look for a comfortable and comfortable position. To maintain his sleep. Unfortunately, he did not get it.

Quick Ali sat down, staring at the wall clock.

“Jam three!” He said he rubbed his face rough.

What's really happened to him, lately?

Difficult to sleep, to always wake up in the middle of the night.

The man glanced to the side, seeing his wife sleeping very fast. One thing went through his mind that night.

The wife was sapped and too anxious, to grandma.

One sweet kiss on his wife's forehead. Before finally going to the bathroom. If remembered, had he kissed Wan Aina secretly.

Of course the answer is, no.

Ali rubbed his face rough, if given his current state. He is well aware. That he could not afford to be fair to his wives.

Maybe this also makes it difficult to sleep and always wake up in a third of the night?

The information kept filling his brain and never stopped, even if he fell asleep.

Ali closed the door to Meisya's room slowly. With a fresh face and nice clothes.

He stepped down the stairs. He saw some of Abah's brothers, asleep in the living room carpeted. And a glove as a blanket.

Faintly his ears heard the voice of a woman, talking from grandmother's room which happened to open a little. It seems they're working on looking after grandma.

The man immediately stepped his foot, heading towards the main door. Open it slowly, so as not to disturb the relatives, who may have just fallen asleep. Stelah all night looking after grandma.

The moon greeted his vision, as he looked up. A thin membrane of dust managed to cover the moon's radiance. Before he could see the moon again.

Now Ali was standing in a sacred room. To perform two rakaat prayers. He sat and looked. His heart spoke, his mind filled with God, who was watching him.

“What happened to me?” he muttered with his eyes closed.

As if asking for positive energy, from the Owner of Life.

“Either why life changed ...after remarrying.”

“My mind is getting messy, if it's remembered. How I treat both. It can't seem fair..”.

“I feel, everything I do. All wrong. If I'm good with one, the other loses. If I'm with one, my mind goes to the one who's not with me.” Ali let out a heavy sigh, all of this was too difficult for him.

“Lantas I should how, Lord .. please show me the best way,” he pleaded with hope.

Now his mind goes back to the beginning. How can it be, is at this point.

Ali got up from his seat, and looked for something in the storage section of the mushaf. After finding what he was looking for, he sat down cross-legged.

Ali began doodling HVS papers, with some answers from his own questions.

“First reason ..because you know ..if you can't give descent.” Mata Ali berlinang, if remembered the doctor's verdict on his wife.

That really hurts.

“However, this first reason. Has three sub categories of exits.” Again he crossed the paper into three parts.

“First(l), received it —decided what life was destined for. Even though there is no heart. One cannot always be said to be sad or unhappy. By strengthening each other and accepting destiny. We can definitely live. Even if someone looks one eye.”

“For in this world some choose such a way of life. And lasting...”.

“Both(ll) someone who has no children. I rarely choose to adopt. This can be interpreted as —accepting destiny while trying to improve things. Good this! There's hard work. I should have found this way before I finally jumped into the brink of marriage. Shit ... why this idea only came when married,” he said scribbling the paper with annoyance.

“However, it looks like this decision. Can't say smooth. Because there may be some possibilities ..that we never thought of before. This means ... the second subcategory— Has considerable consequences.”

“Kethiga(lll) make polygamy as ... way out. Which is usually, which catches up to mating guys. But why even the wife, who forced. What made him decide all this?” think hard, scratch his hair.

“Try analysis from the perspective of the girl version.”

“First things women don't need. Share love, resist jealousy, compare, abnormal life, inner pressure to make depression.”

“Second view ..want to see her husband happy and follow some teachings —Akan but ..this second option — is not worth it compared to the unwanted in the household.”

“Lantas why a wife insists on asking her husband polygamy?” Ali bit her curious lips.

“Pressure!” One sentence slid from the mouth without his permission.

“First pressure from husband, I never pressured him for small things. Especially about the descendants. And again after I found out. If the wife cannot give offspring. I never get angry or complain. Even I try to be a good encouragement ..that means this is not the cause.”

“Both pressure from himself ... I don't think the wife is that hard on her. Given that he made a mistake, he never berate himself. Different from me —Will but this does not rule out the possibility. I think 65% could be the cause.”

“The last pressure of the environment ... divided into two. First the family, second the society. This last pressure is quite significant —This can happen. Caused unpleasant talk goes into the brain —Yang produces negative perception.”

“To make him take decisions impulsively. Without thinking about the consequences ahead.” The man sighed again for a moment, staring at the HVS paper full of scribbles of ink.

The meeting point seems to be starting to be found. Ali's breathing is hunting, it means that Meisya has been depressed. But he didn't realize it.

He started writing two numbers next to the word ‘impulsive' 87%.

The man looked limp, knowing the possibility that could be true.

“But whose words instigated your mind?” he murmured, thinking hard.

TBC....