You Relieve Me to Take Off
Ch45: Ali's View

That afternoon Ali just came out of his office along with Aidin. Unlike usual, this time Ali asked Aidin to deliver him to a place.

Of course Aidin was shocked to hear the orders of his best friend. But again, he refused to ask. And prefer to harbor his curiosity.

Behind the wheel, Aidin often glanced at his friend who was silent daydreaming. Be aware of returning to the room after a break. Ali was more silent and focused on her work.

Ali let out a long sigh, his memory returning when he and Wan Aina were inside the room.

Flashback.

The door opened from the outside, Ali who was sitting beside the bed turned his head.

He saw his wife locking the door.

And walk near him.

Help himself release the armsling.

“What still hurts?” ask his wife when she sees him hissing.

“Not really, let's go to sleep,” he said to lay down his body. In a position to back his wife.

“If you hadn't broken a bone, maybe our first night wouldn't have been delayed for so long,” said the girl glaring, staring at the ceiling elbow.

Ali was silent at his wife's words.

“Not that dad wants grandchildren, you also want to be come?” Wan Aina looked at her husband's face from the side.

“Hem ..iya dad does want grandchildren. And I want to be a father too. But did Aina forget Mas's explanation, back then?” the answer closed his eyes.

“Not ... I remember it ..but come to think of when humans have full readiness?”

“Simple if Mas Ali is asked. Are you ready for an accident with a cracked hand? What's the answer?” Wan Aina got up from her seat, went around the bed, and crawled up.

“Come answer!” Pinched her husband's cheek.

“Obviously do not want, you think I do not make sense,” replied Ali after a long silence.

Wan Aina clapped her hands in a small laugh, making her husband astonished.

“Why laugh?”

“Yes that's the answer, humans will never feel enough readiness to face something that incriminates him. But ... If the time has come, surely we can run.”

“It is true ..I am not yet fully ready to be a mother. But ... I believe that it is the circumstances, which will lead me to be able to live and pass the journey from time to time.”

Ali smacked his face slowly, hearing his wife's babble. It makes sense too he thought.

“I agree with your words, but the theory you say is not yet fully, can be applied in several aspects. And yes ..having that child, is not a random decision. Unless we have meprepare before, because being a parent also needs accountability. If we can not educate him, or instead we abandon him..”.

“Don't we ruin the world with this? The blood of the flesh should be a gift and usefulness to us his parents, and the world. Precisely will have the opposite impact, because our mistakes are not ready to be parents.” Ali took a breath.

“Example nih... with we do not have readiness. Our child can be a victim to our selfishness .. For example you are pregnant, you are ready to have children. You assume ... baby in the womb, it would be funny, normal without you thinking ...If ... hopefully enggak.” Wan Aina stood up, hearing her husband's last words.

Ali took a deep breath, what a sentence that would come out of his mouth was too critical but reasonable. “Maybe disabled .. or even a husband must lose his wife when giving birth. Preparations like this fall into the category .. acceptance preparation .. before finally preparation undergoes. Don't get it, you're ready to undergo but you're not ready to receive.”

“Child ambushed will be normal and can be exhibited. Being a victim of negotiation because of physical. The expected child will bring happiness, it gets injustice, because we assume if his child is a carrier of pesky. “

That night he forgot if his last sentence, managed to make Wan Aina reflect on life.

The girl wiped her tears. The explanation that Ali gave is not wrong, it can be included in the relevant category. Because he also felt the impact.

Ali looked up, she closed her lips tightly. When he realized his words.

“it’s okay, I want to hear this explanation from your point of view. To find a new paradigm,”.

The girl knew if her husband felt guilty for the parable that Ali made, just slapped him.

Seeing this Ali then tried to sit and lean on the head of the bed. He grabbed his wife's body to lean on her shoulder.

“I'm sorry!” his door with a chin resting on his wife's head.

Feeling his wife's head nod, the man then gave a sweet kiss on the head.

“But continue yes?” Wan Aina's curiosity made her husband resume the previous discussion.

“As parents, do not let us discriminate against children. Because basically, parents play an important role in the life of their children. Parents are role models, and the first people to facilitate the future of the child. One is behavior. If the parents are rude ..the child must have followed ..”

“Moreover the psychological impact of child abuse include withdrawal, fear, aggressive behavior, unstable emotions, depression, anxiety, feeling inferior, feeling worthless, and so forth. Until it feels its existence is not important.”

“ For example again .. as our child wants something. But you don't think it's important, you're picking at his ears, pinching or yelling. Parental behavior like this, will be exemplified by his son when he is in a different environment or when he is a parent. Again because of our selfishness and our wrong parenting. We contribute to ruining the world.”

“First when I was seven years old. My friend was the victim of his parents. He demands to be smart, he's confined to the house. Recited, violence in verbal and non verbal forms he got.”

“But he remained silent because he knew he would lose against his parents. But if he gets out of his cage, in a school environment. He became a jerk and brutally slaughtered his friends.”

“I mean, he's looking for that slipping?” asked Wan Aina to play the buttons on her husband's shirt.

Ali nodded in agreement. “So the conclusion to be parents we have to prepare everything, especially acceptance and patience. Whatever the circumstances, if we have decided as parents we must be ready to accept everything.”

“Cause of heredity is a gift that we must take care of and take care of. Honestly, salute the people out there who are big-hearted. Accept the state of his heart in any circumstances. And even those disabled athletes, must have a tough parent because they managed to make their children have the ability to hem,” he said yawn resist drowsiness.

“Sleep yuk ..toh also Mas can not give a living for tonight,” godnya load Wan Aina hit his chest.

“Mesum uh...”

“You were, from the beginning who did not know who? Eh getting here don't know you.” Ali's laughter filled the room.

“Not so, I've read articles. If a woman invites first there are many things that she can, starting from the forgiven of her past and future sins, record her reward as well as one who freed a hundred slaves.”

Ali put up a face of disbelief. “Yang right?

“Embuh...” Wan Aina turned her back to her body.

...***

...

Given that Ali was downcast, of course he had his own reasons. Why until now he did not care for his wife.

The man woke up when the car he was riding stopped.

“Until!” Aidin parked his car next to the other cars.

Ali immediately removed the seat belt, and said, “Almost a moment what, a moment again adzan magrib.”

“OK lah.” Quickly agree to his best friend's offer. It was possible that this would lead him to find the answer to his curiosity.

Aidin followed Ali's step into the hotel lobby. And get straight into the elevator. Make Aidin mumble,” Since when does he Check-In?” Put suspiciously.

Realizing if the elevator opens he immediately goes out following the steps of his best friend, bringing a burning curiosity.

Arriving at room 507, Ali tapped the cardlock on the sensor box that left the room open.

TBC...