You Relieve Me to Take Off
Ch29: Think of the Consequences

A few weeks ago, Ali came back to Banten to pick Meisya up. The matter with Wan Aina, had finished that second as well.

Everything went well.

But the fourth Sunday , after returning from Banten. The problems started to reappear.

Like tonight. When he was with his young wife.

“Mas, I am ready to do my duty as a wife,” said Wan Aina lowered her head in.

Sets ... Ali immediately stepped on the brake which made his car stop suddenly. Until making Wan Aina's body plunged forward, her forehead hit the dashboard.

The girl is in pain. But her husband was silent with a blank look.

“Mas, why are you?” asked Wan Aina pulling her husband's arm.

Ali was silent, it seemed like the man. Surprised by his wife's words. Honestly, he was happy when his young wife was not ready to be touched by him. But tonight all the security that ever existed was gone.

“Mas...”.

“I-iya what is it?” tanya Ali looked at Wan Aina.

“What's up ...What's up? Why did you suddenly brake suddenly ..you know not. because you brake suddenly the car in the back. Ngamuk and keep on turning on the horn..”.

Wan Aina looked back.

Sure enough, a man in black, took his head out of the car window. And yells, “Dog .. why stop suddenly. Your eyes are blind ... Quickly walk Njing...!” Shouts from behind were heard in Ali's ear.

Make the man immediately gas. Don't let anyone yell him out, and bang on his car door.

On the way home this time, Ali was more silent. There was no intention to even ask, regarding Wan Aina's readiness. To perform his duty as a wife.

When he got home, he immediately threw his body into the bed. Trying to close his eyes, to forget what Wan Aina said earlier when in the car.

“Mas ..mas view deh?”

His eyes were closed, when he opened, when his wife called out to him. And how surprised he was, found his wife was circling around wearing clothes lacking the material.

Ali rubbed his face rough. What kind of trial is this, there is a turbulent lust. But there was something, trying to hold him back. I don't know if he doesn't know.

Is that some kind of ego. Or maybe the defensive fortress he had built, unknowingly.

“Where can you get such a shirt from?”

The man laid his body back.

“Ya was at the mall, I bought,” said Wan Aina poked her lips.

Seeing her husband's reaction seemed ordinary. And now the man, actually rolled his body with a blanket. Irritate him.

“Change clothes gih .. later you are cold. This is the rainy season,” advice Ali hopes not to offend his wife.

For him what Wan Aina did was a noble thing. Where a wife tries to please her husband. He appreciates that, but. For now, he had not been able to carry out his obligations as a husband of Wan Aina.

The reason is too complex.

“Why ... why is that? Is the dress ugly ... or inappropriate with my body?” he said with a trembling voice.

Ali who was under the blanket, let out a heavy sigh. Tonight he must give his wife understanding. Quickly he pulled out the blanket, and sat down cross-legged.

“Sitting here,” he patted the bed so his wife approached.

The girl simply complied, and sat in front of him.

Ali looked up at the body parts of his wife who were ravaging his faith.

“You know what I think of the clothes you wear?”

Wife shook.

“If I say, I am interested and I can not resist the desire. Do you believe it?”

The man seemed to be holding onto something that was so torturing to him. Once again he desires, but the subconscious holds him back.

“Do not laugh,” said Wan Aina rubbed her husband's face.

Ali was silent. Slowly the man pulled his wife's hands. His wife's hand was held tight.

Both eyes are twisted. Three months of marriage makes the two no longer awkward, to look at each other.

“Aina said she was ready to do her duty as a wife, is that true?”

The girl was embarrassed. Ali smiled seeing him.

“If nih ..tonight I ask for that right. What will Aina give?” ask again.

“Yes it's my duty .. Even I regret it. Because I wasn't ready to do that. He said that if you refuse not allowed,” great-grandson Wan Aina.

Ali nodded in admiration, but that admiration. Not necessarily make it lulled to do husband-wife activities.

“Okey... Aina is ready to have a relationship with Mas! Question is one. Aina is ready to accept no consequences, struggle tonight in the future?”

“Means?” Wan Aina's forehead wrinkled, seemingly not understanding.

Then he should have understood.

“Yes if we have a husband-wife relationship, tonight. There are two possibilities directly so or not. Now you are ready, if not. Your fetus was successfully fertilized. Automatic Aina will be a mother in nine months?”

Ali's question managed to make Wan Aina speechless. Thoughts about, morning sickness, an enlarged stomach that makes a person difficult to move. The pain of giving birth, the sleep time is reduced because the baby is crying. All of it was spinning, Wan Aina asked herself.

Is he ready to go through those phases?

Is she capable, of being a mother?

Where the responsibility is so great. One of the requirements of being a mother is to have patience.

And the girl realized, if she still can't regulate emotions. Don't let this affect her children.

“What's wrong, I say only do it once. It is also impossible to immediately get pregnant,” great-grandson.

He wondered what it was like. Have an intimate relationship. Remembering every novel he reads, he fantasizes about it and wants to try it.

Sometimes what we write can teach. A kindness and well-being. But sometimes what we write is a disaster for everyone. What else have we written. Maybe he will be held accountable later.

“The problem ..accidental action impact ... it is much greater ... than we intentionally do and in briefing.”

“Misal nih ..your mosquitoes have read an article. Or the life of someone around us. I'm the A, who's not married. Married people who do not want a baby. But they easily get a baby. During the manufacturing process. They didn't expect it.”

“Others the case with someone who has been married a long time. Whatever he did to get a baby. But in fact, it has not been given. Despite trying my hardest.”

His heart throbbed, this was what was felt five years back. When someone asks him when he has a baby.

“So from here, I understand that. Not everything we do, we can get it. But that does not mean, we will fail to achieve other things that we have fought for.”

“But Mas, however I as a wife. I have to follow what my husband wants. You want to have offspring, right? So I have to be ready, grant your request.” Wan Aina looked at her husband's face.

“If you ‘should' be ready to do anything for husband. So I as a husband, think more about my wife's mental readiness. Being a mother .. I don't want to force.”

“Ya already then, tomorrow we buy the contraceptive pill. Just in case.”

Ali could only smile and nod. Seeing his young wife who was so enthusiastic to prepare all.

Wan Aina closed her eyes as Ali kissed her forehead. He was happy, after a debate a few weeks ago. Her husband looks more caring to her.

“I can't imagine, if we had a husband-wife relationship tonight. The impact will be greater than we think, ” whispered.

“Means?”

“Our estimate is one, not three.”

That night Ali refused without offending his wife. And from there. He learned about the importance of thinking about consequences before making a decision.

TBC...