You Relieve Me to Take Off
Ch28: Peace of Soul

The day before the second meeting. A couple in a different place. Started to evaluate yourself.

That night Ali pensively, the value he had been holding, had been broken. Predicate as a dream husband, seems to have worn off. When he raised his voice to yell at his wife. He felt guilty, for the redness he could not control.

That night he stayed at the Bandung hotel. Start blaming himself.

“Agrhhhhhhhhh!” her screams grabbed her rough hair.

“Stupid ... why am I easily ignited emotions...”

“And why too, I told Aina everything. About me trying....position myself as a husband of two women.” He threw his body in the mattress.

“Isn't that really my duty .. as a husband. Who should be able ..be fair.”

“What do I really want to show Aina?” Ali got up from his bed.

“What I want him to know, if my position is more difficult. Instead of her being the second woman..”.

“Do I just need validation?”

He sat back his breathing. His memory goes back, to Aidin. Commenting on his changing nature, which is difficult to regulate emotions.

Ali took a deep breath. Trying to ask himself what really happened to him.

Why are you often angry?

Is this something to do with a lot of thought?

And that also makes it hard to sleep. This makes his emotions unstable.

“Kar of this problem occurred. When my wife asked me to marry again.” His eyes were reddening with anger.

Returning to take a deep breath, to regulate the anger that will occur.

“To be honest I haven't been able to accept my marriage to Aina. And at the same time, I was required to accept reality. If I was a man of two wives.”

She could not accept her second marriage. But what he said to Wan Aina. If he tries to love her. That's right, even more so. He felt the sincerity of love from his young wife. So sincere and deep.

“My demands as a husband are too many. Not to mention about work, all of it nests the brain. Patas only, if I am often emotional. There was no room in my mind, to relax. Everything in the brain is just pressure and regret.”

***

On the other hand, a girl threw her cell phone on the bed. After the call is unilaterally disconnected. She screamed hysterically and cried.

“Why everything I do is always wrong in your eyes!” he fell down beside the bed.

Hit the edge of the bed many times.

“About everything you said earlier. That's all your work...” Paused by sobbing. “Your job is fair to me. It's your job, too, to love me. As I love you..”.

“And I also did my job asking you how you were doing. But you..” Paused bitter chuckling. “Forget your duty to inform me. As busy as it may be .. You must be informed. It can make a wife feel valuable and important. Moreover, not thinking about your situation,” he said in a weak voice dominated by a whimper.

“You do not consider me a wife ..hiks ..I hate you..I mean nothing in your life...”.

Maybe every word that comes out of his mouth sounds selfish. However, if you remember his age. Maybe this is natural, quarter life crisis is very span at the age of his age. Where the age of teenagers, rarely. Look at the problem from several angles.

Then that deep sadness, as a deliveryman to his sleep that very minute.

...***

...

At seven in the morning Ali arrived in Jakarta. The man decided to go home. To meet his wife. This made Aidin comment.

“Ngapain to the house Brother all, later we are late.” Aidin grumbled in annoyance. If he were behind the wheel, he would drive his car to the office.

“I have to meet Aina, this minute urgent Din!” The man turned his car into a residential complex.

“That's a personal matter, so don't get mixed up at work.”

“Family order, if you have urgent beat everything.”

“It's not professional...”.

The Jeep stopped in front of the two-story house. Ali stretched out her head, when she saw her housemaid sweeping the courtyard.

“Bik, Aina is there?”

Bik Tin who was sweeping the courtyard turned to the source of the voice. He saw the master sitting in the steering chair.

The middle-aged man walked over to his master. It was next to a Jeep car. Bik Tin replied, her “Mbak Aina just came out of the house for shopping.”

***

That night Wan Aina who wanted to go to the main house was shocked. Suddenly, a taxi stopped in front of his house.

“Who is it?” curious muttered.

The car door opens, knowing if Ali's coming out of the car. Wan Aina immediately turned around to enter the house.

“Aina..!” ali shouted after his wife.

The man ran as the main door was about to close from the inside.

“Megir ... why come here..” Wan Aina was still trying to block her husband from entering the house.

“You're still angry ... because of last night's conversation? I'm sorry,” said Ali crammed the door with his body, so as not to close.

It was easy for him to push violently and the door would be wide open.

But he did not do that, because he did not want to. If his wife falls backwards.

Keeping the door open a little is the right choice.

“Mingge ....move .. I don't want to see you again!” annoyed Wan Aina.

Ali kept flinching from his place.

He began to think, maybe something like this wouldn't happen. In relation to Meisya. When they have a small difference. Silence is a choice. But it is also missing. Remembering after Meisya, asking her to remarry. His mouth will open and grumble.

“Aina .. come on let Mas in. Don't let anyone see we're fighting. It's a family disgrace ... we should have hidden it...” he said wryly, hoping no one would see.

The long sentence that Ali said, managed to make the harsh emotions of Wan Aina dampen. The girl started to leave the main door. Letting the husband go inside.

Ali immediately closed the main door.

“Give Mas, a chance to explain. Why didn't I tell you. Why I yell at you. All that there is a reason,” obviously Ali pulled his wife's wrist. Which made his wife's body turn towards him.

Two pairs of eyes, filling each other. But the owner of the brown eyes, melengos.

“Detach...”.

The girl tried to let go of her husband's grip.

“I don't care about your reasons ... all you answered last night ..you never thought of me...who am I?” Wan Aina chuckled, tonight she would not allow her husband to cut her words.

“Women who can only sue and sue ... Yes right?” she wiped her tears that began to drip.

Ali was silent, it turned out that he said last night. In his wife's memory.

“My presence was never desired by anyone ..hiks!”

“Bu-buk—“

Wan Aina immediately cut off her husband's words.

“What I do is always wrong .. when I think it is good,” she said backwards, when her husband wanted to reach her hand.

“Yes I am useless .. I have always been the root of trouble in the lives of others. Then there is no point anymore I hi—“

“Emppppppppp!” Wan Aina hit her husband's chest.

Somehow her lips could blend with her husband. This incident happened so quickly, when suddenly his wrist was pulled.

“Mr...” screeches from behind.

Ali was surprised half-played. The man immediately released his lips. It seems that Ali looks awkward when kissing scenes. Suddenly his housekeeper came. He thought that only the two of them were in this house. It's all in fact wrong.

Wan Aina immediately left her husband, rubbing her lips. This is the first time he kissed. She was so embarrassed that Tin caught her.

Ali glanced at his wife who was no longer seen. The man scratched his non-itchy head. The kiss that happened earlier, the purpose is to silence his wife's mouth. Who speaks ngawur. There is no other intention than that.

“Bik, I hope what Bibik hears and sees. Bi Tin can take care of him,” he warned.

Bik Tin nodded, of course he knew what his master meant. After all, he had lived with his master for a long time. Than the wives of his master.

“Ya I have been to the room first,” Bik Tin let go of his employer by muttering.

'The father of the good man, who tried to cover up the disgrace of wife A of wife B. And vice versa .. may God always give happiness and peace of soul father ’.

TBC...