
It's past twelve o'clock. But Gilang could not close his eyes yet. Belva's breath began to be regular for two hours.
A sign that she is fast asleep after crying fatigue.
Gilang deliberately did not continue the debate earlier. Don't want to ruin the mood. Especially below her family. Gilang doesn't want to add to the problem if they hear Gilang and Belva fighting.
After Gilang thought about it, what else does he need to look for from within Belva so that he can be absolutely sure to love Belva?
Belva loves him sincerely even though Gilang first found out that Belva was just playing games.
Belva is kind, submissive, and not weird even though Belva is her only child. Which will usually act as they want to because they are used to being pampered since childhood.
But he did not find it in Belva.
Well-favoured. Belva is a female figure who has a perfect physique in the eyes of a man.
Gilang also believes that at Belva campus must be a lot of friends or older brother level who began to have a crush on Belva.
Suddenly a sense of worry appeared in Gilang's mind. What if Belva will eventually fall in love with his friend or his older sister because he did not get love from Gilang?
Suddenly the unwillingness was Gilang felt. Not willing if Belva's heart is given to a man other than himself.
Not willing if Belva is happy with the others.
No. gabe. I don't want to be late to realize it. I don't want things that have happened in my life to happen again.
It's enough he lost Micah because of the mistake he made. Gilang did not want Belva to be like Micah who chose to go in search of his happiness with others.
Gilang's heart started to fret. He got closer to the bed and lay behind Belva. Slowly approach and hold Belva tightly. He breathed in the fragrant scent of Belva's beautiful hair.
Yeah, Gilang felt that.
Gilang felt he did not want to lose Belva. Gilang feels comfortable being near Belva like this.
"I'm sorry, Bel. I can't imagine that you really love anyone but me. Don't do that. I'll do anything to keep you by my side."
***
At three o'clock in the morning, Belva awoke from her sleep. Belva was so famous when Gilang's hands hugged her from behind. Slowly Belva put away Gilang's arm because Belva wanted to wake up from his sleep.
Belva's head feels dizzy because last night crying too long. Both of his eyes also felt swollen. It seemed like he needed ice water to compress both of his eyes in order for his swelling to disappear immediately.
Belva didn't want to find an excuse if anyone asked her why her eyes would swell like this.
"Where are you going, Bel?"
Belva was surprised to hear Gilang's hoarse voice. "You go down and get some ice water. My eyes are swollen, I want to compress."
"Let me get it. You're here."
Belva did not refuse. After all, he also did not dare to go down to the kitchen alone.
A while later, Gilang returned with a small basin filled with ice water and a small towel. "Sleep aja let brother help compress," said Gilang who made Belva surprised.
'Since when did Brother Gilang call himself brother? Usually also me, ' said Belva in his heart.
"I can do it myself, really," belva subtly refused.
"Same sister. Stay asleep what's hard, anyway?"
"Why suddenly take a pitcher?"
"Well, is that a bauble?"
Not wanting to prolong the debate, Belva immediately obeyed Gilang's order telling him to lie down and he would compress his swollen eyes.
"Eat him do not mostly cry. So gini, right, her eyes are swollen."
"The brother who made me cry."
"But brother didn't tell you to cry."
"Emang. But it's brother's attitude that makes me cry."
"Which attitude?"
"Why is big brother suddenly this way, anyway? What dream did you have to change like this?"
"Nearly, anyway. Not funny."
Glazed laughs crisply. The laughter that made Belva stunned. The first time Belva heard Gilang's laughter was this crisp.
"How long has this been compressed, Bel?"
"Five minutes, brother. Why, tired, huh?"
"Nobody says tired, yeah."
Belva smiled faintly.
Seeing Belva's lips that were smiling sweetly, Gilang suddenly fixated.
Both of Belva's eyes opened when for a while he did not feel Gilang back compressing him. "Sister, what, quiet?" ask Belva.
His heart skipped a beat as Gilang looked at him so deeply.
Gilang slowly brought his face closer to Belva. Both eyes are still glued to Belva's lips are natural pink.
Just a few pauses their lips touched. But hold Gilang do and choose to kiss Belva's forehead for a while.
I fear it's all too soon. And Belva wasn't ready for what Gilang did.
Both eyes of Belva closed enjoying kec*p*n soft from lips Gilang. The rumbling in his chest grew increasingly uncontrollable.
"Don't leave my sister, Bel," said Gilang made both eyes of Belva heat up.
Quite simple, but his heart was very happy. Is this a sign that his love is beginning to return? Belva asked inwardly.
"Can you repeat, brother?" ask Belva to make sure she didn't hear wrong, and all this is real.
"Don't leave brother. Stay next to brother. Till you'll be old."
Belva's lips smiled perfectly. Along with the happy tears that came out of his eyes.
Belva could no longer speak. The happiness he felt was almost perfect. It would be perfect if Gilang said he loved Belva.
But it's fine. Not a big deal for Belva. He knew Gilang needed more time to express his love.
Belva and Gilang hugged each other tightly. Many times Belva convinced himself that this was not a dream. Everything's real. The embrace he felt was real.
"No more crying, dong. Free dong brother compress earlier."
"So don't you want to help?"
"No one said nothing to help."
"Kok, long ago Silang Gilang very nice, anyway."
"But baby, right?"
Belva smiled broadly. Now her heart is blossoming. Like thousands of butterflies flying in his stomach.
"Sleep again, Bel. It's still at this hour too, right," said Gilang who was cleaning the tool to compress both eyes Belva.
Then Gilang laid his body back next to Belva. The difference, this time Belva happily faced Gilang.
With a smile on his lips, Gilang without hesitation to shuffle his body on Belva and hugged Belva tightly.
***
The happy morning for Belva was when she woke up, she was in Gilang's arms. Things she wanted to feel during being Gilang's wife.
Yesterday, actually he was also very happy when he woke up he was in Gilang's arms. But Belva pretended to be angry because she didn't want Gilang to think she was cheap. Hugging Gilang who doesn't love him.
But this morning was different. Gilang hugged him. In a fully conscious state.
Now Belva is waiting for Gilang to say love. I don't know when, but Belva's sure it won't be long.
Belva just needs time, just be patient for a while waiting for a love speech from Gilang.
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