
The silent night. Gilang was busy calming Belva who was crying in pain.
Gilang had to be patient again because tonight he failed to break his goal because he could not bear to see Belva who continued to scream in pain.
Repeatedly Gilang took a breath, then exhaled slowly. Besides he had to calm Belva down, Gilang also had to calm down his weapon that should have gone into his house.
"Udah, dong, honey. Kan, also not so," said Gilang calm Belva.
"I'm sorry, brother. I don't know if it's gonna hurt that much."
"That's the end of it, baby. You are crying like this."
"The end hurt. What if you've entered everything?"
"It would be good. The first one is sick, honey. But after that you'll be hooked." Gilang is still trying. Belva may try again tonight. Kan, Gilang is happy too.
"Sorry, yes, sister, if we fail the first night tonight" Belva said. His wet eyes looked at Gilang with guilt.
Gilang laughed a little. "That's okay, honey. We'll try again tomorrow when you're ready."
Belva tightened her embrace. It really does hurt. Either because of his own worries, or indeed as sick as it was the first night. Belva doesn't know because she's never felt it.
Gilang said, after it will feel good. Belva believed that too. If it's not good, no one is addicted to it. Even unmarried people do it until they get pregnant.
But what Belva is confused about is how to withstand the pain and pain in order to get to the stage of "good"? While just the beginning Belva had been crying because it was not strong will hurt.
"Sleep, Honey. Don't think about how to not get sick. Tomorrow I teach you again."
"Yes, I'm more experienced."
Glazed smiled thinly. "Don't talk about it again, dong, honey. Brother so feels inappropriate for you who are still seal gini."
Hearing her, Belva looked up and looked at Gilang's sad face as Belva discussed her past. "I didn't mean it, brother. Whatever my brother's past is not a problem. I'm sorry, yes, brother if I'm wrong."
Gilang laughed a little, then kissed Belva's lips for a while. There's always a chance to kiss Belva under any circumstances. "Sister's past was bad. But I always try to be better for my family. You're not wrong, honey. Now sleep, yes. Or try again?"
"Tomorrow, yes, try again, brother. It still hurts."
Belva's reply made Gilang unable to hold back his laughter. He said it because it was a first for Belva.
Slowly. Nor will it force. There was still plenty of time to try until the two made it through that first night.
🌻🌻🌻
The first night did not hurt.
Enjoy foreplay
"What's that, Bel?"
Belva hurriedly closed her phone screen with the book as Rania reprimanded her.
"Find that information, never, have you?"
Both of Belva's eyes fiddled at Rania's question. Indeed, his voice is not too loud, you could even say just whispering. But it still made Belva embarrassed when she heard it.
"Two months of marriage. Time has never?" ask Rania again.
"Diem, Ran! Not so much!"
"But seriously never, Bel? All this time, why?"
Belva immediately pulls Rania's hand out of the classroom. Worrying that someone else is listening to what their conversation is about.
Salah Belva himself why find out about it in class. There are many other places that are more private. In the car or at home.
"Do you want tips?" rania asked when the two had gotten into Belva's car.
Tumben once this morning Gilang did not insist on taking Belva to campus. Usually he will not let Belva go alone if he is in Surabaya.
Belva frowned hearing Rania's question. Isn't Rania unmarried? Then why would he give tips the first night?
"You know what? Kan, not married."
"Emang hasn't raced either. But at least I've read things like that. What did you never read before marriage?"
Belva shook her head. Even when he felt like getting married was not the first night and about the husband and wife relationship he thought.
It is not a taboo anymore if his age discusses things like this. But Belva never thought that far to find out about it before marriage.
"What are the tips?" ask Belva at the end.
Rania smiled broadly. "Say, relax. Don't think about the pain. But what good thought after the pain."
"But I'm not strong, Ran. My husband just got to Kasian and not followed again."
"What is the end of trying? I really am not in pain. I also didn't know that it made him dizzy."
"So you know how to go to Google?"
"It's not much different from what you said earlier."
"Yes, it's a practice. Follow those ways on google!"
After Rania spoke like that, now Belva looked at Rania suspiciously.
"What?" rania asked who was uncomfortable with Belva's gaze.
"Not really been fussing?" belva asked filled with intimidation.
Feeling a little annoyed by Belva's question, Rania pinched Belva's forehead until Belva pouted quietly. "Never, Bel. But at least learn. Read a lot, it's also a science. Let's not bego-bego very if you're married later."
"You said I was bego?"
"Nobody said that. You said it yourself."
Belva exhales slowly.
It's like this when it forces adults. I don't know anything about getting married. Even the bed has never been studied by Belva. Then dealing with Gilang with a thousand experiences in that.
Shame also for failing to meet his obligations last night. The right that Gilang should have got failed him because Belva who can't stand the pain.
"Not to be sad like that. Mending's back there, try again! Good luck, yeah."
"But I'm scared, Ran."
"The more you fear, the more it will hurt. Okay, so relax. It hurts just once anyway."
"Emang yes?"
"Well if the pain continues during the time the wives want to repeat it until she is pregnant?"
"Yes too, huh? But what if I'm pregnant, Ran?"
"Kan, there's your husband if you're pregnant."
"Not going to get kicked off campus, are you?"
"Isn't it forbidden to get pregnant? Strangely you are."
***
Gilang came to Belva campus escorted by Darmawan driver. The goal is for him to get a car with Belva. This morning he did not have time to drive Belva because he had to come to Darmawan's office immediately.
And what makes Belva surprised, when Gilang got out of the car, Mr. Bambang also took down a suitcase and moved it into the Belva car.
"What is this, brother?"
"Place for us."
"Where are we going?"
Gilang smiled and put his lips to Belva's ear and said, "check in."
"Huh?" Belva is still in a confused mode.
"We are looking for a new atmosphere, dear," said Gilang. "Thank you, Mr. Bambang," he continued to say to Mr. Bambang.
"Sama-sama, Mas Gilang," replied Mr. Bambang who directly entered the car and left Gilang and Belva.
"Where are we going?"
"Near by, dear. Do not go far first because our vacation is not long."
Belva doesn't ask much questions anymore. He was more silent and Gilang was focused on driving the car.
Belva's confusion grew larger as their car began to enter the toll gate.
"Where are we going, brother? He said not far away. How, till the toll all goes?"
"It's only one to one and a half hours, dear," replied Gilang remained in a quiet mode.
***
Chilly. That's what Belva felt when he first got out of the car. The atmosphere of the mountains they came to was so cold.
They have finished checking in at one of the resorts with a view of the mountains. It feels very suitable to build a romance tonight.
Coupled with a small drizzle that increasingly turned into heavy rain.
I hope tonight they will never fail again. Bringing Belva to a place like this is one of his efforts to create a comfortable atmosphere. So Belva can relax more. And it doesn't end with Belva crying out in pain.
🌻🌻🌻
First night failed gaes 😂😂