
The scariest thing for Belva is no longer losing Gilang. But she was so afraid of losing her baby.
I don't know how many times Gilang hurt his heart. All Belva expects right now is that her son is fine in there.
Belva and Gilang breathed a sigh of relief when the doctor said Belva and her fetus were fine.
Only fatigue and a lot of thought causes Belva to bleed. The fetus can still be maintained on the condition that Belva must have a total bed rest.
For the common good, Gilang decided for Belva to be hospitalized so that her condition could be monitored directly by a doctor.
Belva doesn't talk much. As long as it's best for his son, whatever he'll do.
As tired of arguing, Belva just stayed on top of the hospital bed which is not how wide.
Missing existence he just let it go. Belva doesn't care what that guy does. Going to see that woman won't stop Belva.
"Darling..."
Slowly Belva put away Gilang's hand that touched his shoulder.
The sleeping position of Belva tilted back to Gilang who sat near the bed.
"I'm fine, Mom. I can go back to the woman's room."
"May I explain everything, honey?"
"I told you once, I only had one chance for Mas Gilang. If Mas Gilang returns to disappoint me, I have no chance for you to return to my life, Mas."
"Mas was disappointed with himself, dear," said Gilang with his head lowered. Both of his hands rubbed his face violently.
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Belva, who was hospitalized, panicked the parents. Gilang simply answered Belva's fatigue as the cause of Belva's treatment.
The trouble between them, they cover it up. According to Belva, parents are not yet time to know about this.
Belva wants to solve the problem first with Gilang. If both do not find a bright spot, it will only involve parents to provide the best opinions and solutions.
Increasingly, Belva realized that saying the word divorce is not the end of every problem that occurs in the household.
But if this is the case, Belva was actually hesitant to return to sailing with Gilang who became his captain.
Too big waves and storms that blocked their way.
"Do you need to stay here, baby?" Belva shook her head in response to Vita's question.
"No need, Ma. There's Mas Gilang here."
As much as possible Belva tried to cover her sad face.
Distressing right? When the mouth wants to tell a lot, but the heart says no. Finish them both first. Do not let parents get involved before being asked.
"When we go home first, yes, dear. It's fine here. Remember what the doctor's message is to keep you healthy."
"Yes, Ma."
"Mama tipped Belva, yes, Gilang."
"Yes, Ma. Of course Gilang will take care of Belva."
After the parents returned, Belva turned his back to Gilang, silenced Gilang and did not care about Gilang.
Wanted to cry, but it felt too tired to cry over every mistake Gilang.
"We separated because Mas wanted to fight for Micah. And she will marry someone else. Without Mas knowing, it turns out that at that time she was pregnant with Mas's child. She was not married because her future husband knew she was pregnant. Mas never knew it because Mas himself no longer care about anything including him."
Gilang took a deep breath and exhaled slowly. Belva remained silent not responding to Gilang's story.
"Amira is Viona's best friend. Yesterday he told Mas this and honestly, I'm afraid the news is with you, honey. This is not what you would expect if you knew everything. I'm afraid you're leaving because of this."
"Then forever Mas Gilang will lie about this? What did the woman say when she said that she wanted Mas Gilang to stay by her side?"
"No, Honey. I have a plan to tell this to you. But Mas doesn't know how and when to talk to you about this. She was in a coma after giving birth. And just woke up last night. Whatever Viona asks, Mas will not obey him because there are already you who Mas want to accompany Mas until the end of his life."
Belva himself is determined to accept all of Gilang's past. If Gilang had previously had children, it would not have been a problem for Belva. But this time Gilang's son came from outside the marriage.
You can imagine how wild the relationship between Gilang and Viona was until Viona became pregnant with Gilang's child. They certainly don't do it once or twice.
Moreover, Viona was Gilang's secretary. Every day we meet. And... Ah, Belva is heartbroken to imagine it.
"Then the kid?"
"Mas hasn't met him either. She lives with Amira and her mother."
"Why hasn't Amira been looking for you in the past? Had he been looking for you, or Viona looking for you, it wouldn't have been my way of life."
"You're sorry you're married to Mas, honey?"
"May I feel that way, Mom? Isn't that a natural thing I feel? I think every woman in my position would feel the same way. Indeed I am the one who chased Mas Gilang because after I was Mas Gilang was a widower. If Viona was looking for Mas and you were married, I don't think I'd ever fall in love with you, either."
"Papa and Mama never liked Viona who they thought was too wild, dear."
"The truth is, right?"
"Yes," Gilang replied in accordance with the facts. "Amira wasn't looking for Mas because she was busy working. Morning to evening he worked at a company to be able to provide halal food for the boy. As for his luxurious lifestyle, I think you already know how he lives at night. And Amira didn't want the boy to eat the money from his night's work."
"You're going to put that kid in our house?"
If it were, Gilang and Viona's relationship would be endless. The existence of children among them can be used by Viona in order to continue to be close to Gilang.
"Viona is conscious. I think the kid's better off with Viona."
"And that can be used as an excuse for Viona to continue to be in a relationship with you, Mas."
Gilang did not deny that. Viona was already aware, there was a child among them. Viona asks Gilang to stay with her.
Surely the boy will be used by Viona as an excuse so that he and Gilang can continue to communicate. And it's not good for the survival of his household with Belva.
"Mas's gonna talk to Viona about our wedding, honey."
"It won't guarantee Viona will stop approaching you, Mas. You forgot you guys were in a relationship when you were married to Mikha's sister?"
Both were silent afterwards. Gilang was also still confused as to what he should do after this. Especially to make Viona stop asking him to stay with her.
"Talk about this with your parents, Mom. I don't know what else to do" Belva said one last time before she covered herself with a blanket.
Belva leaves Gilang to rest. He did not care what Gilang would do.
Even when Gilang came out of the room, Belva didn't care. Gilang's feeling of meeting Viona. But Belva let him go.
Let Gilang solve everything alone. This problem is he who does.
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