
Special POV Viona - Hengky
"Everybody knows who you are, Vi. In the past, you and Gilang were involved in a scandal until Gilang divorced his wife."
"It's not my fault. It was Gilang who approached me and did not love Micah as his wife."
"Nobody cares about that. As they and I know, you are the third man between Gilang and Micah. Everyone thinks you're cheap for being a snatch of people's husbands. Plus you're pregnant with her child. You're still sure people think you're a good woman?"
Hengky's words completely silenced Viona's mouth. Remember once when he met with his office friends while working at Gilang company.
At that time Viona had stopped, but had also failed to be married by Hengky. In his big belly, his friend looked at him cynically. Even blatantly said that she was pregnant out of wedlock due to teasing her boss in front of a lot of people. And finally he was banished and ignored again.
Viona is heartbroken. But I can't say anything. Coupled with the insulting look of the people who heard the words of his friend.
"You also used to throw me away," said Viona reminded Hengky that she had also once thrown Viona away.
"I accept you for what you are as long as you are not pregnant. I've said it before, haven't I? I accept you are no longer happy* because I realize I am not a virgin. I am also a widower. I accept you've done that with any man."
"Only with Gilang did I do it," interrupted Viona to throw away the mind of Hengky who thought he used to do often with other men.
"I don't care. As long as you're not pregnant, I don't care."
"Why did you come again? Even took care of me during the coma."
"I saw your struggle to give birth to your child. I saw the pain you felt until you finally fell into a coma. The affection is still there. I also couldn't get rid of it after I decided on our wedding plans first. Until I re-knit that hope by taking care of it and waiting for you to come to your senses. But what makes me hurt is that when you're in a coma, you're conscious, only the name Gilang comes out of your lips."
"Aren't you supposed to be self-aware and you're backing out? An old man like you deserves to talk about jealousy and heartache. Remember age!"
"I'm old doesn't mean I don't have a heart or jealousy anymore."
"What do you want now?"
"Stop getting here. Gilang was happy with his life. And he didn't even bother if he was responsible for Regina. Don't humble yourself to marry someone's husband. You think you'll be happy after marrying Gilang? No way, Viona. Maybe Gilang used to love you. But his love is not for you anymore."
Viona's silence made Hengky smile faintly. He was sure that Viona was considering what she had heard.
"Think carefully what I say! Don't lower yourself! Enough and don't repeat it again! I'll propose to you and marry you if you can already think that everything you're doing right now is wrong."
Hengky left Viona who was still silent. I don't know what Viona was thinking, Hengky didn't know. For sure he hoped that Viona would wake up soon and stop bothering Gilang again.
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Viona fell silent. His eyes are empty. Regina she let play with Amira's mother outside the house. Amira herself has not been home for a few days.
There is no question where Amira went. The woman stopped working at the company after meeting Regina with Gilang. I feel that the responsibility is done.
And of course she continued her work as a night woman with an income that could meet her lifestyle so freely.
Viona doesn't care about Amira right now. He doesn't care about anything more than trying to get Gilang back into his own.
The stubborn one turned out to be oblivious to Hengky's words. No matter the self-worth. Only Gilang he wants.
Viona looked at her reflection reflected in the mirror. Skinny and older than his age. He had not forgotten all the treatments for his body.
But since pregnancy and childbirth until she was in a coma, of course she was unable to do that again so that her face and body were not as beautiful as before.
"Then what is the capital for you to approach Gilang?" A voice sounded in his ear. Strange, it was not a voice from his heart.
"You are no longer beautiful!"
"Shut up!" yelled Viona to stop the sound.
"Shut up!!!"
"He is also younger. More legit, more nimble, sexier. And you're nothing."
"Shut up!!!"
Viona grew increasingly hysterical to hear the voices disturbing her ears. The items on the dressing table he threw were hoping to stop the sound.
I can't hear Belva more than she does. Although it is real, it does not need to be clarified as well.
"Not know yourself! You should have died! Just die let you be cared for again by Gilang, Viona. Just die you!"
The whisper was heard again. Viona looked around the corner in her room to look for the source of the whisper.
"Be quiet, demon!"
"You're worthless, Viona. No longer viewed with respect by people. What are you living for?"
The longer, Viona more and more permeated what she heard. Right, no one appreciates him anymore.
Viona's cheap cap, Viona's snatch of people's husbands, Viona's pregnant out of wedlock, it's already attached to her. Even today, he still has no courage to just go out.
Viona dark eyes. His hand picked up the shards of a flower vase that looked long and so sharp because it was pointed at the end of the shards.
"You're cheap. You have no self-respect." The whisper continues to sound.
"Just kill you, Viona. There is no point in living. Your life means nothing to anyone anymore."
Viona's tears were flowing profusely. "I should have died. I shouldn't have regained consciousness after the coma."
The fragment of the flower vase was slowly scratched into her hand. The stomach spread throughout his body. Fresh blood flowed from his wrist.
Unsatisfied that the scratch did not make her die, Viona pointed the shards of the vase towards her stomach.
"Mother, I love you so much."
"That's very clever of a mother's child speaking English. Who taught you?"
"Grandmother taught Gina, Mother. Mom, Gina's taking a walk to Dufan. Gina wants to go to school with mom like Gina's friends."
The shadow of her conversation with Gina just after she came to her senses flashed through her mind.
But his head is getting dizzy. His hands are getting stiffer. Her chest is getting tighter.
"Mother don't get sick anymore, yeah. Gina is very healthy."
The longer his eyes blurred. Viona no longer had the energy to stay sober. The pain is getting worse.
"I'm sorry, Gina."
"Mom!!!!!"
Only Gina's shout called out to her the voice that Viona last heard before her consciousness completely disappeared.
If this is the end of her life, Viona hopes Gilang will remain responsible to Gina and not distinguish Gina with her other children later.
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