Young Mother Substitute
38.Why My Feelings

Then I went to the kitchen and before making a drink I called father and mother first.father mother there parents zidan in front, "ohh yes father same mother in the future now you make a drink yes".

Yes, this father wants to make a drink, father and mother look happy they came but will they still be happy when the words of Aila turned out to be true.

But why am I even worried about this, yes, Allah do not make my heart in doubt like this.I am able to make drinks for Zidan's parents and father and mother.

When delivering drinks father and mother told me to come sit with them, "please drink the drink first" said mother and father.they also drink after that aunt conveyed the intention of his arrival yesterday.

"All right everyone means my arrival here wants to invite you all", there is an event what tan om "his engagement event Zidan bel his show next Sunday all come yes all the princess".

"Alhamdulillah yes zidan already there is a soul mate, sorry we can not be..".", which makes it possible they are not a match but do not let our silahturahmi kehalang also".

Yes tan om once again congratulations to zidan, I defended backwards first please excuse me directly to the room.at this time my heart somehow like a mess, and disappointed me also wonder why this feeling came.

I felt that I did not feel love for her, but somehow I was afraid of losing her and this little bit of heartache when I heard that she was going to be engaged to another woman.

Is Zidan really that angry but I think this is natural, but why Zidan seems to be in such a hurry whether he just wants revenge to heat me up.

Well, calm your mind, and try to classify him because if you hold him back, you'll choose him and make him your priest.

You also have no right to forbid him he has the right to be happy and married, after a few minutes mom called me "bel bel bel bel bel bel bel bel bel bel bel bel bel bel bel bel bela same aunt want to meet first yuk ayok bell".yes ma'am I went straight out and Salaman they say goodbye to us all.

As I shook hands with Mama Zidan, he stroked my head while saying "may bela fast follow also yes let there be friends, and father same mother not worry about the same bell".yes tan aamiin may the best prayer always be near us, "you've already said assalamualaikum" waalaikumussalam.

After that my father and mother asked me to sit down for a moment, "what bell are you feeling right now" my father said, trying to hide my sadness,bela kong kok yah if zidan already married first and found his happiness.

"Bel dear you sure do not want to accept the proposal of the lady, I'm sure she wants him good for you and can be happyin you".but mom now bela emang can not, but now bela emang not yet,if later you will be a mate, you will meet the same way yaudah martial entered first father mother.

I'm heading to the room but before that, I don't watch father and mother talk."how else do we persuade bela that she'll get married,I'm just worried about the condition of the father while the wishes of the father wants to be a guardian of the daughter of the father".

"Gakpapa Ma we also can not defend, later he even more angry and could have become hate marriage".

"But if the issue of choice for martial we are sure to be the same Angga sir, belela ever tell the same mother if she doubts the same pride and there is a bad feeling like that sir".

"Yes sir we pray that bela will open his heart, if you think this is all for his good and father jug mother is afraid sir can not see the youngest daughter of the married sir".

"Father sincerely aja Bu because once again sir said do not want to make martial and hard with him, you will know martial we always teach to be gentle and never rude with him".

Hearing their talk my heart felt full and sad, seeing that they felt very sad whether I should accept the proposal of the mango.because their choice was heavier on the mango instead of Raka,or Mr. Brian but I still doubt all this.

Because I do not feel love at all to Angga, "pak if you can talk again like bela don't like or love equally proud, maybe that's one of the factors he rejects angga.but bela never also bring his own candidate or choice to us".

"Udah ma'am we give the same opportunity to think and make choices, but I remind us that we were also betrothed father at that time even had a choice as well as mother".

"Yes, sir, I remember because of the form of affection and love for both our parents, whether only sincerity and patience finally bring love between us".

"It turns out the mother still remembers yes, the father also apologized first father had hated the same mother.but as mother said with sincerity and patience the father's mother could finally fall in love with the mother".

Whether the mother and father really experienced such a thing, why did the mother never tell the same story I yes.finally I went into the room and re-thought of it, God showed me the ease in this matter.

Even before the afternoon when lying in the mattress, I heard the princess's brother coming home and I immediately woke up to him.sister how the results of the examination and usg my niece, and, suddenly I saw the princess coming home by herself from the puskesmas.

you know how to go home alone, baby girl where there is still duty at work this afternoon."you used to wear hijab there were guests want to come to it, he said want to see you".

Sis please tell bela who wants to come sak," have used hijab first later embarrassed again if the hair strung so, kak tarok bag first to the room".

Okay bela take the hijab first but before that, I know the gender of the nephew bela "you would want a woman would have your will granted".

Actually bela very happy, cepet born yes niece beautiful ayang bela wait in the world."chedule there if not do not want", yes-yes it already wants to go to the room but again I feel worried why people like to give me a sense of curiosity.

After that I went out of the room and called the princess in her room, but she did not answer when she was about to enter the princess room.

Someone knocked on the door and I opened it first, regardless of what you said if anyone would come.

When I opened the door and answered my greetings, I was surprised that he came back here.What should I do, the brand did make me depressed with all this.