Young Mother Substitute
85. Dilanda Doubt

Mas mas Adam want to say what the same martial must be secretly in the garden gini, can be in aja mas.

"Mas just want to be sure about your choice with Angga?" said Adam.

If mas want it is why not from the past aja mas, now bela already fiancee even a few more weeks of marriage why new mas nanya now mas mas.

"I mean mas it's not that I doubt you are just as proud, but mas just know and you never tell me if Mr. Brian also likes you.

And worse yet mas also just found out after Mr. Brian's story, his sister ya you know dr. Daffa also likes you bell why bela never tell the same story mas "said Adam.

Sorry mas bela not the same story mas tapikan now the best choice, already the best, yes if if you choose between dr.daffa and pak Brian bela taste it's the toughest choice that must defend the responsibility of the public.

Is it possible that bela will choose one of them who are siblings, if if bela choose one of them then bela can not imagine how destiny and household life martial mas.

"Jaudah mas always pray that you will become a family of peace and warohmah, one more thing you should be more able to act mature because you know from a small mother's father always menjain you and never be rude or angry right" said Adam.

Yes, Adam will try to be the best wife of Sholehah and devoted to both parents and her husband.

Always dear family and bela also coin so that the mas bela also last to be a family of mawadah and warohmah.

"You're saying don't take a single breath either (pinches the nose of the martial), but mas a little sad martial" said Adam.

loh kok sad mas not just happy and want his sister is quickly married, "yes sad I mean mas just met you again we've been separated a long time, really, but now you also have to let go you are an adult too" said Adam.

Bela tau mas must be sad but bela promise will often come and play here, let's keep dad and mom here.

His favorite son is here, so you don't have to be shy about it, and mas tau maybe the princess who will move back there, right, Bayu mas have to work there while keeping the vegetables and continue to make vegetable farmers again" said Adam.

If the princess already talked the same bela and bela had sad, anyway, must separate the same zea but how else this name life is not always and must what we want must be ours.

" Benefit and not always must also be beside and with us, the best prayer for all of us if so we into yuk already almost late tonight" said Adam.

We went into the house and I went to my room, for some reason my feelings suddenly expressed doubt about all this.

Choosing the mango, whether I am sure if Angga will change well, differences in profession, feels inappropriate, afraid to separate and leave the father of the mother.

I still want to be a teacher, devoted myself and knowledge that I have and actually I have not liked or fallen in love with Angga.

I was just trying to be nice and open my heart to her, as I said of the men who approached me, I felt that what made me most comfortable was dr.daffa because I felt that I knew him and was close to him.

But it's not possible and that feeling of comfort is what I feel, and I don't know if it's a feeling of like or love right now it's better to focus on my show.

And try to be sincere and firm in the face of all the trials, obstacles that come.

Feelings of fear and doubt for various things I have to throw away, and keep trying to open my heart and chest in the face of all this.

O Allah, may you give this servant of yours the strength to face all this.