Young Mother Substitute
98. Suddenly Scared

What is the meaning of the presumptuous word that I should prepare for this marriage, may nothing bad happen to me and the person I love most.

That night I was proud to tell us and to go to his house or his dorm, I also did not know that obviously I am happy today dad can be a little calm as well as mom.

" You'll be fine so I won't hurt you anything else until I hurt you, the mistake I regret the most was just accidentally getting your hands hurt and bleeding that time.

For mama calm figure of woman and child who mama waiting will come, because I feel martial is the person.I only hate at first now can accept ma, may mama

also like it "said alan throughout his journey.

Tonight I sleep in peace but I still sleep, ringing in my mind, hopefully nothing will go wrong and bad things will come.

I fell asleep in that thought, and did not know what happened again, while in the dorm alan until that night the rest of his friends were talking joking in front of the dorm.

" Some have just returned from the hostess' house ni brother "a friend's tease.

" We are really ready to be the show guard who knows who dapet mistress guess what her name is angga "other sahut.

" Defend "inspiringly replied with a smile, "not wrong again very lucky lo brother dapetin him, instead of defending that kind and patient female actor that "sahut others.

" woyyy bima why do you smile yourself what's funny the same talk I woyy ni son "said.

" Bro I smile on my own because an army officer likes to watch cartoons princesses helo kitty princess once lo bro "saw her garden.

" Loud of you I remember when I was a child never watch it not now, but there is no harm also "saidu.

" What the hell are you guys saying that I entered first night everything was "proud.

But far in the corner of their chat there was a man who just kept quiet while listening, the talk of the host and others as well yes it was rendra the friend of the house.

" Why suddenly I was so sad and not willing if bela married with pride, I just first saw and met him I believe bela is a female figure who continues to be in my dreams.

How does this feel please be friendly remember bela will soon be married to, your own best friend is proud to remember if you can not live together then you can still be friends with "rendra.

Ting ting messages back in on my phone yes it was again a message from sindy and the others, " bell tomorrow we go there yes help for the show martial but we impression it is a bit sad takpapa ya bell "sindy.

Iya gakpapa sin ohh ya bela apologies yes kemaren can not nemenin you guys to choose sorry clothes yes sindy.

" Udah gakpapa bel sindy with others understand how to bother defending, yaudah we will be there tomorrow sindy same others can not wait to see yaudah good night bell "sindy.

I didn't expect one more day I'd get married my status would change from a child, to a wife but why am I so scared of this marriage hopefully it will be all right.

But honestly deep down in my heart, I was not ready to get married yet, I had not even finished one year of college and even worked as a teacher for only a few months.

Oh God please give me the ease, patience, and determination to face everything.I also choose sleep and hopefully there will be happiness after this, please give me always a prayer to defend.

Father bela tried to sincerely accept him father even though it was very heavy, why can you make a mistake at that time father now defends must be his dependents. bela is now even afraid of father to be a wife I also fell asleep with some very heavy things in this circle.

" Bela mother pray you can be happy baby although heavy release and let you off with pride, bela mother also beg you not to be angry with us and also our father will always be near you dear " mother's prayer in her tahajjud.

" O Allah, my Lord, forgive all sins of the servant, even the sins of the servant, who hit an innocent little boy and even the servant did not help him realized that it was a mistake and a great sin, O God.

And now the servant has to bear the consequences of the daughter of the servant of the martial will to be the victim of the fault of the servant of the Lord, I beg you to give happiness to bela and I also ask that I am able to be a good priest husband candidate to defend aamiin aamiin, Allah "dad prayer in his tahajjud prayer.