Young Mother Substitute
67.4 Youth of Sadness

" Bela I still can't forget you until now (take a photo holding together with martial arts at the graduation ceremony first),but it is also difficult if you have to wait for something uncertain my heart back sad when you see you with pride and hear the words of pride if you will be engaged.

I should be able to let you go even if it's hard for me to do" Zidan said.

"Because when we can meet again I hear you have also left this village, because you know the bell I chose to work in this village because of you but you left me.

I'd love it if you wouldn't accept my love let alone be my wife,but at least you've always been next to me it's made me very happy.if this is better I go back to the city even though I don't know where you are now, where,but I hope we can meet again and play together I mean we go for a walk, a vacation, buy food, and always meet" Mangsadih Raka.

"Because I know now that you've made a choice on the pride, I've even heard the news of your engagement from your brother Adam.To be honest I'm so sad that I can't have you that we never even met again,I could have easily forgotten you but with your charm not only made me love.

Even my sister Daffa is also in love with you You are so different from other women, but now I have to forget you because soon there will be someone to look after and protect you I hope you are happy.

I'm sorry I haven't been able with a short time to forget you, let alone the first incident we met Very attached to my mind as well as the smile and spirit that you gave when accompanying me the extension in your village at that time"brian Mangsadih sir.

"Sometimes if I'm in the hospital, it feels so good to see you back then, my little friend, I'm sorry I couldn't tell you the truth,I want to say it but you seem to have forgotten even the biggest reason I became a doctor is not because my papa is also a doctor.

But my biggest reason is that you defended, where when we were kids we met at the school where I was in Elementary School in Grade 1, maybe you forgot because after that I moved to the city.

But one day you fell because I accidentally ran and hit you, so you fell hard which made your soft palms scratched by rocks and sharp gravel.

I couldn't help you because I didn't know how to treat your hand, because when I just held it you screamed in pain and hugged me.

But I'm a little happy because my mistakes have paid off a little, I became the doctor who treated and handled your father.

My mistake when I was unable to treat your hand wound, it has also paid off when you went to your friend's event at that time where you were escorted by mas adam, mas brian and also me.

I also remember your pained facial expression was still the same as your little one, and you hugged me too I was so happy back then.

Even my love for you always wanted me to tell you, but you can't answer it yet and in the end I'm not fooling you it hurts but I have to be able to tell you.

Even if you can't have me I still want to be friends with you,and always there beside you I also know you dropped the choice on the pride yes it seems you fit him even though it is more suitable with me ahh daffa just accept this reality" daffa Mangsedih.