Young Mother Substitute
82. The Wedding

" Now that we have come to remember my words, keep your attitude to your friend especially the man I mentioned earlier.

I know they still have feelings for you until now, do not let you or them make a mistake if I go straight back home first Assalamualaikum" said angga.

waalaikumsalam behind your attitude is sometimes arrogant, arrogant, angry but I feel calm and sincerity in your heart.

May this grudge not drag on in your heart so that it damages the happiness of the marriage that we will live later. after that we also began to make preparations before the wedding because it is only about 1 month away from the wedding will take place.

A few days after that we also did some activities at the codim or the wedding management of the army officers, today's activity means for next week is the signing of health checking files and taking pictures with the officers who will hold the wedding there are also several officers including Angga and me.

Today I am getting ready as usual Angga has sent clothes they call Persit clothes or clothes, the union of the wife of the army that I heard so father, father, mother Kak Putri and Mas Bayu who have returned from the village back to the city.

They were amazed to see my beautiful appearance after wearing the clothes but, I still saw the look of a sad face and did not want to release myself to Angga, namely father and mother.

I have to re-believe them if Angga will be responsible for taking good care of me, after finishing breakfast a few minutes later anyone came and entered the house asking permission from the mother's father and others.

Brother Adam had gone early in the morning to take care of the needs and requirements of his marriage as well, because the marriage of Adam and Sister Nindy will be done a week after our marriage.

And for the next month's wedding zidan I'm not sure I can go to attend the wedding of Zidan, who is in the village I also do not know if later Angga will want to visit or fulfill the invitation.

After saying goodbye to my mother's father and the others me and Angga went straight to the car,

I also went with Angga to the codim or wedding management.

After the completion of all the matters of signature and other requirements as well as health checks, clothing and photo sessions for the army officers who will be married to his partner including myself and Angga.

Little gets acquainted with her other partner, and tells how life challenges the difficulties of being the wife of an army officer. also do not forget to discuss about the profession of army wives, of course, not just women who can be the wife of an army officer.

After finishing from the event around the end of the afternoon I met with bi pasih, I shook hands and hugged him like he was also very happy at the news of our marriage.

" Congratulations to the children of Angga and bela may be a family of Sakinah mawadah and warohmah and may also be a friend of aunty here. certainly also soon get a son or daughter who is very beautiful and handsome like papa mama later" said bi pasih.

Aamiin thanks for the prayer but Bella same Angga can not be long here bi, if it is the same fight Angga pamit first yes bi Assalamualaikum.

" Waalaikumsalam carefully on the road nak bela angga" said aunty, before heading home Angga invited me to eat at a restaurant that has a very beautiful view.

"It looks like you're thinking about something What do you think of taking it out and just tell me if you really want to say it" she said.

Look Angga I know Mas I mean I don't know yet if you really love me, and want to marry me I also don't know if you just married me because of a past grudge.

I also don't know why you chose me to be your partner, I just want to say whether you accept me sincerely and sincerely.

If not and if you want to give me punishment or suffering as a ransom in return for my father's guilt, I'm willing but I also feel if you're actually a good person, a good person, a friendly and gentle person.

I just want to say whether you accept my shortcomings and advantages, I am just an honorary teacher in an elementary school even now I do not teach anymore can be said to be unemployed.

Are you ready to accept this shortcoming of mine just as an honorary teacher, whereas when you get acquainted with some other officer I mean their partner.

There are doctors, midwives, nurses, flight attendants, models, designers and even a female soldier and also there are policewomen.

Even away from me are you ready to accept my shortcomings,

" There is no need to think about education degrees and salary or money issues later I married sincerely and sincerely, but I said if you have to take responsibility for your father's mistakes.

Even in that belief I will not hurt you while you continue to accept and listen to my orders, I promise not to hurt you even from when I hurt you and when I hurt you never was " angga.

(My inner self can say) You hurt me when you first made a mistake that made me hate you, your mother and father did not hurt you physically but it hurt my heart. you destroyed my trust and gratitude to yourself Angga.

No need to daydream and think about this eat food has come whether I just want to see it.

O God, may what you say be true and I hope that always the best man will be your priestly choice.

And he can lead you to heaven with me, if I don't love him yet but at least I know him already.

But when I want to love or like him he makes a mistake, which even makes me hate him, hopefully you bring happiness for both of us.

And other life, we also eat food in the restaurant and after finishing straight home do not forget there is only a goodbye ordinary greetings no romantic words or other things actually I also forbid it to touch me again need I think it is not appropriate we are still contradictory and not yet legal I also do not want to be touched carelessly by men not my mahram