
"I told you to forget that kid!." Fitri was suddenly already standing behind Eva.
"If time can be repeated." Lirih Ayumi's.
Daren raised his hand about to slap Ayumi.
"Dad ..! Eva's leaving." Daren looked at Eva full of sadness and lowered her hand.
Eva looked at her mother Ayumi who did not return Eva's gaze in the least.
Eva threw away her face and walked as fast as she could to leave the room. Daren begins to scold Ayumi again.
"Non wait non," om Ronggo has opened the car door.
"Non Eva wait for non." Shouted Fitri running after her employer. Eva stops by the car door giving time to her special waiter.
"Non Eva heard Fitri, non is a good girl, non do not think that is not-not in school, everything will be okay ok!?." Fitri put her thumb and index finger together.
Eva did not answer and went straight into the car.
The car started to drive away from the house like hell. Tears that Eva had started falling.
You're wrong mba Fitri, I'm not a good girl and the truth is everything's not okay. Mom never loved me and dad always set me up. Mom didn't come home because of me, they fought for years because of me. Is there a place in this world for me?, mind Eva. His eyes glared away from the car window.
The car stopped right in front of Sma Tunas Jaya here is one of the places that is far from a chest-stifling quarrel. Eva took a deep breath wiping away her tears and started to get down from the car.
One of today's lessons is physics by the famous killer Nur ma'am, all students do not dare to look for trouble with this one teacher.
Bu Nur skillfully explained the laws of physics, his fingers quickly wrote some summaries on the whiteboard.
Eva's mind is somewhere far away.
Who was the son called mother?why did you tell me to forget it, did it have anything to do with me? but only this time did I hear them quarrel calling a son out of their many thousand quarrels.
I'm usually angry because my mom comes home late, my mom doesn't come home often, and my mom never takes care of me at all. Mother is also angry at the father who never paid attention to her, the father who thinks of himself and attaches importance to his office work rather than his own family, the inner Eva.
Not one tear fell from the corner of Eva's eye.
Eva looked at the back yard of the school window from the classroom window, in the yard stood a large tree that was very lush if there were people hiding behind the tree would definitely not be seen thought Eva.
The leaves are very thick, the branches branching in all directions. Is there a place in this world for me?, Eva's inner heart.
"Geev! are you satisfied to look at that glass?!." Lamuanan Eva scattered by the sound of lightning bu Nur.
Reluctantly Eva turned away from the tree and looked at Nur's mother.
"Where's your note?." Bu Nur who was suspicious from the beginning approached Eva's table.
Bu Nur grew furious after seeing Eva's table clean of all kinds of stationery. Bu Nur clenched his hands restraining emotions.
"Forward. Explain from beginning to end what you explained!."
Dinda trembled to see Nur's angry mother next to her desk.
Eva pushed her chair back lazily walking past Dinda and bu Nur.
All eyes were on him. In front of the blackboard Eva began to explain everything****** the whimper laws of physics ordered by Ms. Nur.
"Anyone of my explanations wants to ask?." Silent.
"No, thank you." Eva answered her own question.
The class was still silent, everyone was digesting what had happened, it was Nur's voice that broke the silence.
"Well you can sit back but remember Eva, don't repeat. Otherwise I'll call your parents to school." Threaten ma'am Nur.
Maybe that's what Eva expected. Leisurely Eva returned to her seat.
Fathurs
My eyes were busy glancing at the bench across there right next to the wall of seat number two from behind. Bu Nur is still explaining the laws of physics, children listen and take notes because of the explanation bu Nur super fast.
The faces of all the students in the class were bent in frustration looking at their notes. When all the students were busy struggling with the notes of each voice Nur surprised them and spontaneously all the students there were flinching on the spot.
"Geev! are you satisfied to look at that glass?!." Shouted in captivity, Bu Nur.
Everyone was looking for what Bu Nur meant.
Eva in her trademark style turned away from what she saw and stared at the empty Nur bu.
"Where's your note?." Bu Nur quickly walked over to Eva's desk. Ms. Nur was even more angry when what she was looking for was not there, the table was empty, clean of any objects.
Many of the students were nervous about Eva's behavior. No one has ever made a killer teacher at this school as angry as it is now.
I rested my chin in my hand, looking at the expressionless look on his face.
"Forward. Explain from beginning to end what you explained!."
The children were tense to see the wrath of Ms. Nur, different from the other children I was worried about Eva.
Can he do it? I was staring at the back garden of the school and if Eva couldn't explain what Nur's 1000% bu Nur was asking for would grow angry.
Children whispering. According to them Eva will not be able to explain in front of even some who are up to the bet.
"Gue guarantee he won't be able to." Sure Dody.
"No, I'm sure Eva can do it easily." Himpal.
"Stupid, how could he be, from earlier he was busy daydreaming." Dody Protest.
"If he can you have to treat me to dikantin meal but if he can't otherwise how?." Heru reached out a hand that was greeted by Dody signaling he agreed.
"OK!."
I smiled hearing their bets.
Eva took the black marker and began to explain. Her rare sweet voice rang through the classroom, the explanation was much better and more detailed than Bu Nur.
All this time I wondered how there could be students who rarely take notes, rarely carry books, not even rarely the books he carried in use as a cushion to sleep.
His work at school is just sleeping, daydreaming, no matter the surrounding environment.
He withdrew from what he called socialization. Never talk to anyone else unless it's needed. Every day he carried his black hair and had a white neck that tempted the faith, his snow-white skin attracted a lot of attention, a sharp nose and the color of his eyes that not many people had, it would be more perfect if he smiled but unfortunately the smile was like a dream in the middle of the room.
Eva Augustin Ahyner, the sky-blue-eyed girl. The only child of Drs.Daren Augustin Ahyner is a big and famous businessman in this country.
He had everything but his appearance was far from the impression of a rich man. She's a simple girl who's every day escorted by big-bodied men. Actually many guys secretly put their heart to him but they think twice about approaching the cold creature.
I have been in class with him for four years. Since I got here and I'm pretty sure he doesn't know anything about me.
What else happened that morning. The first day of school after a long holiday, the commotion in the middle of the front field that makes me dizzy plus embarrassed half to death.
With his distinctive style he walked in the middle of the commotion and stopped right in front of me holding up his cellphone which suddenly rang making all eyes on him.
It was the first time I saw her face in such a close distance with just one step wide I would be able to touch her.I could see her eyes, those beautiful sky blue eyes but full of pain. No light there, dim, empty.
I was so eager to hug her and say 'cry me here' but it's impossible. He kept his phone back and walked nonchalantly past me without even glancing at the slightest bit of me standing there.
"Any explanation from me asks?. No, thank you." I smiled and heard it.
******
The break bell rang as children flocked to leave the classroom just then suddenly a bunch of XII class seniors entered the classroom.
"Hey you're there!." Senior yells are popular at school, Dimas vice chairman of high school basketball sma buds. All eyes follow Dimas's direction of view.
"Did you hear me?.. Eva Augustin Ahyner?.
Eva, who heard her name, turned away from the view outside the window and looked at Dimas lazily. Dimas smiling won.
"Alright, listen to everything I Dimas Purnama said he liked a girl named Eva Augustin Ayhner. Eva, would you like to be my girlfriend?." Said Dimas loudly. The X-1 class was silent, Eva threw her face away indifferently and looked back out the window. Makes people in class confused.
"PPfftt Dim lo dicuekin tuh." Said one of the guys who was in the horde.
Dimas walked over to Eva's bench.
"Excuse me, would you like to step out of your stool for a moment?." Dimas said politely to Dinda.
Dinda quickly stood up making Dimas smile. When Dinda would step out of the bench her left hand was held back by Eva.
"Sit down." Dimas who got such a response from Eva immediately grabbed Dinda's right hand.
"While how is this?." Muttering Dinda, Eva did not move the slightest bit her gaze remained straight out the window.
"Please get out for a minute." Dimas patiently waited for Dinda with a smile that was still engraved on his lips. Dinda stared at Dimas and Eva alternately. It was a few minutes until Eva turned her eyes and looked at Dimas.
"What do you want?." The children in the classroom were solemnly watching their every scene and deep down in my heart did not like this scene. With a quick movement Dimas pulled Dinda until Dinda's hand was free from Eva's grasp.
"Sorry." Said Dimas after successfully pulling Dinda out of his stool. Dimas grabbed Eva's hand and pulled her away.
The sound of applause rumbled within the classroom, the smile of victory adorning Dimas's face.
Just three steps they walk Eva following Dimas step align his steps and violently step on Dimas' left foot.
"Aargha!." Sontak Dimas removed his hand from Eva.
"How dare you touch me." Eva stared at Dimas not liking him.
Kids chattering, it's an interesting spectacle for them. Rarely does the cold creature open its mouth to others.
"Follow me." Dimas grabbed Eva's hand but Eva quickly dodged.
"Who do you think is talking to." Eva said coldly. Dimas took a breath for a while and straightened his back.
"You heard me, didn't you?." Dimas said softly as he looked at Eva, there was no reply from Eva Dimas continuing his words.
"What's your answer?."
"No." Eva replied coldly, the audience was disappointed, but I smiled happily.
"I guessed it." Dimas. Eva grabs her phone from her pocket pasting it on her ear and walks away from class in her signature style.
***
The cold girl was standing on the side of the road about to cross.
"The reports and finances you've been working on have I seen." The voice from across there, Eva steps into the cafe which is greeted kindly by the waiter there.
"Hm." Eva sat down at her favorite place and ordered the usual menu.
"Dad also saw the paperwork embezzlement, misappropriation of funds and employees playing behind the father, Eva's good work." No words of thanks, what is a compliment? but that's what the father and son always do.
"Hm."
"Father will send some bio-data of the employees of the choice of father who will get an increase in office to replace the vacant position because the father has fired all those involved."
"Hm."
"You determine the positions that are suitable for them."
"Hm."
"Later tonight I'm having a dinner for an employee of your choice, you have to come along to be more selective."
"Hm."
"It's gonna be a little crowded 'cause they brought the family."
"Hm."
"I still have to clean up this mess."
"Hm." Tuutt. connection disconnected. Eva put her phone on her desk and started eating the food she ordered.
Evas
In this large house as usual silent only a few servants who occasionally pass by.
"Non's home." Fitri emerged from the kitchen smiling towards me.
"Mother?." I asked, Fitri just smiled about to reach my bag. I hold her hand waiting for an answer.
"Mother was sleeping in her room, non." Fitri.
"Non Eva didn't ask where you are?." Standing up my hand took off her shoes and socks leaving her lying on the floor.
"Dad's still in the office he's meeting, I know all of Dad's schedules." Fitri nodded in understanding.
My feet walked up to my mother's room, my hands clasping the door pushed her slowly.
"Non don't, madam is resting later madam wakes up non." Lirih Fitri's.
"Sstt." I put the finger on the lips telling Fitri to be quiet.
I walked over to my mother's bed slowly, being careful not to make any noise.
I sat down on the floor next to the bed staring at the face of the man I called the mother.
His sleep was not calm once in a while he deliriously called out grandfather's name. There were dark circles under his eyes.
I wanted to hug my mother to calm her down but that was impossible. From the corner of the puffy eye it flows little by little clear fluid.
Eva's... Eva... here son. Mom delirious to call my name? really am! the corner of my lips raised formed a smile but I was wrong!! that smile is gone.
Mother did not call Eva but Ega.
Ega... Ega... here want to play with mother yuk...
Pain and disappointment enveloped me. In his sleep and in his tears the name of Ega came out of those lips.
Mom, who's Ega? why do you prefer to call her name than my name? I'm a mother's son, right, Eva's a mother's son, right? mother son!my mind in my heart.
As soon as my cry broke, I quickly bit my lower lip to hold the sobbing so that mother would not wake up. On the doorstep Fitri also cried seeing and hearing what was happening with her young employer, silencing her mouth with both hands so as not to make a sound seeing the sad sight.
Both of my hands gripped the gray skirt holding back the body trembling. My eyes did not look away from my mother's face. I don't know how long I've been sitting there until my tears dry up.
Now that mom is no longer delirious, I would love to hold her hand even if it's only for a moment.
I used to try to do it once when I was in the sixth grade of elementary school and as a result my mother was very angry with me.
Ever since that incident I never dared to touch her again, mother also told me to keep my distance from her.
Only under these circumstances can I sit close to my mother while looking at her face.Rarely mothers sleep at home, so if there is a chance I will not waste it.
Suddenly there was a rough hand touching my shoulder slowly, I looked sideways to see the perpetrator. Fitri spoke with her body language telling me to follow her out.
I nodded slowly afraid that my mother would wake up and find me sitting there.
When I was about to stand up my legs were cramping. I pointed my feet at Fitri 'cramp' I said without a sound. Fitri told me to go up to his back. I shook my head, my body was too heavy for him.
Mom rolled in her bed, I was afraid that mom would wake up so inevitably I had to go up to Fitri's back while holding back my sore legs.
Fitri closed the door of the room slowly. Suddenly Ronggo came, with ease he plucked me from Fitri's back.
"Why this?. Ronggo was still shocked and confused.
"Non Eva had her legs cramped from sitting too long next to her bed." Bright Fitri.
"Non Eva did it again?." I just kept quiet and didn't answer.
"How long?."
"About three hours, let's take non Eva to her room first before she wakes up." Bring Fitri.