Yuki
Chapter 43

"Auntie heard that day you will give your aunt's son the answer to your feelings. She always tells a aunt about you and every important or interesting moment with you." Adel lengthened. Eva tried to control the emotions in her heart.

"Hm."

"May your aunt wipe your hair Eva?." Adel Permission.

"Hm." Adel's finger raised began to rub the long mane Eva.

"You're so pretty." Lirih Adel shook his head slowly.

"Too pretty." Adel smiled thinly.

"So why are you wearing Eva's white shirt? have you not been able to explain it?." Ask Adel back.

"I." Answer Eva hanging.

"When we heard the news that you kept yourself locked up after the incident, my husband and I felt very guilty for Mr. Daren." Said Adel.

No, don't. You must not feel guilty to my father because, since I am the one who should feel guilty to you, Eva's mind is trying to regulate her emotions to remain stable.

"If I had known earlier that my son had taken heart in the president's daughter I would have forbidden him from approaching you, lest my husband feel awkward or guilty towards Mr. Daren."

What does this mean?, inner Eva.

"Did my aunt regret it?." Ask Eva.

"Of course not." Answer firmly Adel.

"Looking at how sincere Dimas loves you, how passionate he is about trying to get you to talk, and at hearing how serious Dimas feels about you. I'm so proud as her mother." Adel.

"And as you draw near my heart, you feel happy." Imbuh Adel's.

"Did you say something to me?." Eva was suspicious.

"Sorry, I should have taught Dimas more." Adel shed his tears that fell on Eva's head.

"Please forgive my mistakes and my father's words." Eva lowered.

"You're Eva's innocence, we're the ones who don't know ourselves forgetting something very important." Adel said in a hurry.

Nah! I was the one who was wrong, I made him go, I was the killer, the inner Eva.

"The girl our son liked was the sole heir of a great businessman making him sad and messing up his job made us feel so guilty." Adel lowered his head.

Dad.., Eva's inner growled.

"Sorry." Adel's voice trembled, Eva grabbed Adel's hand over her head squeezing it slowly.

"I was a stupid girl who found out too late that my own feelings made her wait too long. He's a gentleman who stays gentle when faced with my cold nature, a man who," Eva again hangs her sentence turning to look at Adel.

"I like it." Eva held back tears from falling. Adel smiled happily at the sincerity radiating from the beautiful blue bead.

"I won't wear black to meet Brother Dimas, I don't want him to see me grieving over not being able to let him go. I want him to see how sincere we feel how grateful I am to meet and have his feelings." Eva Clear.

"Thank you." Adel hugged Eva.

"I'll give you a minute, open the desk drawer." Adel took off his hug to walk out of the room and did not forget to close the room, giving Eva time to be alone in the room of her late son.

After the door was closed, Eva pulled the desk drawer and saw the big book in deep blue, took it slowly and then closed the drawer back. Eva stared at the plain book cover. Should I open it?, Inner Eva.

Because of high curiosity Eva began to open the cover of the book she found clean plain paper, apparently it was a sketchbook. Eva re-opened the second sheet still plain up to the fifth sheet she found a painting of a girl standing in the middle of the gate with some hair covering her face due to a loose bun.

Eva observes each stroke of Dimas' pencil, tracing it with her finger.

"What is this, you can paint this well." Lirih Eva smiled. After being satisfied with the first painting Eva opened the next sheet.

A painting inside a quiet cafe, a girl with a lazy face picks up her phone with her chin in her hand. The next sheet contained the same girl's face until either of the two leaves Eva smiling, she said, the painting with several boys in front of the class one of them pointed to a girl staring out the window reminding Eva the first time Dimas expressed his feelings aloud. Starting from the sheet the painting changed which was originally the woman herself now there was a man with her.

The next sheet, under the night sky with a bright full moonlight plus thousands of stars, is, the two men of different types stood far apart the woman looked at the sky while the man looked at the woman's face with a small smile on his face. Eva continued to focus on the sketchbook Dimas until it stopped at the end of the page.

A paragraph is written in the middle of the book.

I'm like a fool who can't describe how I can't express it in words, if I tell her I love her doesn't it look more stupid:_(at my age I still don't deserve to say such deep words, she must have doubted me. I will pledge a sacred promise to prove it but I cannot hold back my feelings for too long, five years. In five years I will make myself worthy of his father.

The paragraph ended, Eva looked up to hold her tears down and opened the next sheet. A paragraph is written back on that paper.

I was afraid of losing him, seeing how frightening the eyes of men were staring at him, the selfish nature of man began to grow on me. I've seen men look at him that way but somehow seeing a man more mature and established than myself looking at him like that makes me so angry I'm afraid, I want to have it even if it's just a status between the two of us and it's not recognized by the state. Maybe this selfish feeling of mine goes into exception.

Eva blushed shyly read the expression of jealousy Dimas in the writing, Eva continued reading.

He started to cool down again to me, at that moment I felt my life on the tip of the horn. Trying to stay calm preventing her from leaving, I was grateful that luck sided with me My sentence stopped her from leaving of course I was happy but what made me even more happy was that she was jealous. Her face when jealous was very cute, adorable. She is a dangerous woman, the woman I love. My future wife's.

Eva bites her lower lip trying not to escape the rebellious tears that wanted to come out. Slowly he opened the last page.

A painting in the middle of the garden, the girl in the middle of the little children was laughing loosely with eyes that formed a crescent of sweet but still graceful facial lines painted with very slick.

Was my face like this when laughing?, Eva's inner eyes caught a few small arrays under the right corner of the paper.

Flowers cannot describe your beauty, the sun cannot hold your light, the moon cannot represent your elegance. You are like an aurora on a dark night, revealing beauty, beauty, light waves, elegance, and mystery at one time.

I'll try to be with you Va.*

Eva looked down she couldn't hold back her tears. Eva felt as though Dimas was calling her as he read the last piece of writing. The deep and low voice was ringing in Eva's ear.

Long enough Eva cried she remembered the promise with her twin sister slowly Eva wiped her tears and opened the front sheet of the book grabbed a pencil in the pencil box on the table gently scraping line by line on the white paper, the next sheet is the same until the third page. On the fourth sheet he wrote a long paragraph he closed the book staring at him, hugged him tightly and put him back in the desk drawer.

Eva stood sweeping every inch of the room before leaving. Outside the quiet room maybe Adel has gone down to the first floor Eva slowly down the stairs. The sound of Eri's screams and Ello's laughter echoed into Eva's ears when she saw how familiar Ega was with the two children. They play together, Ega chases after Ello with Eri's body on his back.

"Horse... Serraaug." As Eri pointed his finger at Ello, Ega rushed to crawl after Ello.

"Yes, you won't be able to catch me." Ello shouted while running small.

"Sir Eri's daughter looks like we have to use our secret powers." Said Ega lived out his role.

"Good horse." Eva held back her smile hearing Ega being called a horse by the little boy.

Not far from there seen both parents Dimas sitting next to each other holding staring at their children who are cool playing but the look on their faces instead of happy but more like sad and moved.

"Ready?." Excited Ega gave aba-aba.

"Seraangg." Ega and Eri said together. Ega suddenly stood chasing after Ello with his left hand holding Eri's body so as not to fall and his right hand trying to reach Ello, Ello was surprised he ran in the fog.

"It's over?, sorry auntie got off first." Adel said he saw Eva standing on the stairs.

"It's okay, I didn't know they could be that familiar." Eva was still staring at three people who were busy chasing.

"Maybe they remember their late brother when they see your cousin." Eva slightly raised her eyebrows that Adel and Rio did not know about.

Apparently Brother Dimas didn't tell Ega about it to his mother and Ega must have realized that until he introduced himself as my cousin's brother instead of my twin sister, Inner Eva. Ega saw Eva he ran towards her.

"It's over?." Ega asked, Eva just nodded slowly.

"You're coming home?." Eva nodded back.

"Master princess looks like the horse should go back to its original owner." Ega gently turned his head back, Ello ran over to them.

"Dek let go, sister Ega must go home, go up to the back of El's brother come on." Ello tries to remove Eri's hand from Ega's shirt.

"Eri still wants to play, brother Dimas when to go home anyway?." Curse Eri with her chubby cheeks.

Deg. Silent.

"Kak Dimas is still busy school later also home, eat deck you do not be naughty so fit brother Dimas go home directly to play with us." Ello who always berjahili his sister is now changed drastically he suddenly became more mature because left the brother even his parents could not answer the question of his youngest son but Ello calmly gave understanding to his sister.

"Eri doesn't want to be naughty." Said the little girl taking off her grip and then extending both of her hands to Ello. Ega slowly lowered Eri.

"Thank you brother." Eri smiled funny.

"Together." Ega gently rattled Eri's mane.

"You're a cool brother, take good care of your sister, but you shouldn't assume everything is your responsibility. Share with your parents, you still have to grow up and be a cooler man than your brother." Ega said calmly with her charisma, Ega's words touched Ello's heart the boy cried hugging Ega, Ega kneeled parallel to her height.

"Every human being is bound to lose, every human being is bound to go away, grieve when your heart aches and stop when it is enough. Good memories with loved ones will comfort our wounded hearts, when you feel longed for them turn those memories back to release your longing and fill the emptiness of the heart. Don't avoid it, facing it not too painful it will make you calmer." Long sentences from Ega touched the hearts of Adel, Rio, Eva and especially Ello.

"Thank you, I won't try to replace Dimas again." Ello wiped his tears.

"I'm going to be myself, to be a dependable older brother." Ello.

"You'll be a great man when you grow up Ello." Ega stroked Ello's head slowly.

***

Inside Eva's car, she keeps quiet every once in a while and answers Ega's questions until the car suddenly stops making Eva raise her eyebrows because they stop at a complex Eva doesn't recognize.

"What's bothering you?." Ega asked looking straight ahead.

"Nothing." Answer Eva accordingly.

"What do you see in Dimas' room?." Eva glanced at Ega.

"The painting, he painted the memories of both of us."

"That's all?." Ask Ega full of search.

"Hm."

"So, what's bothering you?." Ask Ega back.

Eva turns her face to the car window avoiding Ega's gaze.

"I want to find the brain of this incident." Silent.

"Do you think this case has anything to do with us." Ega Sayings.

"Of course, Dimas is a man close to me. For a smelly girl like me Dimas is the right bait." Ega laughed making Eva look at him.

"Hahaha you are aware of it." Ega still laughs.

"What?."

"Aware it still smells kencur when it comes to haha romance." Eva lifts her punch at the base of Ega's arm.

"Argh! hahaa." He was in pain but did not stop his laughter.

"I don't think you are." Eva pinches hard on Ega's cheek but Ega deftly keeps her cheek away from Eva's hand.

"I've always been firm with my feelings other than that, don't hurt yourself." Ega gently stroked the same cheek Eva had with her cheek pinched Eva. Eva looked into Ega's eyes.

"Ga." Call soft Eva.

"Hm?." Ega pulled her hand back Eva's gaze gently.

"I'm hungry." Ega smile.

"Because we're here." Eva raised one eyebrow.

"There's no restaurant here." Eva Saying.

"You forgot your mother's house?." Ega said a little mockingly. Eva looked around more thoroughly she turned her head quickly to Ega after understanding something.

"I'm ashamed to meet him." Ogre Eva.

"Then the same with Fathur?." Eva rolled her eyes lazily.

"We're going home, don't see him now." Take Eva.

"Last night you were one room to be ashamed of." Eva pinched and then twisted Ega's arm tightly.

"Don't keep teasing me."

"Aaww iyya.., argh!. Forgive." Eva finally took off her pinches.

"The power of the hungry is terrible." Ega's chirps are rewarded with laser gazes from Eva.

"Gethem!." Ega cleared his throat to melt the atmosphere.

"I need to talk to Fathur." Said Ega.

"Tomorrow if you don't call him." Answer Eva.

"It looks like our dashing prince has come." Ega said, Eva looked forward to find Fathur walking towards their car.

"Ga's home."

"Wait a minute not long." Ega took off his seatbelt.

"Ga I'm hungry." Eva tries to hold Ega back.

"Yes, for a minute, brother's deck has important business." Ega's speech with a soft tone as well as spoiled makes Eva goosebumps of disgust*k. Eva glanced at Fathur who was already standing in front of the car.

"Didn't he look handsome." Ega whispered beside Eva's ear and then ran out of the car quickly before getting a punch or pinch from her sister who was upset.

Eva looked straight ahead to see her twin chatting for a long time with her friend. I don't know what they're talking about Eva can't hear it from in the car.

"Sorry, Yuki isn't ready to meet Aunt Dila, it seems like she's still embarrassed by her behavior these past few days." Ega Sayings.

"It doesn't matter if I tell my mom." Answer Fathur.

"Should I keep the message a secret and prevent Yuki from knowing?."

"No, that's a bad idea. He'll quickly get what he wants, Eva the guy's like that." Reject Fathur.

"You're right, I'll show you later, I'll be home by thur until tomorrow." Pamit Ega's.

"Was she okay?." Ask Fathur hurriedly.

"Yuki's fine even we met the Dimas family." Fathur looked surprised.

"You don't have to worry, she's not a weak girl, maybe not as weak as that hahaa." Ega recalled the time Eva kept shutting herself up.

"I'm home." Continue Ega.

"Be careful."