ZHAO JUREN'S LAST LOVE
CHAPTER 6. Hope to Meet End
Zhao Juren turned around again directing her gaze down the hill, the sound of her breathing sounding heavy broke the night.
“I really want to end it..” Zhao Juren said similarly.
“The destiny of one's life and warfare is like a double-edged sword, similar to a chess piece game, nothing is really predictable. When you step, you are between life and death, whether killed or killed, injured or injured. The journey ahead is so blurry.” Zhao Juren placed both of her hands behind her back, squeezing each other unconscious.
Li Jin did not make a sound just the sound of his breathing crashing with air.
“Li Jin, in all directions there seems to be no way out, feeling trapped, I don't know when to stop because you have to step again, you don't know how to stay and take a breath, he said, because when I get into the game, I just know to move forward and move on until I don't know if I've done anything wrong or right. And the more I advance the more I lose even more of what I get. How can I continue living like this, Li Jin? I don't know what road I have to go ahead, I'm losing my way Zhao Juren's eyes blinked, all the things he was in nature at the back were like racing forward in his mind.
It crossed her mother's hard face which became so miserable after she almost lost her life at the end of the dagger of the person who gave birth to her, yan Yue's sincere face had never changed from their childhood even though she had once been in a much lower position than her brother's, the look of pain on the surface of Jiu Fei's face as she stretched her life in his arms, she shed tears for her love that could never unite with her and of course Xiao Yi's innocent smile in front of the teahouse the first time she met the woman. So calm and brave at the same time.
The memories were leaping, among the dozens of battlefields that had been on his way. His life remains unchanged even though he goes through a sea of pain, he still wallows in solitude and sleeps to find his dream more beautiful than his own life.
“Master, all sorrows will soon pass, everything will pass. We just have to get through it.” Li Jin said hoarsely, he felt every pain of his master but at least he hoped that the sentence could comfort him.
“What if this grief won't go?” Zhao Juren asked with a grimace, the question as if in her aim for herself. Zhao Juren was only open about her feelings for Li Jin alone, her only guardian of trust.
"You know Li Jin, sometimes I think that you're the only one who never goes by my side. Is God kidding me, if it turns out you are the one who is my father" Zhao Juren was hoarse, coughing.
"God, sir, how could you think that. I am your subordinate, I will of course never leave beside you." Li Jin's face seemed to be burning, so unpleasant with the sad words Zhao Juren said.
"And if you leave one day, I may have no one else." Zhao Juren continued, then while rubbing her watery eyes from laughing to herself, the joke felt crisp.
"My master is your servant..."
"No Li Jin, you're not just my subordinate, you're my only friend." Zhao Juren approached and patted Li Jin's shoulder hard.
“All will surely end sir, nothing in this world is endless.” Li Jin sizzled then, for some reason he was so concerned about the circumstances and mood of his master.
“Yes, the most obvious end is death. I was a little hopeful, met the end of it and asked destiny, what is her grudge against me.” Zhao Juren chuckled, as if it was a joke to him. But Li Jin gasped at Zhao Juren's glittering eyes, he felt as if he was so heavy on his shoulders, he was so eager to hug the master as if this was his last night talking to the master.
Li Jin no longer replied, he no longer wanted to argue with his master. His head bowed, his chest warmed up even though the stuffy air turned so cold it dissolved. Zhao Juren sounded a long sigh.
“I hope this is my last night on the battlefield.” Zhao Juren looked up at the dark sky, vaguely like a shadow she seemed to see a pair of softly sparkling vile eyes staring at her, calmly and without burden, as if she was looking at him, sincere and without hidden gimmicks looked at him. The one who viewed him as a human being properly with no intention to deceive him.
"Yes, sir, this will be our last night in the Yanshan Mountains because tomorrow we will repulse all Niang's troops from the old land." Li Jin said confidently. Zhao Juren nodded her head while once again patting Li Jin on the shoulder.
"Hopefully so, Jin. But..." Zhao Juren stared at the enemy camp far away before his eyes, the smoke of the campfire thinning, the light from there gradually only the dots of a few torches.
"But if after tomorrow I never come back, I hope you can take good care of Lantian's palace."
Li Jin was stunned, his eyes twitching at the master.
"Gentleman where exactly are you going?" Li Jin swallowed his saliva, he could not help but be worried for the master. The Lantian Palace or blue sky palace was Zhao Juren's residence located outside the palace of King Weiyan's city, located on a plain close to the Sheng river. The palace was a place that Zhao Juren liked very much when he came home from the battlefield.
“How can I live in this land, if he keeps shadowing me like a ghost, I don't want to be a villain one day because I can't control my own feelings. Go is one of them way out of this circle.” Zhao juren turned to look at Li Jin who was unmoved in his place, enjoying each of his obscure chatter. He only knew enough and never wanted to interfere with his master's feelings.
“I will lead this war, and put an end to all this life-sacrificing infighting, which is blood-soaked by Jiu Fei who was beset with regret for the rest of his life. Tomorrow, life or death, I just want to see the sunset last time with a sword drawn in hand.”
Zhao Juren raised the corners of her lips, smiling strangely at the self-sighted Li Jin, trying to digest Zhao Juren's increasingly strange words alone.
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