(Not) Layla Majnun
Mosaic 101

Layla Najwa Fathurrahman

Although it was almost midnight. The atmosphere of the room and in front of the room still heard rumors of people talking. Night time was the only time for us.

Every eleven o'clock at night. Room lights are required to be turned off. Whether it is still necessary or not. That must have been a mess.

"Sir, Najwa isn't sleepy yet?" asked Rayya to make sure again.

I shook my head. I'm interested in what people are saying out there about me and Albi. At least later I can choose what attitude I have to show.

"All muji mas Albi, mbak. They are fascinated by the same Albi mas but some are also smitten with the same men who were with Albi mas yesterday. Who is he, mbak?"

"Mas Andre, you mean? Or the Dharma?"

"God... If the Dharma is all understood. Yes, mungin mas Andre. He's Najwa's brother too?"

"That's how..." I lie while stretching my body. Not daring to look at Rayya who was still sleeping tilted towards me.

"There's no weird gossip. It's just that many are envious."

"Dad? What's?"

"Well, it's like Najwa is surrounded by handsome guys. Hehehe ..."

"Ck. Kirain. There really isn't anything else?" my many.

"There is. But afraid to say the same about Najwa," said Rayya while biting her lower lip.

"Tell me?"

"But Najwa will be sad. Then even make Najwa, think again."

"You make me curious. It makes me curious, though,"

"Well! Wrong, dong me!" Sesal Rayya's.

"Take it, just say it!" My insistence.

"But promise not to get angry! Afraid! Then Najwa will be angry again like that time,"

At that time he meant maybe when the room children insisted on knowing the photos of the Albi mas and also cornered me about the relationship mas Albi and Salwa.

"will not. Insha Alloh will not be angry. Anyway, it's already night. Hiya"

"Not convincing" Rayya replied

"Really?! Justsaytheword. I won't be angry again like that time. Erp!"

I also had to start controlling her emotions and heart so she got used to the many jolts, faults and even destruction that were at once too.

"Friends began to think that the relationship between Mas Albi and Mbak Salwa has been inaugurated."

"What?!" I was immediately surprised to hear it.

"Why? Is that true gossip?"

I immediately shook my head.

"Where are such rumors? Yes Alloh... How could they assume that?"

"Yes, everyone also knows that yesterday Salwa participated in the sleep also in eastern Dhalem."

It could also be the trigger. Although in eastern Dhalem is not interconnected either friendship or brotherhood. But Salwa has no definite bond between us.

"Are you right, ma'am?" ask Rayya again.

"No. Fake news. Mas Albi and Salwa have not had any ties. Even if he was yesterday among us. That was because, he was still the same brother as Ning Nada. He just sneered at Ning Nada. Not more."

There's no way I'd say, if I didn't know for sure what it was yesterday. That would make Salwa's name ugly. Even so, if later Albi and Salwa are a match. I don't want to be his brother. I should have kept his good name too.

"God ... It's just gossip. Indeed, those people sometimes fret when they say," said Rayya gemes

"Hehe... Aye." Yeah."

"I didn't believe it at first. How fast! But people are starting to break my trust. Until I believe, hehehe ..."

"But I don't believe it anymore, do you?"

"No, mbak."

"Today we were just thinking. Ning Nada only gave a place to her friend. That'sthat's all. There is no other show. There is also nothing that people think of. We're pure, gip tok!" I clearly.

"Oh ... Is that? Kang Dharma is also there, right?"

I'm nodding.

"Now we are close to the Dharma?"

It feels so strange. I who used to not be too highlighted by the eyes by the pairs of eyes. Why is he suddenly the center of attention?

"I asked. Not gossip. If it's Najwa, the name is clean. Even her brother is the center of attention,"

"Oh... Kirain I'm the center of attention." Took kepe-de an Ikunya.

"My smile is of equal concern to Najwa's. No one else!"

"Dwelling... What do you want, how do you like to woo that."

"Sir, mbak. It is my attention! It's the same with Najwa!" Rayya.

If it was heard by people out there might be a bit amused. But, she huts such affectionate expressions of fellow friends or underclassmen does sound ordinary. .

It's like finding a brother in the same neighborhood. Find some people who are worthy of support. Become a temporary bride of the family.

"Yes... Believed in. Thanks, Lo yes..." My reply.

Rayya smiled fluffyly. While wanting to hug but I hurriedly rejected his hand. Not accepting his embrace. I will be counting lesbians again.

"Still haven't answered my question. Ma'am Najwa, is it close to Dharma?"

"No. We're regular friends. It just so happened that Kang Dharma became the supervisor of the tryout yesterday. And it just so happened that he gave my class a helping hand at yesterday's bazaar."

"But Dharma is well known. He's not picky about helping people. Many people also like. But, until now no one is sure who really likes the Dharma kang. He's a very blind man."

"Yes. He's not good with me. Even the banquet in eastern Dhalem, said mas Albi kang Dharma who planned. He has nothing to do with me and Albi. He only knew that my mas was Ning Nada's friend." My story.

"Wooo.kirain Ning Nada herself is your name. Great for Dharma. But I still like bian mas. Hehe"

"Yes, yes ... It's just bian mas!"

"Oh ... Bian bian dear!"

"Std... You're noisy. Don't call that. Poor the others are asleep."

"Perhaps if called, mas bian perasa mbak. At least, we can meet later in the dream."

"Woolah.... Kasmaran people can suddenly go crazy!"

"Wildamah! Najwa's mom doesn't know, anyway,"

"What circumstances?"

"Fall in love."

"Sok tau,"

"So, did Najwa ever fall in love? Same who? Tell me dong! Promise won't tell anyone." Rayya was so enthusiastic.

I smile. Then pull my blanket. Facing the ceiling of the room, imagine the face of the man I love.

"Concealed,"

"Ck! Jatah mah, this Najwa ma'am! Though I since the first like the same mas bian keep his story to sampean (you). It's not fair that's the name" Rayya said.

"Is anyway. Secret of Alloh ..."

"Secret Alloh. I'm like a mate,"

"almost the same. But falling in love is not necessarily together. The cage he was in was present to fill the space only. Give lessons and experience. Whereas, a soul mate is the accuracy of God which man alone cannot change."

Rayya took every word I said. He didn't flinch when I said that.

"The person we love is not necessarily our soul mate. While our soul mate. It must be the one we will love. That's why I don't want to tell anyone who I love right now. For I feel that my love is not to be my destiny."

"Mak Najwa has given up? Didn't you encourage me to surrender and keep praying for a match? How different is the advice, right?"

Because the one I love is the one I won't marry or marry Rayya. But, what am I to reveal that.

When I was entangled in the chain of destiny. He wants us to be together, but not forever.

"Because what I like is, tehyung. Hehe..."

"Alah madam! Kirain has actually been in love. Fuck up! I'm dead, listen to it."

"Hehehe... Never mind. Let's sleep. It's night." It's night." I said, cupping the blanket in his face.

"Yes... Good night, mbak Najwa. Welcome to the bian in the subconscious. I'm cooming!" He shouted while smiling fluffy. The shadow bian was probably wandering around in his mind.

I finally fell asleep too. Before that, I was praying and praying and sholawat and shahada.

Man does not know when he will be called God. If I were not awake in the world. Prayer, sholawat and shahadah may be my provision.