(Not) Layla Majnun
Mosaic 81

#Layla Najwa Fathurrohmah's.

There's no word other than I want to say if I don't like Mas Albi and Salwa. Want me out all the heart-clogging flavors that make the pain until the pain felt until now.

Alloh indeed bring together, but sometimes not unite.

"Let's go for a walk, huh Mas." I was looking for another topic so that the problem did not become a disease in our relationship again.

"Mas just wanna go home,"

"Why? How fast? We haven't had the time to spend together," it feels like losing Mas Albi all of a sudden. Since yesterday I wanted to spend time with him. Like our time together as always. But it turns out there are things that make us have to share the momentum with others.

"Don't go home first. I want to walk the same way first," my whine. I put on a pampered and spoiled face. One thing that often makes Mas Albi will not refuse my request.

"So. Why here, if in cuekin."

"Who is nyuekin?"

"Yes there! Suddenly I'm a stranger now,"

I approached. No matter my food. Wash my hands immediately and then wipe them with a tissue. I grabbed Albi's hand. Compassionally apologise.

"There's nothing like it. Albi, don't be angry" I asked.

I was wrong. I'm the one who worries him. He didn't think that leaving me alone could make him confused and confused.

"Why are you, to Nduk? How has it changed?"

"Who has changed. Nothing has changed. Just a feeling,"

"Laylanya mas no longer care about mas. It's starting to feel mature, and it doesn't need any more mas."

"No. I'm sorry,"

Hot eyes. I didn't expect that leaving without saying goodbye this morning could make Mas Albi angry like this. This is the first time. But it's all caused by jealousy that shouldn't exist.

"No apologies" said Mas Albi

I started shedding tears. My chest was claustrophobic over his cold and indifferent attitude.

I started sobbing. No matter what the surroundings are starting to notice.

"Albi, Layla why? Don't be so loud" Mas Andre just walked into the tent.

"It's none of your business, Ndre. This is my business with my sister!" Albi exclaimed without a smile.

My heart is getting worse. Albi was really angry. Not even if he's like this to me.

"I'm sorry, I won't do it again,"

"Sorry not enough Layla. Now you start wanting to act as you please. Yes, I know you are an adult. But you shouldn't ignore those around you who love you."

Albi continues to advise. I'm getting more and more guilty. My pain is not because of my fault, but because of the heart of Albi that I have made disappointed.

"Albi, Layla has apologized. After all, he must have been in a hurry earlier," said Mas Andre.

"Why? Is five minutes so time-consuming? He can come, ask permission. At least if he wants to go back to the cottage by himself is okay. After all, he had gotten used to going home and going to the cottage alone now! But he didn't do. He acted alone, without thinking about my anxiety,"

"Sorry, Mrs Albi... I cut. But Najwa went to the kitchen. He also said that if he had met you there, "Aisyah finally spoke up. He said everything. But he didn't know that I was just coming in front of the kitchen door. Seeing Mas Albi and Salwa together. Then I just left.

"Did Salwa bother you?"

I shook my head. To my soul that refuses to nod its head.

I shook my head quickly. He's not wrong. I was wrong. I hate him because he loves him. I'm the one who's wrong here. Me!

"Then why?"

"Perhaps Layla doesn't want to bother you with Salwa. That's why, he just left" said Mas Andre.

"Silence Dre! I was talking to my sister, "although the tone of speech is still normal. But the pressure made Mas Andre silent for a moment.

I let out a breath. Trying to neutralize my breathing that started to go wrong.

"I'm sorry... Excuse me...Excuse me... Layla's wrong. Layla will not repeat. Sorry if Layla made Mas Albi and Mas Andre worried. Layla just didn't want to bother Mas Albi and Salwa. That's it, sorry if it's wrong," I'm sorry.

This time it was Albi who took a deep breath. He would not have treated that to me either.

"Layla, I don't know if that's who's gonna be together. Don't go like that again. They all mean less than you. You don't know, how worried you were when suddenly you weren't around," Mas Albi began to ease his tone.

"I'm sorry...Layla won't be like that anymore" How many times I've apologized I'll keep doing it anyway. As long as Albi forgives me.

Suddenly both of my arms were pulled by Mas Albi. She lightly moved my body in her arms.

I'm stunned. I feel his heartbeat. His breath is light and also fragrant perfume on the body. My eyes are still wide. I still feel tight.

His head he rested on top of my crown.

"Don't be like that anymore, Layla. You don't know how worried you were" said Mas Albi slowly.

I don't know why I want time to stop for a moment. Letting this man I love always hold me like this. I want Albi to continue like this. I'm really scared of losing him.

"C.oe... Are you guys gonna keep it that way. Look around" whispered Mas Andre.

Berlahan Mas Albi let go of his embrace. I also distanced my body to Mas Albi.

"Thank you, you're brothers. If not, I've beaten you, Bi!" exclaim Mas Andre.

Mas Albi. He was acting ordinary again. I immediately cleaned up their food.

"Layla, is it okay?" ask Aisyah.

I smiled and nodded.

"Thank God... So Salwa was with your Mas in the kitchen. You didn't permit Masmu, anyway,"

I don't agree with it or vice versa.

They've seen everything. What now, what are their thoughts? I hope this incident doesn't make Salwa difficult.

"Well, you just go with your Mas. Here let me and his other friends take care of it" said Aisyah.

He is the most understanding friend. He knew right away what to do.

"Thank you, Ice... You want what? Let me buy it?" bargain in return.

She shook her head. " No, just Andre's number. If possible," he whispered near the ear.

"You don't like it, do you?" tannya

"For now anyway, no. But I don't know later" I replied.

Aisyah pouting. Making him upset is so much fun.

I don't know, how my heart will be. But until now my heart is still for Mas Albi. Just him and I don't know when.