1095 DAYS BEFORE THE APOCALYPSE
Chp 54: The Past of Evalina

My name is Evalina and I am one of the children of the Alastrine extended family who is a respectable family and has abundant wealth.

With the condition of my family like that makes many people jealous of me who was born in a rich family, but I am not happy at all.

Maybe in public I showed a happy smile, but deep in my heart I felt so tormented living in that family.

that's because I am not at all the legitimate child of the master couple and the nonya of the Alastrine family, but I was born from a servant of the Alastrine family.

According to the rumors I heard from the other servants, my mother was raped by a great master or a person I should have called 'father' when she was drunk, he said, my mother who was just an ordinary person couldn't fight it and ended up conceiving that son of a bitch.

When my pregnant mother was exposed, the entire Alastrine family was in an uproar especially the big mistress who was pregnant at the time as well.

They all told my mother to abort her womb but my mother balked at not having the heart to kill her own flesh and blood, fortunately the father of the great lord supported my mother and protected her womb.

From there I became very respectful towards the father of the great lord or the person I called 'grandfather'

Since the news of the great lord raping a servant would make a disgrace to the Alastrine family, the Alastrine family decided to disguise my identity as the son of the great mistress.

At that time the big lady was pregnant and gave birth to a daughter, so they made it seem as if the big lady was giving birth to twins.

I grew up in the Alastrine family as a shadow only to prevent the bad rumors of the Alastrine family, every family party I had to participate in and put on a joyous expression to the public.

The rest of the family is also just being nice to me when in public, when there are no cameras to highlight them, then their attitude will change 360 degrees to me.

Unlike my sister, I get absolutely no attention from anyone, no toys, no good food, no vacations, not even parents.

The only people who care about me are grandfather, mother, Shira. Shira is a white-haired woman who looks very beautiful like a goddess but has the disadvantage of not being able to see.

But despite not being able to see, Shira can still walk normally, even she often makes me breakfast well.

It was very strange but I was happy because Shira was the one who was very considerate of me after my mother.

I live my life well despite being hated and unwanted, I think I can still be happy if I still have a few people who care about me, but it was all destroyed instantly when I realized that my mother never saw me again when I was 5....

I asked Shira about my mother, but she didn't want to say it, I tried to talk to my grandfather about my mother's departure.

After forcing her quite stubbornly I managed to make grandfather give up on me.

He then asked me to go to the hospital by driving his car, at first I was confused but I immediately realized when grandfather invited me to enter one of the hospital rooms.

On the hospital bed, I saw my mother lying with a pale face, I got a bad feeling, I didn't believe it and shook my mother's body to wake her up.

But no matter how I woke her up, it would never happen and it was impossible because my mother was dead....

I'm sad...

I wept...

But that's not gonna change anything...

Drowning and full of despair, I tried to ask grandfather about what really happened.

Grandfather explained limply, he said if the mother was depressed and chose to end her life by drinking poison.

I was a kid back then, so I could trust her so innocently without thinking any longer....

After a lonely funeral and being ignored by the rest of the family, I lived my usual life after a month of mourning, but my present life will no longer be the same as my previous life when there was still my mother by my side.

You could say if my attitude and association more free and wild than before that geeky and quiet, at the age of 8 years I began to like motorcycles and often participate in wild races occasionally, he said, and at the age of 10, I left the motorcycle and moved to a cooler race car.

Because my grandfather loved me, I earned enough money to buy and modify my car.

Shira also gave me a very large sum of money so easily.

This way I spent more time outside than inside the house and saw the annoying face of the Alastrine family.

But despite my great association, but I do not dare to do things beyond reason like s3x free. why? that I don't want the things that happened to my mother to happen to me either.

At the age of 16, I should have gone to high school or high school, but I was busy racing wild to get the medal I had always dreamed of.

One day as I was getting ready to race, I met a man I didn't realize would change my whole life.

The man was named Zhara, he was a handsome man with his excellent personality and attention, moreover his ability to drive a car that was really great made me admire him and be interested in him.

I wanted to be close to her but she said if she couldn't be with one woman, wouldn't that mean I would be in a duel?

Of course I rejected it, I am not a stupid woman who is willing to be played by a man even though I like it.

A few days after that brief meeting my grandfather suddenly called me to come home, because it had not been home for a long time and I also missed him enough, I went straight home and as usual, I went straight home, their cold and cold attitude towards me is still the same.

I ignored him and went straight to see grandfather, grandfather also looked very happy with my arrival.

Then he suddenly showed me a picture of a man, it was Zhara, the same man I met a few days ago.

I was confused by that and asked what grandfather really wanted, it turned out that grandfather asked me for help to approach him and get the chips that his company had.

It turns out that the man is one of the leaders of the Futuristic Generation company that is on the rise lately.

It seemed like grandfather already knew if I had ever met him, so he told me to approach him...

This was the first time grandfather had asked for my help so I couldn't refuse at all, after all I already had too much debt of gratitude to grandfather, so I wanted to repay him once.

I thought if approaching it and getting the chip was not too difficult, but it turned out that it was very difficult even practically impossible.

He was too clever and cunning that I could not make good use of him, I had to act very carefully to make him trust me completely, but whatever I did, he seemed to be wary of me.

No, it's not just being vigilant but more than that, he's trying to get my heart in every way...

But anyway I'm still one step ahead of him because I know his biggest secret, I'm sure I will win from him...

But, I made the fatal mistake of following her to the hotel and ended up with her wanting to make love to me.

It's stupid, I'm still a virgin so I obviously rejected it! but if I refuse him then he will put suspicion on me which I have decided will always follow his words and be his.

Hmh! I had a big defeat just when I thought if I could win....

A few days after the incident, I realized that one of my classmates named Amelia liked Zhara, I couldn't let it become a hindrance to my plan so I acted very close to Zhara to break her heart.

But he hasn't given up trying even harder, he's even meeting me for just a stale talk between classmates, but I know if he wants to investigate my relationship with Zhara.

So I acted as innocently as possible and said that I and Zhara had no relationship whatsoever.

He is a smart student, so he must know right away that if I was lying, this is good, I will make him even more devastated by the reality....

I deliberately showed Zhara's scar on my neck, and it made her show a really funny expression, she looked like a wife who had learned of her husband's affair.

Such was my brief encounter with a girl named Amelia.meaning she was a good girl and only found out about the world of romance, but I had to hurt her for my own plan...

I don't care if he searches for my identity and spreads it because grandfather has arranged it so well that no one knows if I'm a member of the Alastrine family.

Except one guy.... Zhara, she must have known....

Many days I spent with Zhara, we went places and made love wherever and whenever Zhara wanted it, I hated her so much for treating me like her toy, but it's undeniable that I'm getting used to it....

Because of the complicated feelings that suddenly spread in my heart, I forgot my true purpose and made the plan that I had arranged to be in vain.

Even so, I would still consider him my friend if he did not interfere in my affairs...

Grandfather suddenly called out to me again when I was in that dilemma.

Grandfather showed his frustration because of my incompetence, he said if it was useless for me to put my feelings on him because when he got what he wanted, then I would just be thrown away.

I know that, but I don't want to believe it...

Grandfather reassured me by showing a video showing Zhara in all black with a gas mask on her face.

The feature is very similar to the world-shattering events due to the theft committed by a mysterious person nicknamed Z.

At first I did not believe it, but considering Zhara who had great cunning and strength, I inevitably believed her.

Grandfather convinced me to finish my goal well and quickly, with which grandfather would not tell the public if Z the crystal thief was Zhara.

I have no other choice, I have to finish what I started, I will definitely get that chip and get away from it forever.

I ignored my hurt feelings when I remembered parting with her, I didn't know how I could like the person who had raped me and treated me so willingly.

But one thing is for sure, I hate this weak heart...

Zhara was discharged from the hospital without contacting me first, but I told her to call me when she left the hospital.

I called her to ask her whereabouts, and I even asked her about something as silly as if she was having sex with another woman while I wasn't around.

Zhara answered him very kindly and confidently but I knew that he was lying, but I didn't mind him because I lied to him as well...

A few days after that, Zhara asked me to go around her company that I knew well from every corner, Zhara suddenly got an emergency call from her partner and it made Zhara have to do her job.

I expected that.the computer virus sent by grandfather must be working now, so now it's my turn to act...

I got Zhara's identity card when I hugged her affectionately, I didn't know what Zhara was thinking until I didn't realize I was taking her identity card.

But for sure it made my plan even better..

The theft went quite smoothly and I had gotten the chips I had been after from the beginning of the basement of the Futuristic Generation company.

The company's top computer needs to reload the data for a while when it has completed the virus, so it leaves me with a chance to get out of there.

Zhara asked me to go to my house to do something that we used to do and I agreed to it because it was also one of my plans.

Grandfather had arranged for the house to be quiet when Zhara and I came, and everything was going smoothly even until when Zhara went straight back to her company, I also went to Grandpa's company to give you the chips I'd gotten.

I kept thinking about whether the thing I was doing was right or wrong.....

On the same day, Zhara suddenly fell from the top floor to the right in my room and I knew this would happen.

I didn't know what to say to her, seeing her condition filled with wounds made my heart ache, I wanted to apologize but it was impossible for Zhara to forgive me..

Until the incident came, I reflexively held the bullet that was shot by grandfather to Zhara, I thought if this was my end, but I had no problem because at least I had apologized to him.

Although I know that everything I do will not be forgiven, I still say it....

Had our meeting and status not been like this, then this tragic thing would have never happened...

So goodbye Zhara...

my vision began to blur and my body felt cold, this was the sensation of death that I had imagined so much, many things that I had forgotten for the rest of my life, but now I remember one thing I've forgotten all along....

'Oh.... Mom, I'm finally catching up with you...'

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