5 Years of Marriage Without Love
Freer

Time is fast, my sentence is 4 years. Today I am free, I will meet my 3.5-year-old Gendis. I'm about to start a new life with my daughter.

When I got out of the rutan, the washcloth head gave a message to me. That I should develop my knitting business because I said I had potential and the head of the yard offered me to work together. I'm very happy, I'll also recruit my friends who have been out of prison first to help me. I have 3 friends behind bars, they're free first. I'll contact them to help me make knitting products.

I breathed free air, and I just stepped my foot in the exit. My daughter's fattening ran up to me, she immediately hugged me tightly. Blah taught my son very well, because since childhood, Blah told my son not to hate me and my son was taught to wear a hijab, she was very beautiful. Blade familiarize it for everyday Gendis clothes. I just saw the babysitter who helped Blade to take care of Gendis turned out that Blade did not come. Maybe he thinks I don't know about him yet.

"Bu Nida my employer told Mom to get in the car and then my employer gave me this key. It's the house key, my employer asked Mom to occupy the house from this key. Come on Mom please come in, later the driver will deliver Mom to the house," said Ima.

By Allah I did not think that the Blade had prepared me a house to shelter with the Gendis. What is his heart made of? he was so generous, did he really not hate me for everything I did?

"Mad can I meet with Ma'am's employer first? I want to thank him" I asked.

"I'm sorry Miss Nida, my employer is not home. He is going abroad with his family" Ima replied.

I just nodded and got into the car according to the command bar, I hugged my son Gendis tightly. I'm so happy now that I'm free and can fly my own son.

I stopped at a house, the house from the outside looked small but when I entered how shocked I was. This house is very spacious in the back, there is a garden and the house is filled with all the furniture even in the refrigerator is also complete with food. The bar has prepared all this and there is even a lawyer waiting for me in the house, he wants to ask for my signature because this house will change hands on my behalf. I was so surprised by all this that Blades gave me a house for free. I put my autograph on and the lawyer gave me a land certificate to keep.

When they finished, they all went home. In this house there is also a motorcycle, said mbak Ima for me to travel if you want to go everywhere. I was deeply moved, I cried with the facilities that Barah had given me.

"Dear you've eaten yet?" ask me about Gendis.

"Not Mah, I haven't eaten yet" replied Gendis.

"What do you want to eat? Mama's cooking yes," I asked back.

"I want to eat Mah's fried chicken" replied Gendis.

I saw the refrigerator, there was indeed a chicken that had been revealed. Blah knows my son's favorite, I just fry the chicken. I sat Gendis down at the dinner table, while frying I asked Gendis.

"The one who takes care of you is called aunt who loves?" my many.

Gendis was silent she did not want to answer.

"Kok Mama asked not answered, dear?" askaku.

"I promised Mah, you can't name your aunt and mom" replied honestly Gendis.

"What is our secret?" I held out my pinkie as a promise to Gendis.

"But Mamah don't tell me if I say yes Mah" said Gendis.

"Yes, my dear, I promise. What's his name om and tantenya?" my many.

"Tante Bilah and Om Bagas, their son is called Heelwa deck" replied Gendis.

"Tante Blah is very good, yes" I said.

"Yes Mah I bought anything with aunty and om. If Heelwa is bought a shirt, I am also bought a shirt. If Heelwa bought toys I also bought Mah toys," said Gendis.

"From today you stay with Mom okay? it must be another house like aunty Blah," I asked.

"Said Aunt Bilah, I have to stay at home with Mamah because Mamah loves me very much, Mamah always prayed for me even though I was far from Mamah and always loved me, said Aunt Blah like that Mah. So I want to stay with Mamah " replied Gendis to make me touched.

How noble is this Blah's heart, educating my son like this. He did not hate me, instead he encouraged my son to love me. Mas Ranu if you were still around, I would definitely be even happier. I'm sorry I can't be your perfect wife, but my love for you won't change until I'm old.

Tonight I slept with my daughter, I hugged her. O this God whom I dreamed of while I was in prison could caress her hair, embrace her body, kiss my daughter closely like this. I have received a prison sentence of 4 years, thank God I can remission 4 times so that my 5-year sentence was reduced to 4 years.

It turns out that Gendis at 05:00 in the morning she woke up, and then she woke me up.

"Mamah salat Mah is already dawn." Gendis wiggled my body.

"Ah yes dear we pray congregation yuk, Mamah who became the priest, you want?" my many.

"Yes Mah Gendis will," I replied.

We prayed at dawn for the first time. Gendis wears her face. She is very beautiful when wearing mukenah, I will learn also to wear hijab, my son has worn the hijab of his mamahmah still open her aura. I will be ashamed of my son, I decided from today I wear a hijab. My son was very happy when I used the hijab because he said me and Gendis were the same.

"Honey we go to papah yuk's place," asked me.

"To papa Mah's place?" ask Gendis.

"Yes to papah, you want to?" my many.

"You dong Mah, I've never even seen papah" he said innocently.

"I'm sorry Mama we can't see her anymore but we can pray for her." I hugged Gendis very tightly and cried.

When I referred to Ranu, 2 months after that meeting. I got a very sudden news that made my chest very tight, which made my dream erased quickly. My man Ranu whom I love so much has died, which I heard he was shot right in his chest. But what I'm so proud of is that he signed the agreement that all his organs would be donated. He really repented in his own way, he gave his kidneys to people who needed them, the donor always washed the blood every month. He gave his heart. He also donated his heart and the last one that made me proud he donated his cornea to the Blade of the person we hurt who made him suffer. Ranu penetrated his mistake by donating his cornea. I don't know why Ranu got shot, I don't know the story. I only heard from the story of the police who delivered Ranu's body that Ranu donated all his internal organs to people in need.

I took Gendis to Ranu's tomb, I just stepped on my feet to his grave for the first time. After 2 years he left me.

"Honey papah has been called God, papah a good man, he is also handsome. We pray for you now" I said.

"Yes Mah" said Gendis.

I prayed in the vortex of Ranu's tomb with our daughter. I'm not strong enough not to cry in the market. My heart is very claustrophobic, considering the short sweet time in prison for 2 months. In those 2 months Ranu intensely met me, defending me kissing my forehead. I will not forget the moment when it was, for me the 2 months moment was very precious to us. From a wicked man to a better man. I promise to be more useful to others, we learn from the Blade. Barah taught us with his attitude that never held a grudge against us who had hurt him.

When our children are grown, Bilah raises our children well. I promise to raise him well too Mas, with halal reserves so that his blood flows clean not from illicit money. I miss you, I will always pray for you. Wait for me yes, God willing we will meet again there. May God forgive our former mistakes.

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