5 Years of Marriage Without Love
Causes of Billi Gemulai

Bar immediately called the ambulance car, grateful the distance of the hospital with the detention house was not too far away, so the ambulance arrived quickly. Billi was immediately paired with oxygen, because it was impaled on the back, Billi's body was tilted. The knife is still stuck on his back, if the knife is pulled when it will also bleed and dangerous for Billi's life.

Dina, Bar, and Bagas in the ambulance. Dina continued to cry to see Billi's condition that had been unconscious.

"Bil, this is all because of me" said Dina with sobs.

"Loe, don't mistake yourself. These are all the root causes of my problems. Sorry to have involved you," said Bilah.

"Gue does not want to lose Billi, I love him Bilah," said Dina Lirih.

"We pray together so that Billi can still be with us" Bilah said.

Bagas did not say much, he let Bilah along with Dina.

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Blade and Dina waited in front of the operating room. Bilah also contacted Billi's parents, Billi's father came directly to Bandung while his mother could not come.

Dina's nanar gaze on the operating room door, she continued to cry. Afraid of losing Billi, unexpectedly turns out Billi's feelings are the same as her. They love each other, Dina feels stupid because they do not understand the feelings Billi has clearly shown Billi when he became her fake boyfriend to avoid Luke, Dina's former fiance. So sweet Billi's treatment to Dina. The moment her hand was touched made Dina remember when Billi was very guarding herself in front of Luke at that time. Dina felt stupid not realizing the feelings conveyed during her time with Billi.

"Gue couldn't, if Billi left this world Blah," cried Dina.

The operation went on for 5 hours, Billi was finally pushed out of the operating room.

"Dok, how's my friend?" ask Bilah.

"Alhamdulilah, the operation went smoothly," replied the Doctor.

"Doctor Jimmy, the prick didn't get a heart attack, because it was stabbed on the left" asked Dina.

"Alhamdulilah, his internal organs are not affected. But he will have a fever after surgery due to the number of blood transfusions during the operation. Doctor Dina can take care of him, later let me talk so that Doctor Dina can take care of a special person for the Doctor," said Dr. Jimmy.

"Sorry Doc, I couldn't be a doctor's assistant" Dina said.

"Yes I understand, operating on our loved ones is very difficult. Why don't you just take a surgical specialist? you've got talent, you've got good work" said Doctor Jimmy.

"My goal is Doc, to help pregnant women to give birth" said Dina.

"Well, I'll excuse you Doctor Dina" said Doctor Jimmy, as he walked away from Dina and Bilah.

"Din, you're not resting? let Gus take care of Billi until the Papah comes," Bilah said.

"No Bil, you take a rest. I became Billi's doctor," Dina said.

Bagas approaching Bar.

"You haven't eaten yet? I bought it" said Bagas.

"I'm not hungry Gus, I'm staying here with Dina, too" Permission Blah.

"Well, I'll wait here. I don't want it to happen again, let me accompany you" said Bagas.

"Why do you know I'm Gus? why don't you take a break, your head how, "Barah wants to touch Bagas' head, but Bagas is back in his steps.

"Why step back, I just want to see if I don't touch, I know the limits. You held my cheek and hugged me" protested Blah.

"I'm sorry, I was so worried about you, that I forgot that we're not mahram yet" said Bagas.

There was a young Doctor running and immediately hugged Dina.

"You're okay? someone is hurt. I just got word that you were kidnapped" Zidan said, without letting go of his embrace of Dina.

Dina let go of Zidan's embrace.

"I'm fine, brother, thank you. I'm sorry I was worried about you" said Dina.

"Why say thank you. You're my lover, I should be the one who apologizes for not being with you when the kidnapper hurt you" Zidan said.

"Sister, introduce this is my best friend, Bilah and this is her future husband Gus Bagas," said Dina, introducing Bilah and Bagas.

They knew each other, Blah looked at Dina, he knew Dina's current feelings.

"This is your friend that the artist defamed? oh yeah he said your other best friend, got puncture wounds? how's she doing?" ask Zidan.

"Yes, this is my best friend's blade like my own. Sis, sorry," said Dina.

"What are you sorry for?" ask Zidan.

"I can't continue your 1 week lover, I'm sorry I broke my promise, I'm sorry Brother" said Dina lirih.

Zidan looked at Dina with teary eyes.

"Why? did I hurt you as long as you walked with me?" zidan asked, holding Dina's shoulder with both hands.

Dina bowed silently.

Dina shook her head, she looked into Zidan's eyes.

"Sister, that pierced-wounded friend is the one I've loved all along. I'm sorry, sister," said Dina full of regrets.

Deg

What Zidan heard was like lightning striking his heart. Only then did she feel a sense of happiness because Dina accepted her as her lover for 1 week, in the hope that 1 week would continue until forever and married Dina. Now it is no longer possible, because the man whom Dinah loved was not herself.

Zidan bowed for a moment holding back the tears that wanted to fall, then he looked at Dina and smiled at her.

"Alright Din, I hope you will be happy with him. If she hurts you come to me, if when you come I'm still alone, I'll marry you right away. Love doesn't have to have, I'll be happy to see you happy. Let me hug you one last time, after which you are not my lover anymore" Zidan said, enduring his heartache.

Dina brought herself closer, she hugged Zidan first.

"Sister, I'm sorry I hurt your heart. But I can't lie with my own feelings. I'm sorry, sister," said Dina.

"Thank you for accepting me before, even for a moment but it was a very happy moment for me. May you be happy" said Zidan, stroking Dina's hair.

Zidan let go of his embrace, He stepped out of his legs leaving Dina with tears as he turned his back to Dina.

The bar immediately hugged Dina.

"Great Loe Din, has been firm and honest with the Doctor," said Bilah.

"Gue is evil, Bil, hurt people who always help me when I was in college first" said Dina.

"Don't talk like that Din, love can't be forced. Love will be grayed out with the person who is right for us, if that love chooses to the wrong love, it's called destiny and believe God will replace it with a better love for us," blah.

"Come, let's see Billi," continued Bilah as she led Dina's hand to look at Billi in the ICU room.

Dina wears special clothes to get into the ICU room. The blade waiting outside could only see through the glass.

Dina examined Billi, because she was indeed the doctor who would treat Billi and the results of the examination will be directly reported to Doctor Jimmy.

"Billi, you quickly realize well. I'm waiting for you to realize. I love you," whispered Dina, in Billi's ear.

Dina looked at Billi's face, which still closed her eyes. Dina clasped Billi's hand, she stroked Billi's face.

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Flashbacks

"Bilah, that's your friend yah?" ask Billi.

"No, but he's my best friend. Why loe? a crush? well he likes the same guy who is far away if the same loe mah Billi," said Bilah.

"I just ask you, jutek really you ihh," said Billi, as his hand waved.

"Ask..or would you like to ask?" blah said, pulling down his eyebrows.

"Whose name?" ask Billi.

"That's why you want to know so much about him" said Bilah.

"Ih byebelin deh you Bilah," said Billi, turning his head with a pouting face.

"His name is Dina, Dina Syahnala Albani" Bilah said, smiling at Billi.

Nabilah and Billi were friends since childhood, but Blah knew Billi from his father. Their father was both an entrepreneur and established cooperation between their businesses.

The heartbreaking story of Billi, before Billi was born she had an older sister named Shahla, her mother named Yuna loved her daughter very much. Shahla must be escorted if she goes out of the house.

Shahla who is already big, feels restrained, restricted all her activities. One day Shahla escapes from her mother's escort. He secretly brought Yuna's car. Since he had only brought the car for the first time, he had stepped on it wrong. He thought the brakes but it turned out to be gas, the car drove uncontrollably fast and there was a very terrible accident. Shahla's car bounced and toppled, Shahla breathed her last in the car. Yuna did not accept Shahla's death, she was very frustrated, very sad. Yuna was pregnant with Billi.

Yuna hopes that the child in her womb is female, beautiful like her late brother Shahla. But how surprised when Yuna did the ultrasound at the age of 8 months, the baby she contains is male. Yuna does not accept the fate that her second child is male.

After Billi was born, Yuna always wore women's clothes, pink. Billi's room was female. Billi's father, Rizal, advised Yuna not to be treated like a woman.

"Well, Cassian Billi, don't treat her as Mah's daughter" Rizal said.

"I gave birth, so it's up to me to wear any clothes for Billi. It is also suitable to wear pink shirts. Enter with his face like Shahla" Yuna said.

Billi treated her mother like a daughter, Billi's style of speech became more gleaming. When Billi entered kindergarten, Rizal always replaced Billi's clothes with men's clothes in the car because Yuna always put women's clothes on Billi. Entering elementary school Billi's behavior such as girls, gait, way of talking so that his friends always gossip Billi, they call Billi 'pocked' .

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