5 Years of Marriage Without Love
Mutual Belief

Bagas woke up from his sleep he immediately cleaned himself, then salat lail. Pray for smoothness until the day of her wedding with Bilah. Full of blessing in his household later. The feeling that yesterday was chaotic, for today it feels like there is no more anxiety because Blah has forgiven him and also he can contact Blah if he wants to communicate.

There is no beautiful word, except a sincere prayer when spoken in a third of the night. Cowering, prostrating to draw closer to God. Gaining the love of God, if God has loved his servant. Then He will give anything to his servant, let alone be asked. Something that He will not give to his servant whom He loves.

After praying Bagas took his phone, he opened a photo gallery. His heart was longing for Blah, he saw a picture of Blah wearing a red hijab. So beautiful to look.

Thick black eyebrows, sharp nose, beautiful bermanta.

"Beauty your face, and your heart is beautiful. I can't wait to marry you. Stupid ex-husband who wasted you. I will take care of you, I will love you" muttered Bagas.

Bagas smiled at Blah's photo, he got a new photo Bar because yesterday Bar sent his picture to WA Bagas.

Today Bagas intends to meet his friend, whose father was a journalist. Who knows, Bagas will get the evidence.

"Assalamu'alaikum," Bagas said his greetings.

"Waalaikumsalam, well there is a handsome Gus to the place of ane," said Budi.

"Ente can be," said Bagas.

"There is a business what Gus, you will not go to the house if you are not lebaran," said Budi.

"Haha you nyentil ane, you need help here. You'll be a journalist first, you need data koren 12 years ago," said Bagas.

"Now the digital age of Gus, you can find newspapers from decades ago by way of online," said Budi.

"There is? how?" ask Bagas.

"Open google, find the name of the newspaper that Gus wants to open. Later on the website of the newspaper create an account on the website of the newspaper concerned

First, determine which news sources we will use. After accessing the website then create an account. Without creating an account, the website manager will not be willing to provide free access.

So you have to pay, not free," said Budi.

"No problem, the important thing is to get what you need" said Bagas.

" Then transfer according to bank account, find the news we want to know. Year, month and date of the newspaper to be opened. Once it has been obtained, download the file and save it," Budi continued.

"Syukron Budi, you already love the info," said Bagas.

"What's the news about?" ask Budi.

"A car accident 12 years ago, this again helps the future wife ane," said Bagas..

"You mean Ning Haya?" ask Budi.

"No, no heart with Ning Haya. If you want, apply to him," said Bagas.

"Who is Gus' future wife?" ask Budi.

"Later invite you to marry, Thank you for the help, ane go home. Assalamu'alaikum" said Bagas.

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Billi and Dina were heading to Bandung. Dina will undergo activities back to practice in Bandung hospital and also continue her education. A minor debate between Billi and Dina had previously taken place. Where Billi wants to move to Jakarta after marriage is automatic college and Dina workers also have to move.

Dina did not want to move, because to get a job at one of the hospitals was difficult, let alone she was continuing her S2 in Bandung, at the university that she dreamed of.

"Honey don't be angry anymore, you can go back and forth Jakarta, Bandung, indeed you want me sad. I continued S2 at the university of my dreams a long time ago," said Dina Memelas.

"But I want it, when I get home from work. You welcome me" Billi said.

"Darling, I'm not in Bandung forever. After my education was over. I will stay in Jakarta. Jakarta, Bandung is not far dear. Let's not let me, you can be the same as me?" dina.

Dina did not speak anymore, she was annoyed at Billi. 'Not married it's forbidden, it's let alone married, ' Dina's inner.

Billi glanced at Dina, because her fiance was not arguing with her anymore. Dina looked ahead at the street. His face had turned full of annoyance. Billi clasped Dina's hand, but was directly tepis by Dina straight away.

"Are you angry with me?" ask Billi.

"Darling, don't be angry" Billi said.

Dina still did not want to talk.

"Alright I allow you, after marriage you can continue to work and study in Bandung," said Billi.

"Clearly darling? thank you," said Dina, who immediately smiled at Billi.

"I'm not strong you guaranteed me, I love you. Whatever you do, I will support you. I love you." Billi held Dina's hand and kissed her.

Arriving in Bandung, he went straight to the hospital to practice. Billi accompanied Dina until she entered her practice room.

"If it's done, you call me well" Dina pinta.

He nodded his head which meant agreeing.

As Dina and Billi walk down the aisle of the hospital, Dina meets Zidan.

"Sister Zidan," call Dina.

"Eh you're Din, just arrived?" ask Zidan.

Zidan looked at Dina and Billi hand in hand, his heart like there was an electric shock. There was still jealousy in his heart, but he tried to smile when faced with Dina, the woman he loved.

"Yes, I just arrived. Oh yes, introduce this Billi my fiancee," said Dina, introducing Billi.

Billi extended her hand towards Zidan. Zidan took Billi's hand and they shook it.

"Zidan, nice to meet you" said Zidan.

"I'll excuse you, brother, it's soon time I start practicing. Happy work, sister," said Dina, waving her hand to Zidan.

"That's Zidan who's your ex well? you are very familiar with him. Every day I meet, it's good to meet my ex every day" Billi said.

"Don't be jealous dong, I'm just being polite to her. He was my senior when I was in college, who used to help me. I've never had a taste for Brother Zidan. My heart you already have" said Dina.

"But still, he will still have the same taste of you" said Billi.

"Already ah, I work first. Although 1 hospital, I rarely met him," said Dina.

"Welcome to work, yeah" Billi said.

"Yes dear," Dina stroked Billi's cheek.

A relationship must be built by trusting each other, so that the relationship can take care of each other. Open to each other and no secrets. Billi was trying to understand Dina. In any case, Dina will be his wife. If before marriage there is no mutual understanding of how life after marriage. Billi believes Dina's heart is only for her, women always want to be understood by her partner. The little understanding of a man makes a woman's heart as if it were a great concern for her.

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