A Million Love For Alana
Who Would Love Me If Not My Mom?

Acha followed her mother to the room. Tumben once after dinner usually his mother did not go straight into the room, must have gathered first in the family room, chatting and sometimes interspersed with jokes, but tonight Nadia even went to the room first, first, after a short time in the family room.

“Where are you going?” ask Devan.

“You go to mama's room, you want to ask about work, Pa,” replied Acha.

“Oh, yes already there,” Devan said.

Since becoming a doctor, Acha has been closer to her mother, although she is connected, but Acha does not feel that Nadia's mother is her mother. Acha's love and affection for Nadia is the same as her love and affection for her biological mother, Ica. Acha's most comfortable backrest when she's disrupting her workload is her mother. Whatever he felt uncomfortable at work, he told his mother everything. Nadia is a place of confiding and complaining Acha, also the only person who can understand Acha.

Not just with Acha. Both of his sons were like that. Fatih was very close to his mother, for Fatih his mother was a woman who had to be happy above all else. She did not want her mother to be sick, sad, or anything that made her mother sad. His attention to his mother and older sister was huge, even though Acha was not a maternal brother to him.

Shaka was like that, even there were problems with his girlfriend, Shaka always confided with his mother. For Shaka, his mother is the woman who understands him the most, and he always unites his mother, even though he is often purified with his girlfriend.

Acha saw her mother sitting on the edge of the bed, turned her back to the door, and was seen opening a book covered in light chocolate.

“Ma?” call Acha. Acha saw her mother wiping her tears by turning her back.

“Mama is fine, all right?” ask Acha while approaching her mother.

“Well, mom is fine. What's up, Brother?” nadia asked in a slightly raucous voice.

“No, just want to go to your mom's room, want to ask about doctor Riki, Ma,” replied Acha.

Nadia turned her body, she looked at Acha, and spread her arms so that Acha would embrace her. Hearing Acha mention Riki's name, there was a little happiness in Nadia, finally her daughter wanted to tell her male friend.

“Ma, crying mom?” ask Acha.

“Gak, mama lied, mama cried because of Shaka's question earlier, right? Not a happy mom I want to tell you about Doctor Riki. When, Ma? Mama is a great woman, there are no women as great as my mama, two of my mama are great women. Until when mama blames herself mama, mama is not a destroyer of people's households. Ma, it was all an accident, it just happened, didn't it?” said Acha.

“Mama doesn't know how to explain everything to your sisters. Fatih sometimes asks why her birth year is the same as your mother's birth year, and her month is at least a few months apart. Though mama said, mama married papa after mama Ica died? Your sister's question embarrassed me to explain. Mama doesn't want Fatih to think her mom took papa from your mama, Ca. Mama does not know what to explain and how,” said Nadia.

“Ma, they must know. Mama has to explain slowly, Ma, they know,”, said Acha.

“Iya later mama explain to them, if mama is ready. Honestly, you were embarrassed, you were pregnant first, you knew it was an accident and you didn't realize it, you were upset at the time, and so was your father. But, still mama feels, if this mama is not a good mama for you,” said Nadia.

“Don't talk like that, Ma. If you're not a good mom, there's no way Acha can get to this point, Ma. The point where Acha can achieve Acha's dream, it all happens because of the support of mama, the prayer of mama. Mama is the best mother who can understand her children. If not my mother, who would pray for me, who would love me and love me if not my mother? Who else will support me until I can be there at this point, Ma? All because of my mom, not because of anyone else. Mama is my life, mama is the only person who supports me in achieving my dreams. Mama don't say that again, do you? Acha dear mama, very dear same mama.” Acha hugged Nadia tightly

“Still, Dear. You already love mom, you always understand mom, you already want to accept mom as mom. Thank you, dear,” said Nadia by tightening her embrace on Acha.

“Mama don't hurt, huh? Mama don't go. I don't want to see my mom sick anymore, I'm still afraid that Ica's mom is sick. I don't want to lose my mom because she's sick. Mama needs to stay healthy, huh? Until Acha gets married and has kids, mama says she wants to have grandchildren?” said Acha.

“Yes, pray for healthy mama always, so that you can see your children happy, even though you do not know where your youngest child is at this time, where Ayleen is at this time, if he is still there, if he is, or he no longer exists. But, mama is sure she is still there, somewhere, living where, and with whom, ” Nadia said.

“Yes, Ayleen is still there, Ma. Acha sure of it. Acha believes the same mother, because the bond of love a mother with a child is very strong. Mama believes Ayleen is still there, Acha is also convinced by the feeling of mama, if Ayleen is still there. Never mind with your biological children, I have proven myself, even though my mother is not my biological mother, mama always feels right, mama always has the right feeling if Acha will be anything, she said, also with Shaka and Fatih. And, Acha sure, Ayleen is still there, because mama believes Ayleen is still fine,” said Acha.

Nadia doesn't know what to say anymore. Acha who is not her biological child loves her so much, loves her, even Acha is very overprotective with her about health. Acha always takes care of her mother, does not want her mother to be sick, does not want her mother to be sad, and like today, Acha who originally wanted to know why her mother was sad, she said, he entered his camp on the grounds of wanting to tell a story about doctor Riki, even though there is no story material to tell doctor Riki to his mother.

Dr. Riki is a pediatrician as well. She's Acha's age, Acha's friend from High School. Since Riki knew, Acha was his son Nadia, who was both his profession as a pediatrician, as well as the grandson of Doctor Akmal, who is also a pediatrician, Riki was getting closer to Acha, who was also a child doctor, he served in the same hospital.

Nadia desperately wants her daughter to get a good companion, and is very loving to love her as well. Nadia knows, since Acha was disappointed by Zahfran, Acha is very difficult to open the heart to other men.