A Million Love For Alana
You're Her Papa, too

After dinner, Zhalina played with Askara and Nina with Alana in the guest room. As for Binka, she chose to be alone sitting on the back porch with. Nadia who understood a little with Binka's current state, she accompanied Binka and sat down next to him.

"You're here alone?" ask Nadia.

"Yes, Aunt. Again look for air, in a very sultry," replied Binka.

"Where is zhafran?"ask Nadia again.

"Zhafran is with Ardha" replied Binka.

"You're okay, right?" Nadia ascertained the state of Binka who had been sitting with her own eyes.

"Yes, I'm fine, Auntie," replied Binka with a bitter smile.

"Tante knows how you feel, you're patient, yeah. Maybe everything is still not pleasing because of the actions of you and Zhafran at that time. Yes, honestly, Aunt Nadia was also disappointed with you and Zhafran, although at that time the aunt did not know that Alana was a aunt's daughter. Honestly aunty is very disappointed with you guys, seeing Alana who betrayed you, an angry aunt, a disappointed aunt. You guys are so easy to play with marriage. But, yes, now that Alana is happy, she has found a replacement who loves her so much. Honestly, since the beginning of hearing Alana wants to marry Zhafran, the aunt has disagreed," said Nadia.

"Yes Aunty, I should not have come again in the life of Zhafran who was already fine without me. I shouldn't be here right now, everybody hates me here, Auntie. I know that, but I'm trying well with them. And, it seems like they still can't accept me anymore? Mami, Papi, Zhalina they were very disappointed with me, even my own son, he didn't want me, because he thought I was so evil, had already taken his papa from his mother," binka said with tears and regrets.

“Maybe this is my reply to the one who once betrayed Zhafran, and then later I hurt Alana. I was kept away by my own biological child, my second child died at birth, I had no uterus, and the people around Nina, seemed to be trying to keep Nina away from me, since my arrival here, Nina has been completely unwilling to talk to me" Binka said.

"Maybe it's because Nina rarely meets you, because she's still disappointed with you?"

"Yes that way, probably because everyone hates me, Auntie. So Nina hates me too" said Binka, wiping her tears.

"Not like that either. Already, later Nina also knew that it was big. And will be with you again. No child hates his mother. Nina may still feel disappointed, not hate you. But, someday, he would definitely understand what happened. Don't cry, come on in. There are a lot of mosquitoes." Nadia tries to calm Binka's heart. He also felt what Binka was feeling at the moment.

Zhafran was in the front garden of the house with Ardha. They discussed the Askara issue. Zhafran, who was very guilty, finally let Askara call Ardha as Father.

"How did you meet up with, Alana?"ask Zhafran.

"At that time, it just so happened that my coworker took her out to dinner at her house. And, it turns out that my coworker's cousin Alana. His son Budhe Aninggar. From there I was close to Brother Alana until now" replied Ardha.

"Are you going to marry Alana?"ask Zhafran.

"For that matter, we have already discussed, even Om Dev and Aunt Nadia, also mami-papi has set a date. That was a long time ago. Did Fatih just get married tomorrow? Not even Shaka? Actually, Alana and I are still relaxed, because I know how Alana's heart is right now. All I do now is, make Alana and Askara's life as comfortable as I can be, Brother," replied Ardha.

"Askara is very close to you, Ardha," said Zhafran.

"How is it not close? I accompanied Alana to give birth, I was often with Askara. When Alana was pregnant, it was also me who often escorted her where Alana would go, so it was only natural that Askara was close to me. It is me who accompanies them every day, I also often with Iwan, so we are getting closer,” explained Ardha.

“Thank you for looking after Askara, it has become my replacement for Askara. Happy them. I could say nothing more, if indeed Askara would not consider me his papa, and I accepted all this, because this was my fault. Maybe this is karma for me. I've hurt Alana, now I'm just with Binka who every day we just lament sadness and loneliness. No more colors in my house, no more jokes and laughter in my house. Nina lives with mami-papi, she doesn't want to go home at all. Even with Binka, she still seems to be very angry because of Alana's departure. My second child with Binka, died shortly after premature birth. Now Askara, she doesn't want me. This is what I'm going through right now, Ar. Living in the world. There were no jokes, laughter, and colors decorating my house" Zhafran said.

"Yes, it's all because of my brother's actions. Just like a farmer, brother. Planting rice, yes that in the rice harvest. If we plant evil, yes we will reap evil too. God is Fair, Brother. We have been hurt with someone, without us retaliating and we are sincere, God will repay him, the world revolves, brother. Who was happy, will surely grieve later on, who was grieving, will definitely be happy later on" said Ardha.

"Yes, I know that. Ardha. And now I feel it. Feel the pain Alana used to feel when I hurt her" Zhafran said.

"Once, forget it, never repeat it again, brother. And hopefully, Nina will be close to Brother and Sister Binka again" said Ardha.

As Ardha and Zhafran were talking, Askara cried to her father. Alana came out of the house, seeing Ardha in the front garden. Alana approaches Ardha because she sees Ardha sitting on a park bench that has been decorated with colorful lights.

"Kok cry? Why did Askara get to cry gini, Lan?" Ardha took Askara from Alana's sling.

"Sister Lina teased him constantly,” replied Alana a little panicked that Askara had cried like that. “Have dong, Darling .. It's the same Dad," said Alana while kissing Askara's cheek.

"Crying why? Who's been naughty with this handsome father's son? Don't cry already. The hotshot period," said Ardha.

"Well, come along, same sir .... How is Pakde? Papa dong, brother? This is your son, Brother,” said Ardha.

"Let's join the pact" said Zhafran did not care about Ardha's words, because it knew, it was impossible for Alana to allow Askara to call Zhafran with papa.

Askara brushed off Zhafran's hand. Maybe he doesn't know, so he doesn't want to be with Zhafran. He did not want Arkan at first, but eventually stuck with Arkan.

"No want to? That was invited papa? Still embarrassed, huh?" said Ardha, who kept mentioning papa to Askara. She was indeed disappointed in her brother, but after all, Askara was Zhafran's biological child, there was no way Ardha would teach Askara to summon her pakde to her biological father.

Alana only saw Askara who still did not want to come with Zhafran. Alana just smiled in front of Askara, looking at Askara who continued to cling tightly to Ardha's body, because she did not want to be with Zhafran.

“It was invited papa kok do not want, Nak?” alana.

Zhafran was stunned to hear Alana's words that mentioned her papa in front of Askara. He thought Alana would not mention herself as papa to Askara, because Alana was already very disappointed with him.

Zhafran was ashamed, he felt unworthy of being called papa by Askara, so he mentioned himself to Askara.

Alana does not mind Askara calling Zhafran papa, because he does not want to deny that Askara is Zhafran's biological child. Alana does not want to change that reality, the most important thing Askara will be with him, living with him to adulthood. Instead of later Askara disappointed when he was an adult, because Alana covered it up, so better Askara knew early on that Zhafran was the father of the kandug.

“Have not cried, have the same father crying time continues?” alana.

Askara turned to him, then saw Zahfran who was also next to Ardha.

“You are coming with pakde?” ask Zhafran.

“Kok sir, Sis? You are also Askara's father. Askara is your son. I was very disappointed and angry with what Brother Zhafran did, but I did not want to fight against fate, if Brother Zhafran was the real father of Askara, so I taught my son to call his biological father papa, I don't want him to know he's an adult, and he'll end up disappointed in me. I better teach him early on, slowly I explain the truth, because I don't want him to be like me, who's looking for my real parents after I'm an adult, I don't want Askara to know you are her real father after adulthood, because I'm sure Askara will definitely be disappointed later, not only with you, even with me also Askara disappointed,” explained Alana.

“True says Alana, Kak,” says Ardha.

“I feel unworthy to be called papa by Askara,” said Zhafran.

“It should not be appropriate but it cannot be denied that the brother is Askara's real father, Kak,” Ardha cetus. “Maybe it's just your feelings, brother. Because you still feel guilty about Alana and Askara, so you don't deserve to be called papa by Askara. But, never mind, all has passed, Alana and Askara have also got another happiness so far.”

“I do not mind Askara calling Brother Zhafran papa, as long as Askara is still with me, until he grows up. Please don't take Askara from me, Brother,” said Alana.

“Why do you think that, Lan? There's no way I'm separating Askara from her mother. I've been given the chance to be called papa by Askara only I thank you very much, Lan. Where can I take Askara from you, separate from the mother who gave birth to her? What a cruel thing it looks like if I'm like that?” answer Zhafran.

“That's what I'm worried about, because I know, Brother Zhafran really wants a boy,” said Alana.

“I already have, Askara my son, I have a man's size, I don't mind that, because child custody more precisely falls on his mother, let alone I leave you pregnant. Want me to demand custody through legal channels, I will not be able to get custody, because of my actions,” explained Zhafran.

“It is important now that you are not afraid anymore, right if Brother Zhafran will take custody of Asakara? I am also not willing to dong, and of course I will defend Askara,” said Ardha. “Already, no more commotion, no more hate each other, fight each other, time fellow brothers hate each other?”

“Yes, you're right, Ar. I'm so grateful to you. I'm picking Askara, Ar. Take care of him, and don't hurt Alana,” Zhafran said.

“Yes, I will take care of Askara and Alana, it is my duty later when I have become husband and father to Askara,” replied Ardha.

“When did you inaugurate?”

“Later that Brother Shaka is married. Yes maybe the end of this year,” replied Ardha. “Let's go with papa, that's your papa isn't your carrier, dear?” ardha's Way on Askara.

Askara still remained unwilling to be with Zhafran, she brushed off Zhafran's hand, probably because she was not used to Zhafran yet. He only wants to be with people who have met and invited him. As with his opa and oma, also with his older brothers Alana.