A Million Love For Alana

A Million Love For Alana
Happy News From Fatih


Zhafran and Binka are already at Arkan's house. Arkan accidentally sends Zhafran and Binka to dinner. Ever since Zhafran shouted at Alana, Arkan stayed away from her because she was so disappointed with her son that she was so proud of. After her divorce from Alana, Nina goes with Arkan and Thalia, she doesn't want to be with her father and mother. Tonight Zhafran at his op-house Nina chooses to remain in his room, rather than with his mother.


Binka is also not so close to Zhalina anymore, whereas Binka was a schoolmate of Zhalina. Zhalina was already disappointed with the attitude of her brother and sister-in-law, but how else they were still very loving, and that love could not be forced.


“You know Ardha?” ask Arkan.


“Yes knows anyway, all this time I've been in frequent contact with him, Pi. But, he seems to be busy once,” replied Zhafran.


“But this is confused with your sister, feel at home there? Yes there his work is also progressing, but he does not think here, papi also need him, papi only two boys, Ardha is not at all willing to help papi company, papi also needs him,” says Arkan.


“How does Ardha want to help papi, Ardha always said that his work is not good? Ardha can do it, right? He's already proven himself to be able to without working with papi? He only capitalized from Opa Arsyil workshop which he developed himself? See if there's a branch, right here? Not yet in Jogja,” explained Zhalina.


“Papi is not like that, Lin, indeed papi said according to reality, right?”


“Iya according to reality, but pity Ardha if always compared? Now it is clear who is good and not?” Zhalina said with annoyance, then she went inside, not finishing her meal.


“Zhalina, how polite we are!” Arkan raised his voice as Zhalina went inside leaving the dining table.


“Already, Pi, let it go. He is indeed being unstable feeling,” said Thalia.


Zhafran only silently heard the words of Zhalina like that.  It is true, from the first Zhafran who is always hailed right, while Ardha, he who always gets a talk from his papi, whether it is said to be lazy, this is, that is, that is, and perhaps what made Ardha hurt and unwilling to work with her papa, because her papi always compared her to Zhafran.


Binka goes inside, meeting Nina who is in her room. Like that Nina, when there was her mother, she did not want to see him for too long, just to greet and welcome the arrival of her mother, and then go inside again, to her room.


Arkan, Zhafran, and Thalia remained in the living room. Arkan wants to ask about Alana, because all this time there has been no news of Alana, even in his village Alana's house is empty. Arkan and Thalia were there, looking for Alana and apologizing, but their house was empty, neighbors said, Alana's mother had been with her brother for a long time.


“You know Alana?” ask Arkan.


“Samely not yet, Pi, do not know where to find him again, his house in the village is empty, said his neighbor Alana mother at his brother's house, because he was sick, so his mother Alana who accompanied him, Alana said,” clear Zhafran.


“Iya, papi also so, time to there,” Arkan said.


“I'm so sorry, Pi. What kind of man am I?  I regretted divorcing her while pregnant. Alana has given birth yet, Mi? Who is she with now?” zhafran.


“Maybe already, Binka has just given birth, right?” answer Thalia


“Who is she with, Mi? I felt so guilty, I wanted to feel like I was apologizing at his feet. I'm like this probably because of Alana's wrath. My son with Binka died, and I can no longer have children, because Binka's uterus has been removed. Though I want to have a son, to continue in my footsteps, Pi,” said Zhafran.


“Hopefully son Alana boy,” Arkan said.


“Where might Alana allow her son with me, Pi? I have ruined her life, and Alana once said, she would not tell her son, if I were his papa,” Zhafran said with her eyes reddened with tears.


“Mami sure, it was just a momentary emotion Alana alone. You have to accept all of this, but this is all your decision, right? Try if you're loyal to Alana, mama guarantee you a happier life than you are now? You're like licking your own spit, Fran! Like you picked up the trash you threw away!” thalia.


For Thalia, want Binka now do what kind of good, it does not mean. Thalia did not like the name betrayal, especially until the woman who cheated on her husband. It is an act that has violated the norm of a woman, and it is absolutely fatal for such a woman.


Binka heard her mother-in-law's words. He was wrong, but he did not equate himself with trash.


“I am indeed despicable, I could not keep my honor as a wife back then, but mami equated me with the trash that Zhafran had thrown away. Yes trash, I am the trash Zhafran picked up!” batin Binka by wiping her tears that wet her cheeks.


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Binka gets out of the car and closes the door rudely after returning from Arkan's parents' house. Binka ran, rubbing her cheek, wiping her tears from earlier she held while in the car. Zhafran did not know why his wife was like that, but when she was at the house of her papa Binka was ordinary.


“Why else is he?” zhafran lirih.


Zhafran went straight inside. He slightly accelerated his pace, and went straight into the room. Zhafran saw Binka on the bed, her face hidden in a pillow.


“You why is not clear!” Zhafran's words were slightly raised.


“It's not clear I'm Fran! We shouldn't see you again, Fran. Your household with Alana being happy is destroyed because of my arrival, now that Alana is gone, Nina is not willing to be with me. Nina kicked me out of her room, and Mom said I was trash! It's true I'm the trash you picked up again!” Binka said with a hoarse voice, and a breath that was panting from enduring the pain in her chest.


Zhafran was silent, he sat himself next to Binka, then rubbed his head. Yes, all this destruction started from him who met Binka again, met his ex-wife who had betrayed him, but still loved him very much. Since Binka's arrival Zhafran's happiness was lost instantly, no more happiness was present, though little. Her life was filled with guilt and sin, especially when she remembered Alana.


For Nina's sake, Zhafran married Alana. While married to him there was no love growing in his heart, the seeds of love were just present, Binka was present, so that the seeds of love for Alana did not grow and flower. Although pretending to love, but Zhafran's life was always happy, always warm house, never a great quarrel, no debate at all, even though he did not love Alana. And, after he had betrayed, re-connected with Binka, until Binka became pregnant, that is where Zhafran's happiness began to crumble, and until now he did not feel happy anymore. Alana left, and Nina did not want to be with her.


“Binka, I was sick you said so, we were both wrong in their eyes. I was the same, Nina always kicked out if I went there. Not just you, me too, honey? That's why I rarely go to papi's house, if not about work like that, I was lazy to go there. Because millions of times we apologize, they will still be like that, forgive but still imprint in their hearts because it was us.”


“Please divorce me, Fran. I deserve to be alone like I was before we met again. I feel more comfortable, alone, than remarrying you, but all your family cannot accept me, and most painfully, I am not welcome my own son, Fran,”.


“Sayang .. don't talk like that. I love you so much, let the whole world hate us, I won't let you go, Binka?” Zhafran grabbed Binka's body and hugged her.


“Only you have me, Fran, who else still cares about me in this world?” isak Binka's.


“From now on, we don't have to care about other people's words. Our lives, our lives, and we feel. The household is just me and you, not someone else is in it to set up,” Zhafran said.


Binka eased her cries in Zhafran's arms. No need to listen to the words of people out there. Binka admits to being wrong, but this is the path she chose. She had to accept all forms of abuse from her husband's family, and she also had to accept that her son would no longer be with her.


“Maybe now Nina doesn't want to be with me, but I'm sure Nina will definitely forgive me and want to be with me again, Binka's inner”.


^^^


Ardha gets closer to Alana, although Devan sometimes deliberately irritates Ardha, but she doesn't care, she stays close to Alana, and Alana always involves her under any circumstances. Not only did Devan upset him, there was Fatih and Shaka who were also very protective of Alana, but Acha who always judges with him, too, because Acha was a little traumatized by Zhafran who had already hurt Alana.


“Don't expect you to have that kind of Alana! Step over my body first if you want to get Alana!” acha circus.


“Wuiiihhh .. come and see your face with a fierce budhemu, Nak,” said Ardha who saw Acha just came from Jakarta with her husband. “Pregnant mothers should not be angry you sister-in-law?” gurau Ardha's.


“Which brother-in-law is from where, huh? Are you my husband, Ardha?” alana.


“Calon, Lan,” replied with piquancy.


“Don't be a person!” alana Tukas.


“See, you want to get my sister? There are we who will galvanize you, so as not to be as arbitrary as Zhafran!” fatih. “Not to mention papa, who may still not like you,” he added.


“This brother is coming? Hugged his sister cake? Or even Ardha? Who wants Ardha anyway?” alana.


“Sini sister hug.” Acha hugged Alana first. “You are Ayleen, but I prefer to call you Alana,” said Acha by kissing Alana's head.


“Ayleen my baby name, sister. My name is listed on my identity card and in important papers right Alana?” alana.


“Yes too anyway. Sister kangen with you, a week does not meet you it feels like kangen once, go home dong to Jakarta, so we can be together,” said Acha.


“Not yet, Brother. Relax later will go home,” jawan Alana.


“This is what Kak Acha hugged? Here with brother, you know brother is very happy, Lan,” said Shaka.


“That jealous sister is not hugged me?” said Alana spoiled.


“Obviously dong, sister has missed you this week, even diced, here hug,” replied Shaka.


“Lagian come and even mengedumel same Ardha?” alana.


Shaka hugged his youngest sister whom he had longed for, for five months every one or two weeks Shaka, Fatih, and Acha to Jogja to meet Alana, as well as Nadia and Devan, respectively, they are also willing to go back and forth Jogja, because Alana does not want to live with him in Jakarta. Maybe Alana still can not accept her past with Zhafran which is very painful, so naturally Alana did not want to go to Jakarta again.


“Lan, you know, there is happy news,” Shaka said.


“What's the happy news?” ask Alana.


“Kak Fatih wants to propose to his girlfriend,” replied Shaka.


“My rival will be reduced!” seloroh Ardha's.


“Less what?! I used to want Alana, wanted to know Alana more closely, because I believe she Ayleen, not like you, deketin but afraid to reveal, will be stabbed with Zhafran! Gini turn you become a hero of bad luck!” fatih.


“Kakak ... already dong, do not fuss? Congratulations, huh? Who is the candidate?” ask Alana.


“He was the same as Ardha, afraid to reveal, the turn of being stabbed his own friend just got cornered! Ehh. .. tuh chick is hurt as a guy, cheating, new to action hero misfortune, just like Ardha!” acha hatch.


“Kak Acha ih open-card!”


“Yes it's okay, brother, the point is to love each other, but do not occasionally hurt your woman, once hurt, can not go back to the way we were,” said Alana. “Sister Riki don't hurt Kak Acha, huh? Brother Acha is pregnant, sister should pay attention Kak Acha.”


“That's for sure, Lan.” Said Riki, Acha's husband.


“Here I am a carrier Askara,” pinta Fatih.


“This, same old man, I want to take a shower first, you from the morning want the same father continue to not want the same mother,” said Fatih.


“Heh! What did you say? Daddy, daddy! What kind of father?!” acha hatch.


“Don't know, more obscure Ardha!” alana.


“You face first papa, if you want to be called father by my nephew,” said Shaka.


“That's an easy problem, I also certainly wait for Alana's heart to heal dong? Isn't that right, Lan?”


“Do not know, Ar! Have you taken a shower, mumpung Askara want to be with Kak Fatih?” answer Alana.


Ardha went inside, he did not bathe until noon, because Askara wanted the same him, already from the morning he did not want to sleep again, he wanted the same Ardha, the same Alana if you want ASI only. Fatih sat down by holding Askara.


“Lan, how come his face is more to Ardha than Zhafran, huh?” ask Shaka.


“Yes don't know, I'm just wondering?” answer Alana.


“You like Ardha?” ask Fatih.


“He's good, Brother. Since I met here, he always take me to check up, take me wherever I want, even at midnight I want to eat dinner at Tumpeng Menoreh Ardha participated, Brother. I was eight months pregnant, until my mother, budhe, and Iwan just follow my will,” explained Alana.


“You're? Menoreh's hump is just going up high? Are you not tired? You're pregnant, Lan?” acha.


“Ya his name peg, mumpung om his baby jabang want to deliver right?” jawan.


“Had married Ardha, she's good, she's fit you marry her sister, she cried all night in my room, Lan,” said Fatih.


“Oh just then nginep in our house huh, brother? On tomorrow, Brother Zhafran wants to marry Alana?” ask Shaka.


“Yes, he fell in love with you since meeting at the painting exhibition, he was too neat to hide his feelings, Lan,” explained Fatih.


“I haven't thought of making it there, sister. I want to focus on Askara first. Yes I admit Ardha is kind, she is also considerate of me, and not once twice she says love me, but this heart is not ready to start again, Brother. I still want to be alone first, wait Askara big maybe? Kak Fatih with Kak Shaka not married, dong waiting for brother?”alana.


“You could have, I was waiting for Fatih Kak to have a girlfriend just tired, Lan? Back to Irvina again? Yes indeed a soul mate?” shaka.


“Let's go with your sister, yes?” bring Fatih.


“Alana is not ready to return to Jakarta. Big brother would have Ardha's family?” answer Alana.


“Ya is okay. But, when you get married home, yes?” fatih Pinta.


“Alana try yes, Kak?” answer Alana.


This afternoon they re-assembled, after one week they lost each other LDR through video call only.