A Million Love For Alana
Pura Loves

Alana continued to arrange her food aided by Zhafran. As for Binka, she had from earlier noticed Zhafran's affection with Alana who was in the kitchen. Even he heard all the conversations of Alana and Zhafran. Binka overhears it by accident. She went to the kitchen because she wanted to get some water for Nina.

Binka ventured to approach those who were making out. Yeah, it's all because Nina asked for water. There was no way he would return to the room empty-handed.

"Sorry interfering. Nina asked for water, Lan," Binka's pinta.

"Oh, I'll get it for a second" said Alana.

Alana took the glass and poured water into the glass. Alana gives a glass of water to Binka.

"This is mbak, the water." Alana gives Nina a glass of water to Binka.

"Thank you, Lan." Binka returned to Nina's room.

Binka feels that Alana and Zhafran's household is very harmonious, she has never been with Zhafran in the kitchen together, cooking together as long as she danced to his wife. And while with Alana, Zhafran wanted to plunge into the kitchen to help Alana prepare the cuisine.

"Zhafran changed once, he wasn't like that. Maybe it's because I can't cook either, so where could she go to the kitchen, when she's cooking with her aunt?" muttered Binka while walking to Nina's room again.

Binka played long enough in Nina's room. While playing, Alana and Zhafran enter Nina's room. They took Nina and Binka to lunch

"Come, have lunch first, mother has cooked your favorite," said Zhafran.

"Crispy boiler again, right? Same vegetable soup?" ask Nina.

"Yes, what else if not that. Papah got tired of seeing it," said Zhafran.

"But Nina likes it, and never gets bored" he said.

"Yes let's eat" said Zhafran.

"Sheel," pinta Nina.

Zhafran carried Nina towards the dining table. Binka and Alana walk behind Zhafran towards the dining table. They sat in a circle in front of the dining table. Alana gets rice for her husband first, after which Nina, just herself.

"Come, Ma'am. Don't look at the food. Let's take it, whatever you want to eat what you like, you're not allergic to shrimp or sea fish, right?" ask Alana

"No, Lan. Yes, this is me eating. This is all you cooking?" ask Binka.

"Yes, Mother. Who else if not me" replied Alana.

Binka takes her food and enjoys Alana's cooking. She tasted Alana's cooking really delicious.

"Easily Zhafran loved Alana very much, and quickly forgot me. Nina too, she's really happy with Alana" Binka muttered.

"Nina, papa ask for her crispy shrimp dong," Zhafran pinta.

"No, I love oyster shrimp sauce, it's Nina's." Nina hid the warehousing.

"Well, stingy" said Zhafran.

"Love the papa, later the mother friedin again," said Alana.

"One of them, pah?" Nina gave her Crispy to Zhafran. He's feeding his papa.

"Yes, you deserve to like it" said Zhafran.

"Enak once, pah. So every day Nina is not bored" said Nina.

Binka looks at their warmth while eating. Yes, it is like that, Alana, Zhafran, and Nina.

"They're so happy" muttered Binka.

"You want to?" Nina offers her crispy shrimp to Binka.

"Try asking, Nina's bribe, will you?" binka Pinta.

Nina feeds Binka, it's true, Melan's cooking is all delicious.

"Hmm .. is it good? Nina likes it" said Binka.

"Mother want?"ask Nina.

"Make Nina alone, this mother has a lot of side dishes, baby," replied Alana.

"OK," said Nina.

It was late afternoon, Binka said goodbye to Zhafran, Alana, and Nina to return to her town. The taxi Binka ordered was waiting in front of Zhafran's house to drive him to the station.

"Lan, Zhafran, thank you, for letting me see Nina" Binka said.

"Yes, Mother. Nina, your daughter, whenever there's time, meet Nina" Alana said.

"Yes, Lan," said Binka.

"You go home, son," said Binka to Nina.

"Yes, mah. Later if mama's off to play again, huh?" nina.

"okay." Binka hugs and kisses Nina before returning home.

"Zhafran, I'm home" said Binka.

"Yes, be careful Binka," replied Zhafran.

Binka got into the taxi, she waved her hand at Nina. It felt like Binka's heart was empty again after leaving Nina. The shadow of Nina's tiny face in her eyes was still visible. Binka just shed her tears. She felt sinful once, she felt unworthy of being called mamah by Nina.

"I'm sorry, son. Mama promised to see you when mamah took another day off," muttered Binka.

Zhafran was still looking ahead, until the taxi that was riding Binka vanished from his sight. Zhafran felt that something was missing today, after a day he looked at Binka's face. Yes, it is undeniable, Zhafran still loves Binka very much.

"Binka, if I hadn't been married, I would have accepted you back, even if you had hurt me so deeply" Zhafran said.

Alana looked at Zhafran who was still looking ahead with a blank look. Alana knows that Zhafran still wants Binka.

"Grad ...." Alana cleared her throat and Zhafran was slightly furthered, realizing Alana was still beside him.

“Taxi boarded by Mbak Binka is far away, already invisible, Mas. I'm looking at what?” ask Alana.

“En—just look ahead. Yes, look ahead,” Zhafran replied nervously.

"Mas still loves Mbak Binka?"ask Alana.

"You don't ask like that, let's go in, it's evening." Zhafran diverted Alana's conversation and invited her in.

"Sorry Lan, I still love her very much. I love you too, Lan, even though my love for you is not as deep as my love for Binka. Even though I've warmed up your body and feel comfortable making love to you. But, this heart cannot lie, I stare so much at Binka" muttered Zhafran.

Alana finds out that Zhafran still loves Binka. For two years, he was only a prisoner of love for Zhafran. He loved Zhafran, but Zhafran only gave him half a heart, half a heart did not seem full. Zhafran only wanted his body, not his heart.

"Oh my God, what kind of household is this? I have a husband who just wants to enjoy my body, without giving me sincere love" Alana murmured.

Zhafran walked ahead of Alana into the house, and headed for her room. Zhafran's heart back then was completely shaky. He seemed to lose control, many times he replied to Chat with Binka after Binka returned from his home.

Alana looked at Zhafran from behind the door who seemed happy looking at her phone. Alana knows, she's been chatting with Binka for sure.

"What's the point of this marriage, Mom? What is the use of your attention, your affection, your longing, if your love is only half, and half for Binka? What's the point of all this?" Alana shed tears as she watched Zhafran, who was happy with her phone.

Zhafran put down his postel, he picked up a towel and headed to the bathroom. This is Alana's chance to see Zhafran's phone. Because Zhafran was so happy with his phone.

Alana goes into her room, she picks up Zhafran's cell phone, and when Alana just holds Zhafran's phone, Binka calls her. With the Lentic finger reflex Alana shifts the green button on the screen. Alana tried to listen to what Binka said without making a sound.

"Zhafran, you don't be like that, Alana is very kind, I still love you a lot, Zhafran. But, whatever my day, you belong to Alana completely. We can't be together anymore. And, if we are together, there will be a wounded heart, Zhafran. That is, Alana." Binka talks like that behind Zhafran's phone.

Alana's heart was like a lightning bolt. Alana's tears flowed immediately heard Binka's statement.

"Hallo Zhafran, hello" said Binka from behind his phone.

There was no word from Zhafran, Binka finally turned off his phone. Alana steeled her heart to see the contents of Zhafran's chat with Binka. True according to Alana, if Zhafran still loves Binka. Many times in his chat Zhafran expressed his love for Binka. Alana's heart is getting sick. The household he had built for two years, could not change Zhafran's heart to love him at all.

"You have the heart, Mom! All this time doing all that with me on what basis? Just the impingement of your lust? You do it with me, but your heart is for others. What more trials, God. What am I supposed to do? Let it go, and then I give up? Survive for what? My husband's been pretending to be happy with me." Alana cried lamenting her fate.

Alana's conscious, still holding Zhafran's phone. He immediately put it down, and wiped away his tears. Alana pretended not to understand anything. He comes out of his room, Alana to the kitchen to prepare dinner.

"Relax Lan, if Zhafran chooses back with Binka, you should be willing. Why do you keep a husband who does not love you? Don't beg for love, Lan. Remember, you can live without a man. Instead of living with a man who doesn't love you, I'm sorry Alana, Alana chose the wrong way. Right said the mother at that time, somehow Alana did not think any longer at that time. I saw Nina, I love Nina, and I did fall in love with Mas Zhafran back then, when she started giving me her full attention, caring for me, and declaring her love for me, she said, but it turns out that love is fake, love is not sincere. Maybe he just needs a nanny for his son, and the release of his lust, so whatever he does for me, including pretending to love me," Alana murmured.

Two years with Zhafran forgets Alana's original goal of finding her biological parents. He was too happy with Zhafran, so he did not care about his business to find out who his biological parents were. Since those two years too, Alana who had wanted to ask about the bracelet with Nadia, he pronounced. For he was eager to enjoy the moments of his happy household with Zhafran.

“I forgot to look for my parents. Even though I have proof of the bracelet, unfortunately Nina is not willing to wear it. But, luckily, I didn't see the bracelet. Maybe mom didn't realize I was taking it,” said Alana.

Nadia herself understood, she was also reluctant to discuss it with Alana, she undoes her intention to try DNA tests. Nadia wants to see Alana happy with her husband. The first two years of marriage was indeed a moment of happiness created, that's why Nadia did not first discuss the matter of Ayleen with Alana. Nadia is also focusing on her father who is often sickly.