A Paid Husband
Chapter 49 ~ Become a Paid Husband
"Izin, I'll take you, '" Devano asks Tammy to let him take Tammy wherever he wants.
Tammy shook her head, she wanted to be released immediately and forgot about Devano "No need, there are uncles and aunts. They'll help me take care of my moving letter and the Stars,"
Devano can only appreciate Tammy's decision, the big family immediately say goodbye and bring Tammy as well as the Stars
Kimmy and Tammy are back hugging, they're going to split up again
"Don't forget us" muttered Kimmy, Tammy nodded. He will never forget Kimmy, Zaskia and Devano. However, he had to let them live quietly without him.
Tammy reminded Kimmy not to get too drawn into grief
"Remember, don't get too late in this sadness!" Kimmy nodded, promising Tammy that Tammy's sacrifice would not be in vain.
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It all went by so fast
After Kayla died four months ago, Tammy had no news. He has moved abroad with the stars. Tammy has officially parted ways with Devano.
This morning, this morning,
Kimmy, Zaskia, and Devano had breakfast together because there was no Kayla.
Kimmy still misses her child so much, which mother can forget her child so quickly?
"Sister, looks like Zaskia's been home a little longer huh?"
The sound of the door ringing..
Zaskia got up from the dining table, she wanted to open the door but the waiter opened the door faster..
Some police came
The three were confused, looking straight ahead. Does this have anything to do with Rama?
Kimmy approached the police and asked what had happened
"Good morning, we the police wanted to let you know that brother Rama is gone from killing himself by drinking poison,"
Police also gave Kimmy a letter
The trust given by Rama
Kimmy held the letter and opened it.
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To Kimmy, please,
The woman who conceived and bore the seed of me, the mother of the child I had killed. Perhaps, words of forgiveness alone will not be able to heal his wounds and also eliminate my mistakes.
I, the man who had failed to become a child, became a son-in-law, became a husband and also failed to become a father. My mistake is not worth forgiving! I'm a loser who always hurts those around me. The fact that Kayla was my biological child was God's most appropriate way of punishing me, I know! Kayla shouldn't have to pay for everything I did. I'm guilty and until I feel guilty, I can't change time! And I don't deserve the chance to fix everything.
Kimmy, thanks! You made my dream come true to be a father even though I didn't deserve to be a father
I wish, with my death. It can lessen your feelings of sadness a little, wanting me to give myself up to you and let you kill me instantly. But I realized, you're not me! And never be me! I don't want your filthy goodness and sanctity filled with hate just because of people like me. That's why I left this world. Pardon me!
Ramah!
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Kimmy threw away the paper, and Rama has died
Somehow he got poison in prison, but surely Rama had calmed down there.
The police said goodbye because they thought their job was done.
Devano approached his wife, and he and Zaskia would not open the letter because they would not be presumptuous.
"After all the deeds that he did, he just casually departed from the world? He should have suffered and rotted in prison!"
Zaskia approaches Kimmy "Sister the people who have hurt sister have got their own punishment, sister Tammy lost her womb and can not have children, and Rama? Knowing the child he killed was his biological child was more than any punishment sis! All his life he felt regret,"
Zaskia did not consider Kayla's death a fortune! But when the sadness came. Much wisdom is taken
Kimmy was silent, thinking about his sister-in-law's words
"But what is the meaning of tranquility if you lose a child? Why do I have to pay so much for all this calmness?"
"That's the destiny of God Brother! We can't stop it!"
Devano hugged his wife "Everything is fine Kimmy! Everything will live quietly, there will be no more hatred!"
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On the other hand, Tammy who lives alone with her son abroad is living happily. No more sadness, he thought his decision was right.
"I don't want anything else, just to live a quiet and happy life with my son,"
Today, Tammy plans to go for a walk with her son Bintang
He was tired of continuing to be in the apartment "The weather outside is also good, not too hot and not too cold. Suitable for me and the Star walk,"
Tammy also plans to shop for Star needs at the supermarket.
Tammy put Bintang to the child's stoler, so he was not too hassled while bringing shopping.
The supermarket
Tammy took stock of milk and Pampers
"Tammy?" He looked back and smiled, a face familiar to him
"Sister Kevin?"
"It's Tammy, right?"
Tammy nodded, the two shook hands. Haven't seen "Your son in a long time?" Tammy nodded
"Papa," came the sound of a child's running steps. The two look up "Sister's son?"
The man nodded "We haven't seen each other for a long time, we can eat for a while to chat!"
Tammy thought for a moment, then nodded. He did not feel good to refuse the invitation of his class first when he was in High School.
They were sitting in a restaurant near the supermarket
"How are you? It feels like we haven't had any news since you got married to your husband" Tammy smiled.
"A pretty boy what's his name?"
"Tammy, Auntie!"
Tammy was shocked, staring at Kevin "Tammy?"
Kevin nodded "Yes I gave his name Tammy,"
It's a little weird for Tammy "Where's Tammy's mom, brother?"
Kevin said Tammy's mom died giving birth to Tammy.
"Sorry, I don't know!"
"It's okay, Tammy's age is now four,"
He sees little Tammy reminding him of Kayla
"Beautiful boy,"
"Your son is just this one?" Kevin asked Tammy, the woman nodded.
"It's still so small, why go alone? Where's your husband?"
"I have been separated from my husband for a long time,"
Kevin looked at Tammy deeply and smiled "Maybe it's God's destiny,"
Tammy was shocked by Kevin's words "I mean I'm already God's power, you don't be sad!"
Tammy nodded, the food they ordered coming soon
Kevin kept staring at Tammy, he had liked Tammy for a long time when Tammy and Kimmy had just come in. And Kevin, heartbroken when he heard Tammy's marriage to her husband. That's why, Kevin gave his son's name with the name Tammy.