A Paid Husband
Chapter 95 ~ Become a Paid Husband
"But you have to have your own children!" Tammy looked at Devano "No! All this time I've been following you Dev! First, adopt the Stars and I follow your words! Then, we split up and there was only me and the Stars. Then, I became a mother to Queen and remarried to you, now see? The kids are all grown up, Queen's mother is back and I have to let go of Queen! And now, you're asking me to program Dev's baby tube?"
Tammy is inexhaustible with her husband, why does Devano easily decide things without thinking about Tammy's feelings?
"Tammy, what you said is true. Her mother Queen has returned, and she will be taken by Kimmy. You will part ways with Queen, and do not rule out the possibility of her mother Bintang and her father Bintang also come. He'll take the stars from us,"
Tammy was silent, would she also lose a Star later?
"No, I'm not willing to lose a star! I didn't borrow it like Queen! We officially adopted the Star. His parents have no right to take a Star from me! Star of my son! I took care of him alone abroad. No one has the right to the stars,"
Tammy shed her tears, is this sick person loving and caring for someone else's child?
Devano hugged her "I'm sorry Tammy! But, that's the truth! Stars are not ours, and maybe one day his parents will take Stars from us, but if we follow the baby tube program. It's our son, and forever it'll be ours, no one else can take it from us but God,"
Tammy's gaze began to darken "Tammy!" Devano catches the unconscious body of his wife. Devano's words managed to make Tammy feel stressed
"Tammy,"
Devano immediately carried Tammy's body, taking her to their bed. She stroked Tammy's hair, and everything that happened must have affected Tammy's mind.
Everything goes awry, Devano himself doesn't understand why it's all out of their control.
"Tammy, I don't mean to make you suffer. But all of this is for your good, I also can't bear to see you continue to be tormented.,"
At least Devano wants Tammy to have a biological child, if one day Queen and Star are taken by her biological mother Tammy still has children.
Devano knows, the sins committed by Tammy in the past are indeed wrong! However, Tammy has repented and become better yet why does God still punish her? Isn't lifting Rahim Tammy already a pretty heavy punishment?
"Tammy, you're a strong woman baby! I believe you can get through it all!"
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Tammy opened her eyes slowly, her head feeling very dizzy. It is true, lately Tammy has been feeling stressed and anxious when imagining Queen will be away from him. And now, he must also hear the words of Devano who said that he must also be ready to lose the Star
"They're my children, no one has the right to take them away from me" Tammy muttered softly, her face looking very pale. Devano looked at Tammy, he also kissed Tammy's forehead as if giving strength
"I know you're strong, baby!"
Tammy shook her head, her tears dripping. He was crying without a sound
"No mother will be okay when her child is taken away!"
It is true, who would want to lose their child? Although she did not give birth to the Star and Queen. But Tammy already thinks the two are like her own biological children, she who took care of the two children when Queen and Star were still red.
Devano hugs Tammy giving strength to Tammy, but Tammy keeps her body away from Devano.
He also knows, soon Devano will be back with Kimmy, there is only Tammy alone. Tammy wanted to get used to healing her own wounds without anyone else's back.
"Enough Dev! When Kimmy gets her memory back, we'll get a divorce. You and Queen are coming back with Kimmy, I don't want to be so dependent on you! I can heal my own wounds!"
Devano is silent, can he afford to lose Tammy? Would he be happy to return to Kimmy without Tammy?
The man was trapped by the twin brothers, even he himself did not know to love Kimmy or Tammy? Both have the same level. Not only the quality but the goodness is the same
Tammy and Kimmy are good and meritorious women in Devano's life! Kimmy, has saved him and his sister Zaskia from a life of carelessness and affords luxury and abundant treasure. And Tammy? Saving his son Devano from a dark future. Tammy takes care of Queen lovingly and gives all her sincere affection as a mother.
Can Devano choose between Tammy or Kimmy?
Tammy got out of bed, looked at herself in the mirror, her face puffy. Tammy knew it wasn't her, her former self wasn't this weak.
Tammy wiped away her tears, since childhood she was never happy. Why does happiness always stand with Kimmy? Devano hugged Tammy from behind "Honey, I know this makes you angry and disappointed. But please, whatever happens in the future remains a good person! Don't go back to what it used to be, which is full of hatred and resentment!"
Tammy's tears came back "Then, what did I get out of all my kindness? There is only suffering and sacrifice! Why do I always sacrifice?"
"Don't say it baby!"
Devano turned Tammy's body around and looked at her, without saying anything, Devano kissed Tammy's lips
They have been together for ten years but for the first time he kissed Tammy's lips, Tammy was surprised by her husband's actions.
He distanced himself from Devano! "What the fuck is this Dev?" Even with a spontaneous Tammy slapped him.
If in the past, Kimmy who always asked for his rights as a wife who never touched, now Devano actually gave rights to Tammy when the woman did not ask for it
"You're Tammy's wife! And I deserve you,"
Tammy just kept quiet, she became a dilemma but what Devano said was true. Devano is still her husband, and Devano has the right to ask for her right as husband.
But what about Kimmy? Kimmy is already conscious, and his memory will also recover, why did Devano ask Tammy for that? Not Kimmy, his first wife.
Without warning, Devano leads Tammy to the bed. He further tightened his embrace with Tammy, laying Tammy's body slowly on the bed
"Dev, this is all wrong!"
"There's nothing wrong, you're my wife! I'm your husband Tammy!"
Tammy and Devano are getting drowned out with their own feelings. The ritual happens by itself.
Tammy and Devano enjoyed it with a feeling that could no longer be said. Although in fact, there is still confusion in Tammy's heart, but Devano's touch can make him forget everything.
Did he betray the trust of his twin brother Kimmy?
During this time, Tammy has kept Kimmy's trust but today it's all for naught, the ten years Tammy's build went to waste just because of Devano's touch.
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Tammy covered her naked self with a blanket, her mind in a mess! Devano hugged Tammy with love. His hand was also still clinging to Tammy's twin hills
"Don't think about anything in the future, you and I are just ordinary people. We are often out of control, we are not perfect human beings. We can't hold this feeling much longer,"
Tammy just kept quiet, staring at the ceiling of the room, she was not forced to do all this but she thought of Kimmy.
What if Kimmy knew all this? He will definitely feel broken.
"Tammy, I want you to always be happy. And I want to have a child of yours,"
Spontaneous remarks Devano, making Tammy turn towards her husband "Dev, you want to insult my shortcomings?"
Even though Tammy can't possibly give a child, then why did Devano ask for it?
Devano held Tammy's cheek very gently "We can program the baby tube! We can hire someone else's womb to deposit our seeds,"
Tammy shook her head, she didn't want to involve anyone else
"Honey, at least we can consult this first with the doctor! We have never consulted this issue with a doctor, have we? What's wrong with trying?" Tammy was silent, Devano continued to persuade Tammy.
"I'll think about it later! Don't force me now Dev! I just want to focus on the Queen and the Stars right now,"
Devano nodded, he appreciated Tammy's decision. At least, Tammy wants to consider all of his words
"I'm sure this will make us happy, our marriage will be happy!"
Tammy smiled cynically, how could she be happy? If their marriage is only for the future of children, it is not for love. And one more, Devano still has a legally and religiously legitimate wife.
Why are men so selfish? He didn't want to pick and let go of one of them? Why does a man want to keep his marriage and there are two women in his life?