A Paid Husband
Chapter 62 ~ Become a Paid Husband
Zaskia wanted to deliver the drink to her brother-in-law but Devano said she would deliver it directly.
"Son's the one who gave it to your sister-in-law,"
Zaskia also gave a glass of the bandrek to Devano. Soon the man entered the room.
Chequek!
He opened the door slowly, Kimmy was sitting with an empty look, Devano walked up to Kimmy
"Honey, here's your order!" Kimmy was also torn from her daydreams. Staring at Devano, the woman thanked him
"Thank you, baby,"
"Yes, baby,"
As the two have an increasingly warm relationship, Devano has always given Kimmy the strength to get them through the storm together.
Kimmy took a sip of the drink, then gave the glass to Devano. The man put his glass on the table.
"Sorry," said Kimmy who looked at her husband wistfully, Devano was perplexed
"What's the matter, baby?"
"I'm sorry, because of me you became like this. I failed to be a wife, I should have taken care of you instead of the other way around,"
Kimmy feels like she failed at being a wife, failed at being a mother. He feels useless. Devano held both of his cheeks in a daze, both of them staring at each other so deeply and shadyly
"Darling, you are so useful to me! The duty of husband and wife is to take care of each other, love each other and protect each other right?"
Devano wiped Kimmy's tears, as the woman's cheeks were wet by Kimmy's tears
"Don't cry! Protecting you and taking care of you is my job, my dear!"
With a nod Kimmy nodded "T-but I felt very failed,"
"You have not failed! And remember, there is a child waiting for his birth, for now you do not grieve, you grieve. But darling I beg you! When our children come into this world then your happiness must also be reborn, throw away all your sadness. Now, I can accept you're ignoring me and Zaskia. However, I can't accept that if later you ignore our son, he also has the right to be happy. Have the right to deserve the love, care and affection of his mother! It doesn't matter if he's a boy or a girl. He's still our son,"
"But I want him to be like Kayla!"
Devano looked at his wife "Honey, she's not Kayla. He's our son, he's Kayla's sister! You can't ask her and force her to be Kayla. That's the name you took away the right to be a child,"
Devano spoke very softly, giving understanding in the absence of anger or rudeness.
"Really, I'm sorry! If you take that right away from our child, you ignore our child. You don't love him or even force him not to be yourself. I'm gonna go get Zaskia and this kid of ours, 'cause I'm the papa. And there is not a single father in the world who accepts seeing his child treated unfairly, even though the one who did so was the woman who had given birth to her child,"
Devano's eyes glazed over, and he was really scared and worried about his son's future. She was afraid that Kimmy would not be a full-fledged mother to her children. She fears that if Kimmy turns children into other people, she's afraid she can't be herself. And Kimmy's affection is not there for her children
"How do you lurk, give attention, understanding, affection, and rights to Kayla. You give it to our children without comparing our children to Kayla! Honey, I love Kayla so much, I love her, I'm hurt by Kayla's death. But life has to go on,"
Kimmy fell silent "Please promise me! Really, it doesn't matter if now you can't accept everything. I'll understand! However, when our child is born, you should also be able to forget all your sorrows, be a mother to our children without any shadow of the sadness of losing Kayla!"
Devano did not ask Kimmy to forget their eldest son who had died because of Rama. However, she wants Kimmy to get back up and be a mother again.
"Have you forgotten Kayla, Van?"
Devano shook his head "No dear! I haven't forgotten about it, even this pain of losing it is still very much felt," Devano held his heart
"It hurts a lot, but we also have to think about the future of our other children,"
"Van, I can accept this child if she's a woman. Not a man!"
"That's not fair Kimmy! If you can't accept our child I'm sorry that I'm going to go and bring our child,"
Devano hugged his wife, hoping that Kimmy could get back up and out of the situation of sadness that never returned
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Zaskia was in the kitchen, thinking about her brother's grief
"Sir Tammy is gone, but still Devano's brother can't forget them. Even though Devano didn't say anything, but I'm sure! I'm pretty sure that actually Devano has feelings for Tammy's sister too!"
As a sister, Zaskia's instincts for her brother were very strong. He can understand his brother even though his brother did not tell him anything.
"I'm confused by everything that's going on, but I hope everything will be okay,"
Tammy takes care of the children in someone else's country, Kimmy who lost her child and Devano who must be able to stay away from one of her children.
"Why is love this complicated?"
Zaskia has no intention of getting married! Love and home are very complicated for him.
"Thankfully, I'm not married. So do not have to be dizzy and sick if you are in a difficult situation like this!"
Although she did not live it but saw the problems in her brother's household had traumatized her in a marriage.
She was already twenty-seven years old, but Zaskia had no interest in stalking someone after her previous love was betrayed just because she was poor.
Ting..!!!
The bell in his house rang,
Zaskia immediately saw who had come, but the waiter first opened it. He was surprised to see who was coming.
"Uncle, Auntie?"
It turned out that it was his uncle and aunt, the one who had already taken away the treasures of both Zaskia and Devano's parents. And they are the cause of both living under the bridge.
"What are you guys doing here?"
Zaskia asked the guards not to let them in
"Son, please auntie wants to talk to you and your sister, too,"
But Zaskia didn't want "We don't have time, go!"
The pain made Zaskia not want to be involved again with her uncle and aunt.
"Uncle and Aunt are bad people! You guys made my mama and papa's tomb almost unloaded! I can't accept you!"
The wounds of the past reopened in Zaskia's heart. It does not matter if both parents are taken but what makes him disappointed why his Uncle and Aunt would let the graves of his parents be dismantled?
"Son, uncle and aunt came here to apologize to you and your brother! We are so sorry!"
"Go away you! Just carry that regret of yours to death! I'll never forgive you and don't bother us!"
The sound of Zaskia's screams made Devano and Kimmy look at her
"What's Zaskia doing?"
Devano and Kimmy see the Devano and Zaskia families
"Sister, get them out of here!"
"Let's calm Zaskia!"
Kimmy approached Zaskia and tried to calm her sister-in-law down.
"Where am I calm, brother? What are they ked for? Didn't they already be happy by taking the treasures of our two parents? Taking away the rights of orphans like us?"
Zaskia shouted in annoyance, asking the bodyguards to expel them.
"Devano, please let us talk for five minutes, son!"
Devano asks his bodyguard to release his uncle and aunt.
"Sister, what are you doing?"
"Zaskia, let them tell you what they want to say, uncle and aunt come in!"
Devano asks his uncle and aunt to come in, but Zaskia still doesn't accept it
"Zaskia, you can enter the room if you can't accept everything!"
Zaskia wanted to enter but her uncle and aunt asked Zaskia to listen for a moment.
"Zaskia darling! Please listen to uncle and aunt for a moment, son. We want to convey this to you,"