A Paid Husband
Chapter 73 ~ Become a Paid Husband
The sincerity of a wife who gives her husband up for another woman if it is indeed happiness for Kevin, after all, they have been married for three years but Kevin cannot forget the woman he loves.
Namira thought for a moment, when her brother became Kevin Amira's wife also felt the same as herself.
Amira is very strong and stoic going through the days of "Sorry, I can't be a good husband to you nor your brother, I've been guilty. I failed to be Amira's husband until she died, and now I'm wasting her sister. I also failed to become her sister's husband,"
"Mas, this isn't all your fault! You chose the wrong partner. I'm sure, if you marry Tammy the woman you love, you'll never fail to be a husband let alone a father!"
Kevin shook his head "No, no,"
"Kevin, Namira it's time we did the last funeral for your mama,"
not yet finished Kevin spoke, they were called to follow his mother's funeral for the last time.
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Tammy came home with a sobbing, was that one woman? His first marriage failed, and he married Devano, the husband of his twin brother. And now? He is stamped as a destroyer of other people's households even though he himself does not want or love Kevin.
"I've tried to be a good person, but why do people trample on my self-esteem more and more? What was my mistake? Why can't I be happy and calm with the stars!"
What devastated Tammy the most, when his father Kevin said he was a pesky carrier, a troublemaker and also the cause of death of his mother Kevin when he never did anything
Drrt....! Drt....!
The sound of Tammy's phone vibrating, which contacted her was Devano, immediately Tammy picked it up for the first time
Connected call
"A-what's up?" ask her in a flat tone. Tammy wiped away her tears, her gaze was blank and so sharp as if her evil nature had re-emerged
"Tammy, are you okay? Tammy I'm sorry to bother you, but I don't feel good. And why did you pick up my call?"
So many questions were asked by Devano across the phone. Tammy answered briefly
"Don't make my time, tell me what you want to say!"
"Tammy, please listen to me! You're a beautiful woman inside or outside! Please, whatever the problem and as difficult as any problem you face. Be a good person, never assume that being a good person is exhausting! Don't wake your evil soul! Remember your purpose! Focus on being happy with the Stars so you can be at peace!"
Tammy tears her eyes out, a clear sound from "Tammy's phone, I'm sure you're strong! If you're tired, I'll be by your side! Please remain a woman and be a good mother to your child!"
"Don't cry Tammy! Kimmy here has forgiven you, she misses you too! Don't disappoint her again, don't break her trust again!
Tammy turned off the call, of course making the phone disconnected. He dropped his phone on the floor and shouted loudly
Life was too bitter and cruel for weak people like him
Why is destiny unfair? What was my mistake?
Tammy yelled, occasionally slamming the stuff in front of her! He looked for something inside again, then trembled to eat the tranquilizing pill.
Only the pill was able to make him forget all the pain even for a moment!
Tammy wanted to swallow a few more grains, she wanted to end her life but the sound of the Star's cry made her instantly realize, she threw the pill down on the floor!
"B-star ana-my child!" Tammy got up slowly, approached the Stars and fell asleep on the bed. Soon he held the Star, cried and apologized
"Sorry dear mother! Mama doesn't think about your future if you leave this world hix," Tammy kissed the Star's cheek a few times, and continued to apologize to the Star
"Sorry! Pardon me! Sorry!"
Tammy sings a song to calm her son
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My darling darling darling! Baby boy! Sleep, baby, don't cry! It's dark, sleep baby! I'm sorry, mama, this is your mama! My dear Star! Which always illuminates your life, sleep dear. Don't cry! My son's a star, mama's darling! Sleep, baby! No crying! My dear star, one day you will be the arjuna of my life, illuminating my life! My star, baby!
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Tammy created a sleep song for her own son, she put the Stars on the bed when her son was asleep, then she fell asleep next to the Stars. Not infrequently, Tammy continued to apologize to his son, the sedative made him sleep did not take long.
Every now and then her sobs are still heard, people always assume she's a bad woman without them noticing Tammy fighting against herself to stay sane.
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"Darling, who did you end up calling?" kimmy asked who had just entered the room, seeing her husband shed tears after receiving a call from the person
"No, it's just a co-worker!"
"Non, that means yes! I'm crying because I miss my mom and dad!" Kimmy nodded, Devano said goodbye to Kimmy to go to the toilet, he put his phone on the table.
After making sure Devano went into the bathroom, Kimmy stared at her husband's phone
"Do I have to take it and check it out? However, does this not violate his privacy?"
Kimmy was scared, but she was also curious. Kimmy can't believe that Devano is in contact with a co-worker, let alone making her husband cry.
Isn't that an absurd reason? Without hesitation, she took her husband's cell phone for it to be unlocked.
Kimmy saw the outgoing call, and clearly saw Tammy's name
Kimmy limp, he's trying to calm down
"He lied? Why would he lie?" Kimmy shed tears, she is not angry if her husband contacts Tammy let alone they were once husband and wife. And yet Devano and Tammy are now adopted parents of the Stars, both of whom take full responsibility for the Stars. Why does her husband lie?
"Why is he lying? Keeping my feelings? But doesn't he know if it hurts me more if I know everything myself?"
She also read the messages her husband sent her to Tammy, so many messages saying all of Devano's longing to Tammy but her twin brother never answered even Tammy and Devano Reski were separated.
The bathroom door is open,
Kimmy put her husband's phone to where it was "Honey, you're still here?" Kimmy smiled and nodded
"L-yes, I was going to sleep in bed but I had trouble moving so stay here,"
Devano approaches Kimmy, wanting to help his wife to get to bed but Kimmy refuses "T-no Van! I can be alone, anyway I have to get used to it myself,"
"Dear, what are you saying? I am your husband, and I have the right to protect you. I don't want you to do anything alone,"
"Van, how about you go? I have to get used to doing anything myself, right?"
"Darling, what are you talking about? I don't like to hear you say things that don't make sense. There's no way I'm gonna go and leave you alone,"
"It might be!" kimmy replied in a slightly harsh tone, Devano looked towards him
"Where if you go to the office, I have to do anything alone, right?"
Devano shook his head, Kimmy walked slowly towards the bed. He sat down slowly, then laid down his body
"Udah, let me be alone!" Kimmy again refused the help given by her husband
"Why are you Kimmy?"
Kimmy did not reply, only shaking his head and smiling. Devano felt strange with his wifely attitude that had suddenly changed.
But Devano did not want to prolong the problem again, for him the safety and health of Kimmy is the most important
"Darling, you just take a break? I have to do a job, if there's anything you say to me?"
Kimmy nodded, Devano was willing to kiss Kimmy on the forehead but the woman dodged. Devano was confused by Kimmy, but he knew it was not the time to argue especially on small matters.
The hormones of pregnant women are hard to guess, and Devano is just trying to understand them
"Yes, baby! You slept huh? I'll go first,"
Devano immediately leaves Kimmy in the room, after Devano leaves. Kimmy laid her body, she cried so that the sound of her crying could not be heard Kimmy covered her mouth with a blanket.
Although Tammy has gone far, but the shadow of her twin brother is still in the household.
"Is this wrong? Should I just give up and retreat! I'm the one who left Devano's life! Not Tammy!"
Kimmy doesn't know until it's over, not until when her husband can forget Tammy. He also does not blame Tammy, because it is clear from the WhatsApp message that Devano who always tries to contact Tammy and Tammy always ignores him!
But what makes Kimmy confused, why Tammy finally raised a call from Devano while all this time Tammy always dodged.
"I hope, Tammy really holds onto her words and doesn't change her mind! I don't know what would happen if Tammy changed her mind and took Devano away from me again! What will happen to my son? Do I have to take Tammy with Devano?"
Kimmy had already begun to give up, but she remembered her son's future "No! I won't let my son be born and grow up without my father. Just because it's for the sake of the child from that orphanage! After all, the child I bear is Devano's flesh and blood! The one who is more entitled to Devano is my son! His own flesh blood was not a Star, the adopted child of an orphanage!"
As a mother, Kimmy was selfish for the future of her children. She wants the best for her child, and which mother is willing to see her child suffer, growing up without a father figure. And every second will always be despised by his school friends, his friends and also the community because his son grew up without a father figure.
"No! For son! I will not give up, I will not let go of Devano! Me and my son are more entitled to Devano than Tammy and his adopted son!"
Kimmy thought, however, that blood is thicker than anything! So, until whenever his son will be the winner! And for the future of his son. Kimmy won't budge even if it's for his own twin brother!