A Paid Husband
Chapter 61 ~ Become a Paid Husband
The storm that Clara was referring to was Devano. In the past, he had to forget about Devano but he went far away. And never see him again, but now? He had to hold back his emotions, every day meeting with Devano even became a personal psychologist for his wife Devano.
He has no problem with Kimmy, but his feelings for Devano?
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On the other hand, there was Namira who was crying and worried about her in-laws.
"How's mama doing? I'm too childish, if I hadn't involved mom and dad this would never have happened,"
She was crying,
Kevin went home with his parents
"Mama,"
"Son,"
"Ma, mama must rest! Mama's condition is very weak, do not spend time in vain!" as if Kevin was insinuating Namira and making Namira aware that he was not important but Namira did not want to argue, he saw the face of his pale mother
"Dear Namira, mom is sorry, son? Because of your mother's son, you must suffer!"
Kevin's mother cries, Namira asks her mother-in-law to calm down
"Don't cry ma! Everything will be fine, the important thing is you have to heal first huh?" Namira said with teary eyes, Kevin brought his mother into the room and ignored Namira..
"Son, you have to be patient? Papa is silent because papa thinks about your health, the doctor says if your mother is stressed, it will not be good for her health,"
Namira nodded "No problem pa! Namira is fine, papa don't worry pa? What matters is the recovery of the mother,"
In room
Kevin's mother was silent, she felt that she failed to be a parent
"I failed, I failed to educate you!"
"Ma, this isn't Kevin's fault!"
"Yes Kevin, it's not your fault! But it is my fault, I who have failed to educate you! Until you become like this! It's not your fault!"
"Ma, please don't say that!"
Kevin was sad, as if he were a stranger to his mother.
"You know how Kevin loves you, don't you?"
His mother turned her face in any direction, Kevin was saddened by his mother's cold attitude
"Ma, don't be like this! Kevin loves mom, too,"
Kevin's mother looked at him
"Ignored by our loved ones is sick and makes us suffer greatly, especially not considered at all. That's how your wife feels! Her heart is broken, her world collapses when she finds out her husband thinks he's dead!"
Kevin was silent, his mother's speech made Kevin a little aware.
"You've seen his sacrifice all along! She is a beautiful and smart girl who has to marry her dead sister's husband for the future of her brother's child! He sacrificed his future, his dreams for you and Tammy. But what is your reply? You never think of him, you don't think of him, you think of him as dead. And the worse is that you brought her sister's child to another woman!"
"Kevin, man,"
"Yes ma?"
Kevin looked at his mother
"Do you think she loved you before you got married?"
Kevin was silent
"No boy! She didn't love you when you were her brother's husband, she had another life, had another partner. However, for Tammy's future, she has to sacrifice everything. It's all for your son's sake, then is this fair to him? When he's devoted his life, your love hurts him? Is it fair, son?" Kevin was crying, how stupid he was
"You don't love him, you don't love him, son! Love takes time and do not force it. But at least you should cherish her, cherish her love, cherish your commitment and your wedding vows!"
"Ma, sorry Kevin!" Her mother shook her head "Don't with mom! Apologize to your wife! Change everything! Don't make old mistakes happen again! You're not a kid anymore!"
Kevin nodded "Yes ma, sorry Kevin ma! After that, Kevin will apologize with Namira!"
Suddenly Kevin's mother's chest tightened "Ma?" Kevin looked panicked. His mother breathed her last in Kevin's arms. Kevin was devastated and crying.
The sound of his screams made papa and Namira come in
"What's Kevin doing?"
"What's wrong?"
They saw Kevin's mother was lifeless, everything was broken and crying.
"Mama!"
"Ma, wake!" Namira asks her in-laws to wake up, she feels guilty. It's all his fault! He should not have made a fuss until his mother-in-law dropped and now passed away.
Tammy is looking for a country that suits her and the Stars.
"Where are you?" he also had to think about the future for his son, only the Stars he had.
Although Bintang is only an adopted child, but Tammy really loves and loves Bintang with all her soul.
He swore to love and love the stars. He will give the best future for his adopted son.
Ting!
One note from his phone
Sis, can me and Devano's sister visit the stars? If possible, tomorrow we will fly there using Zaskia ~ aircraft
Tammy let out a long sigh, she was confused. However, he was also unable to separate the Star from his father, however Devano had also become his father the Star.
But, if he allowed Devano and Zaskia here, what about Kimmy? He does not want Kimmy to be misunderstood, Tammy does not want to hurt his own twin brother.
"What do I have to pay back?" He muttered confusedly, he turned to the stars. Such a small child also needs the affection and attention of a father. Even though Tammy has devoted such great affection to the Star it will not be enough for sure.
Ting!
The message came from Zaskia
Brother, please just for once! We also miss the Stars, do not separate us from the Stars. Brother don't worry about Brother Kimmy, brother Kimmy for the next week there is a schedule for control to the psychologist, so brother Kimmy is not at home! ~ Zaskia.
Tammy read it in shock
"Psychologist? Is Kimmy still grieving Kayla's departure!"
Indeed, it is not easy to forget and accept death from half of our lives. But does it have to be that bad.
Tammy only prays for the safety, healing and happiness of her twin brother.
When Tammy started to rise from the slump, Kimmy was stuck in a long sadness.
Tammy replied to Zaskia's message
I'm sorry Zaskia, but right now Star and I are on vacation. I'm so glad you guys wanted to come, but I'm so sorry, I hope next time we can meet. Greetings to Devano, and also Kimmy. Please take care of my twin until it heals and someday we will gather everything into a better family ~ Tammy
The message was sent, though,
He still refuses to meet with Devano as well as Zaskia. At the moment, Kimmy needs them more, it is not good if they meet Tammy while on the other hand, Kimmy fights for his future.
"I want you to accompany Kimmy in her down times. And in the time when he can come out of that difficult time, we will meet and gather to vent this longing!" Say back
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"Sister, Tammy's sister is still the same. Always resisting our arrival" Devano was silent, knowing with Tammy's answer that he would always refuse if Devano and Zaskia wanted to visit.
"Sir, be patient! I'm sure someday Tammy's sister will allow you to meet the Stars,"
Devano looked at his sister "This brother is also his papa Bintang, but why is the right brother taken? What's wrong with meeting your own child?"
Devano looks riled up, he does not want to return with Tammy he just wants to meet the Stars alone.
"Sister, already! Later brother Kimmy hears it, he will be sad!"
Zaskia pours as a bandrek into a glass and will be given to Kimmy.
A few minutes ago
When Devano got home, his face looked sad. Zaskia approached her sister
"Sister, how did the bandrek get?" Devano gave the package to the sister making Zaskia smile happily. Then he looked at his sad brother.
"What what is brother?" Zaskia approached Devano who looked glum. At first, Devano didn't want to tell me
"Sister, please tell Zaskia what's going on?"
"So when you bought this, you saw a baby that was carried by his mother,"
Zaskia instantly understood her brother "Sister misses the Stars?" Devano nodded
Zaskia asked her brother to calm down, "Sister, just calm down? Zaskia will give a message to Tammy's sister. So that tomorrow we can meet them,"
Devano shook his head "No way! Tammy wouldn't agree, either,"
"We try first, brother?"
Zaskia immediately gave Tammy a WhatsApp message, hoping that the woman would give her permission. But Tammy's answer made Devano even more disappointed.
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Zaskia has tried, but he also appreciates Tammy's decision. Being Tammy is not easy either, she has to leave her husband and marry her husband with her own twin. Then he brought a very small child. Living in a country of people alone and taking care of the Stars alone.
However, Zaskia always prayed that Tammy would allow Devano to meet the Stars.