
“Ahsss...”
This is definitely not the first time Hyuji has been injured. However, this time the wound was located in a place that anyone could see clearly.
Hyuji sat on the bed, staring at the reflection in the mirror of the dresser that was not far from where he rested. Groping the wound that still looks bloody, Hyuji again glared at the mother's words.
Because you don't deserve the attention they do.
“Ah so I do not deserve ya?” he murmured, smiling bitterly.
Because you're not my son! It's still lucky I let you bear the Song surname behind your name!
Indeed, his heart was like being forcefully torn out to come out from within his body. Hyuji tergugu, curled up while letting the clear liquid flow profusely through every inch of his facial features that Ayu.
“Lalu—who exactly is my parent?”
-
The next morning, Hyuji had already called the store and told John briefly if there would be some delivery of flowers between noon and afternoon. He said he couldn't come to the store for a few days because of illness. And John feels even more guilty because Hyuji seems to be away from him.
A buyer came.
“Oppa yesterday did not come ketoko huh?” ask the girl in the high school uniform to John.
“Ah, yes! I took my leave yesterday!”
The girl looked timid, her face flushed red as she looked at John who was busy wrestling at the cashier's desk and making a bill for her.
“Oppa, can—eumm...I ask for your mobile number?”
John raised his gaze, smiling softly at the sigadis.
“For?” ask him pleasantries.
“A-I want to know Oppa further!”
John thrust a bill and a rose for the sadist, glancing at the name tag on the brick-red uniform vest the girl was wearing.
“SooYoung-a.. I think I'm too old for you!”
The girl shook her head.
“And I'm sure, you can get a better young man than me!” continued John in a soft tone.
Hyuji turned around, taking his head out from under the blanket when he heard the door of his room being knocked on several times.
“Miss, get up and eat for a while! I brought porridge for you!”
The soothing sound that Hyuji liked so much. Aunt Park called him.
Hyuji flicked the blanket over, moving slowly withstanding the pain on his face which now looked swollen and slightly bluish on his left cheek, then walked towards the door bar to let the middle-aged woman enter his room.
“Yes Lord, Miss.” said Aunt Park almost squealed, then forced the situation until her lips could only whisper a little. Her manic is juicy to see the state of the girl in front of him that only gives her a review of a sweet smile. Both of his palms moved shut their mouths in disbelief at what he was seeing at this moment.
“I'm fine, bi!” hyuji answered while receiving a tray of porridge and broth made from his favorite chicken broth from Aunt Park's hand.
Aunt Park took back the tray from Hyuji's hand, pulled Hyuji's wrist, then closed and locked the door, placing the tray on the nightstand near Hyuji's bed.
Slowly, lovingly, Aunt Park fumbled at Hyuji's swollen face. It was shocking because I didn't think Hyuji would get hurt until it looked painful like that. Aunt Park cried, looking down without removing the swab on Hyuji's face, making Hyuji grab Park's aunty's palm and rub the back of her slightly wrinkled hand.
“Why is aunt crying? I'm fine!”
“Im sorry aunt Non, ”
Hyuji shook his head, “For what aunt apologized! Auntie didn't do anything wrong!”
And at that moment, Hyuji was no longer able to hold everything back by himself. All the words he heard last night, the pain that attacked every inch of his face, as well as some parts of his body that felt lame made his tears fall just like that.
Aunt Park clenched the frail body tightly, letting the girl shed all the tears in her arms.
“Am I wrong if I want an affection?” ask Hyuji Pilu, who got the nod from the aunt. “I want to live like my other two brothers, am I wrong?”
Again Aunt Park shook her head, her heart also throbbed pain when she heard the raucous voice of Hyuji's swollen lips. “You are not wrong at all miss, you also deserve to be happy,”
Hyuji held up his arms to reach out to Aunt Park's waist for her to embrace, feeling the cradle of love for someone she wanted, a mother.
“What—” Hyuji's voice choked, he had even lost the way to attract his mother and two sisters, until something he would even do again terbesit. “—I have to leave this world too early so I can know how hateful or dear they are to me?”
“No, you are a good person they never know! There are still many people who love you, so you must endure Miss, never think like that!”
Hyuji made a hug, even he himself never considered if he was a good person. His optimism has been gone for a long time, and unfortunately, Hyuji is no longer able to find or even find where it feels. So, giving up is the most true thing.— according to him.
"I'm tired bi, really tired!”[]