Ballad First Wife
Always Wrong with Behavior

The open house event at Alan's house was lively. Although the health protocol is done does not reduce our activities. During the occasional event I saw Alan staring at me making me careless.

"Bos see that you continue to look" pointed at the Goddess with her chin.

"Hush! Don't start." I grumbled.

"I think the boss put his heart on you, Ra. Aren't you former high school friends, so that's kind of clbk." assuming Goddess.

I laughed in response to the words of the Goddess. "When SMA between us there is no relationship. How can it be called CLBK." I replied.

"Then CBBK. New Love Bersembungkan Now." said Dewi while moving his hands declaimed.

I pinched the Goddess's arm. He screamed loudly, making the others look at us. No exception Alan.

"Boss, Fira molested me." The goddess told me about Alan. Alan's eyes were sharp. I shake my head and my hands.

"We were just kidding" I replied and nudged the Goddess in annoyance. Mubgkin because he was not focused, Dewi finally fell from the chair because I was unwilling. All laughed, I laughed amusedly at the Goddess who grimaced in pain.

Ting

The notification on my phone reads. A message came in. I saw it from Alan.

Keep laughing happily. I'm glad to see it

Fill in Alan's message. My laughter stopped immediately. I bowed without replying to Alan's message.

One by one my friends implored themselves and went home when the show was over. So did I.

"Sir, where's mom?" I asked Alan. Because I had met Alan's mother, I meant to say goodbye to him.

"Just look inside" replied Alan short while busy with his phone.

I said hello and went into Alan's house. I saw Miss Riya sitting back in her lazy chair.

"Assalamualaikum ma'am! I want to pay."

"Vaalaikumsalam. Oh yes Ra." Miss Riya got up and headed towards me."Don't forget mom's message." He reminded me of my promise to help bring Anita and Alan closer.

"God willing, ma'am, will Fira try." I then kissed the back of Bu Riya's hand.

Outside my friends have all gone home. I see Alan sitting still busy with his phone.

"Lan, I'm home. Assalamualaikum." pamitku's.

Maybe because of the concentration on his phone, Alan didn't hear me.

I walked up to my bike and tried to stop it. But my bike won't turn on either. Many times I tried the same results.

"Why?" alan asked surprised me. He was standing right behind me.

"Know this. Don't want to go on." I replied annoyed.

"Let me try." Alan stepped forward and took the handlebar of the motor out of my hand. At first glance our hands touch. Alan looked at me. I'm down.

Alan tried to stop but the result was the same.

"It looks like it's broken and has to be taken to the workshop" Alan said.

"Clearly how? Is there a workshop near here?" my many.

"Just leave it here. Tomorrow I'll have people take him to the workshop." Alan suggested.

"How do I go home?"

"I'm leaving!" answer Alan.

"Eh.no need. I can call Mas Andre to pick me up." I refused

Alan melengos's.

I'll call Andre immediately. But Andre couldn't pick me up. He said there was a siege.

Huffs. I let out a breath.

"Hows it? Can he pick you up?" ask Alan.

I'm shaking. "It has an interest, he said."

Alan then pulled the cloth up my sleeve.

"wait. I'll let Maa Andre go."

I heard Alan snorting. Maybe he was upset about my attitude. I sent a message to Mas Andre after I called several times but was not picked up.

"Have you?" ask Alan again.

"wait. He hasn't replied to my message." I replied as I sat in the seats of Alan's open house guests.

I waited a long time for Andre's answer. Let alone the answer, my message has not yet been read.

"How long will you wait for Ra?"

"Sorry Lan. But I can't be with another man without my husband's knowledge and permission."

Ting.

Incoming messages. I opened it and it turned out to be from Mas Andre. He let Alan drive me home.

"Come on!" take me while standing. Alan took me to his car garage.

"Get it!" Alan opened the door for me.

After we had the same ride, Alan began to drive his car at a moderate speed even tend to be slow and relaxed. I kept quiet without protest because I was honestly afraid of speed.

While passing through a cosmetics store, Alan further slowed down his car. His eyes stared at the store. I was surprised because Alan's car stopped, following Alan's view.

Deg. My heart feels tight and sick. I saw Mas Andre with a woman. They just came out of the cosmetics store. I can't see Mas Andre's new wife's face because it's covered in a mask.

"That's the interest he told you?" ask Alan cynically.

I turned my face away from seeing Mas Andre. I looked straight ahead.

"Street, Lan!" I said with a trembling voice. Alan runs his car.

"You still want to keep your household after what he did today?" asked Alan flatly.

"Lan, he's his wife too. Andre also has a responsibility to him." I'm responsible. Maybe my answer sounded in defense of Mas Andre, but actually just to calm my own heart.

"Sad." Alan grinned while smiling cynically. Alan then turned the wheel. The path he took was not the path to my home.

"Lan, where are we going?" many confused.

"Takes you to see reality!" alan answered a bit of sarcasm.

"Lan, I want to go home." I shouted. I was really scared because Alan drove his car at high speed towards the outside of town.

"When home for what? To smell that woman's perfume on your husband's body, or to see her lip marks on a suaminu ha shirt! Divorce Ra!" alan said that really surprised me.

"Lan, you can't talk like that. He's my husband." I said holding back sobs. What Alan said was true. I used to smell perfume that wasn't Mas Andre's on Mas Andre's shirt. It made me sick, but now I'm used to it. Get used to the pain.

Alan laughed discordantly, "I'm amazed by you. Completely marvel. You're a sholehah woman, what a stupid woman!" said Alan cynically.

Hearing that the taste in my chest I can no longer hold.

"You're right Lan. I'm a stupid woman. Even very stupid. I am so stupid that I am worthless and not worthy of anyone. Even for Mas Andre who is only a lowly employee, I do not deserve." I cried sobbing.

"Ra.ra.forgive me. I didn't mean that. I just don't like you being too weak." Alan regretted his words.

"I'm not weak Lan." I groaned. "I'm just trying to live my destiny with clarity and patience. I was just trying to get rid of what He set for my life. Was I wrong Lan." I cried. Alan pulled the car over. She kept letting me spill everything I felt in my tears.

"Sorry, Ra!" Alan again apologized. I saw the shadow of Alan's hand about to stroke my head, but it was closed.

"Ra. People can misunderstand. Sorry, I won't say it again. I promise." Alan persuaded.

"Lan you should have supported me. Not even weaken me." I said on the sidelines of the sobbing that began to subside.

"Yes sorry. I will always support you. Where to support? In front of what's in the back?"

"Not funny." I pouted. Alan chuckles.

"Don't pout. You.." It's not over, Alan said, I cut it.

"Yes.iya.iya.I'm ugly when I pout. Let it be ugly." My nagging sewot.

"Who said ugly. So don't make a picture if someone's talking." Alan laughed a little. He then approached me, "You're cute if you frown." he whispered.

My face's warming. Maybe my face is red right now. I dare not look at Alan. In my heart I complained, why does this guy always make me misbehave.