Bare With Bastard
Marco must have had a reason.
"You're here?" as Ayaz asked closer, he greeted Jovan a little awkwardly.
"Yaren was sleeping, I just finished feeding her and she fell asleep because she was taking the medicine" Ayaz explained without Jovan asking.
Marco flinched, had Ayaz not heard what he had accidentally said, but why did he see Ayaz as if he had never heard anything. Ayaz did not hear it, if it is true that either Marco must be calm or vice versa, but for him now the look on Ayaz's face is really difficult to read.
"Damn it! Bugh!" Jovan threw his fist at Ayaz, he was really furious at what happened to Yaren.
"I plead guilty!" Ayaz.
"Jovan!" squeal Marco.
"It's Mr. Marco, it's a family matter, Jovan deserves to do this to me and I deserve it" Ayaz said.
Then his hand turned to take Jovan's hand, "There's something I want to talk about, you have to come with me!" Ayaz Pinta.
Jovan stared intently at Ayaz, but the footsteps followed.
"Can you take your hand off? I'm goosebumps!" jovan asked as his eyes caught his hand which was still held by Ayaz.
Spontaneously Ayaz let go of his grasp, then the man stepped out and got into the car. Jovan followed, he was also a little curious as to what Ayaz would say, and also just now he was so sure that Ayaz had actually heard the last conversation between him and Marco, and that he had actually, but why could Ayaz behave as if nothing had happened.
"Quick say?" tell Jovan when he's sitting at the wheel.
"I want you to forget what you just heard!" Ayaz.
Jovan smiled slanted, rightly guessed Ayaz must have heard it earlier.
"What's wrong? Why?"
"Just do what I tell you!" sahut Ayaz's.
"Is this part of the job, does your personal matter also include my business? I don't think!" jovan said no less firmly.
"You're gonna do it!" say Ayaz again, his eyes looked straight ahead, actually he also did not want to do this, but for him maybe this is the only way so that he can delay his hatred of Marco. Even if by lying to himself.
"Yes, who am I?" jovan said annoyed, again and again, why he who in the end still had to obey.
Silent,
Jovan closed his eyes, for some reason when he heard a reality between Ayaz and Marco as one of the people around them it felt like to be quiet at this time was not a good thing.
"What's next?" jovan's question continues.
Ayaz sighed, "I can't even look him in the face." Ayaz said.
"It's weird, and I don't think it'll last long" Jovan said.
"You, aren't you just stalling?" Jovan stared at Ayaz, his eyes still staring blankly at the grass ahead.
"I told you, I don't like change from him, people like him won't make it easy to change for no apparent reason."
"And in the end, you also know the reason!"
"I guess I better never know." Ayaz, that man really refused if Marco was the real father he had been looking for all this time and he was targeting to be killed someday, why? Why should Marco.
Jovan's hand was raised, wanting to rub the back of the bastard who was a pity for his sister-in-law, but he did not, because suddenly his heart asked, were they not that close? And after all, he had just hated Ayaz so much, it was a ridiculous feeling that at this moment he had felt pity, a god of feelings why it was always not on target in putting the situation and conditions.
"In the end, the day came, too, you always looked forward to it but after it came you regretted why it didn't go your way!"
"That makes me cramped!" as Ayaz said, he held onto his chest, "Why not anyone else, of all the men in the world, why should Marco?" say Ayaz sesal.
Jovan mende*ah heavily, he also thought why it should be Marco, could it be that an accidental meeting between Ayaz and Marco four years ago might have been God's will, all already concerning destiny. Didn't they?
"Maybe it's because he's the right guy!" jovan replied, ah what is it? But if traced, Marco is the one who brought Ayaz in a decent life, although hard and unforgiving but Ayaz became tough also thanks to Marco's upbringing, which is not the case, Ayaz could be like now is because of Marco, Jovan thinks God is indeed fair enough.
"No need to kill him if you can't Ayaz!" jovan.
"You know, even that's the thing I really want to do!"
"Let's say he's Marco, not your real father you've been looking for all these years, although that fact can't be ignored, but let's just say he's Marco, just Mr. Marco, it's Mr. Marco, not as someone else."
"Did you know the truth that you can still behave the same way? Didn't you also know, I didn't know he was my father, it's just that I delayed the time to know, no, rather delay to really hate him" Ayaz said.
"He saved you!" jovan said again.
Ayaz seemed to think, it is true Marco is a person who has been very meritorious for his life, should he forget all the grudges and take Marco for granted.
"I know it's hard, but how else, life is like playing you guys, if you're calm later maybe you can start from talking to her, just you and her, just you and her, ask her why she did that, emmm I mean, leave your mother?"
"I'm not sure I can, just look into his eyes I can't."
Jovan is sorry, let's not talk to ask why Marco did it, while he who at that time suddenly had to explain to Yaren that he and Yaren were siblings of one mother only, while he suddenly had to explain to Yaren that he and Yaren were siblings only, Jovan was claustrophobic, his body was trembling in fear that Yaren would not accept him as a brother, only Jovan felt more fortunate because in fact Yaren was not that person.
Then this time, Ayaz and Marco, both stones that will not be easily softened, maybe Marco could have relented, but what could Ayaz do? While Ayaz always proclaimed that the man would kill whoever his real father was, and unfortunately when he said that Ayaz did not mention Marco as an exception.
What if Ayaz acted beyond his limits, how Ayaz could not contain the flames of his anger, Ayaz was not a good person in holding back the sense of patience, Ayaz did not have a heart as wide as the ocean, he knew that, it was a stroke of luck when Ayaz let him live that time.
"Marco must have had his reasons for doing so, the only way to make your decision is to talk to him about your past!" jovan said at the end.
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