Bare With Bastard
Let's get married!
“Let's get married!”
Ayaz stopped his chewing, then looked at the mouth that had been willing to offer him crazy things again.
“You got too carried away!” said it.
“No, I'm serious!”
“Heh, stop fantasizing, it won't happen.” Grunts Ayaz upset, his appetite suddenly disappeared.
“You could have thought of making me your bedmate, let's just say well I sold this precious body to pay off my debt to you, but couldn't you think of how to be me? Just little? This is not just about being your queen, or a slave to your lust, for me something precious will only be given to the precious,” said Yaren, speaking very slowly, her tears also dripped a little when she said that.
“My life is too complicated, I don't want to be complicated anymore with marriage problems, I can give you anything, money, attention, but I can't marry you! I'll tell you to leave if I'm bored!” said Ayaz, it sounded heartbreaking to hear Yaren's unusual ears being treated so by a man.
What is so worthless a Yaren Motan to this man before her?
“I'm guilty of confidently following you! I'm so guilty of believing in you, convinced that you're a good man, Ayaz... I beg you to let me go, if you do not want us to get married, then let me go, I will pay my debt to you, by any means, in installments or do anything for you for free, but I beg you, please, get me off this pain!” please Yaren again.
Initially, the woman did want to plan to run away from the house once again by teasing Ayaz, but it felt that Yaren could not, and preferred to offer Ayaz a marriage.
Yaren wants to speak well to Ayaz, heartbreaking the man, if Ayaz agrees to marry him, Yaren will try to be a good wife, even if their introduction is so short, she said, yaren does not know who Ayaz really is.
“You decided it, you yourself who have stepped foot into suffering, then... In what part is my fault?” say Ayaz easily, take another piece of corned balls for him to put in his mouth.
Yaren looked down, her face was red, and she was upset, but one drop after another of tears began to fall, and Yaren was hopeless.
“Why do you care so much? In this day and age, it feels normal to be a bedmate even without marriage ties!” Ayaz. Not wanting to put Yaren into an increasingly heavy burden, let's just say she and Yaren are undergoing mutual symbiosis. Yaren can also live a life of luxury even if the reality is true Yaren is still sacred.
“You understand only a part of it, see how the main space, I know, it's true you say it's so commonplace, maybe they can do it on the basis of likes and likes! Then have you ever thought, what if one of them did it on the basis of coercion?” Yaren replenished the drinking water in the glass, sipping it slowly to reduce the tightness in her chest.
Didn't expect that she and Ayaz would talk about something intimate like this.
“No one is forced, I don't like to think of others!” ayaz said, stay in principle.
“Alright, it's over! You'll do it if you want, anytime, I have to let it go even if I don't want to!” lirih Yaren's.
“Pull once Miss.” Ayaz tilted the corner of her lips. “I admit you're gifted with respect for yourself!”
“Please continue!” ayaz said, he finished his meal. Waiting for a continuation of what Yaren really wants to say.
Yaren was silent, staring at her fingers that were mutually mer*mas, what else should she say, as a weak being told herself to do what?
“I'm interested to hear your opinion?” say Ayaz again.
“Marriage is something very sacred, even with our only limited relationship... And I can't expect much, but at least I'm not stuck in an illicit relationship!” yaren obviously continued.
“Harthy relations?”
“I am Islam, although I do not follow the Shari'a, but I am still Islam, even though my aura has not been closed, although I often leave the obligations of how Muslims should be, he said, but I still have religion and belief.”
“And then?”
Yaren closed her eyes, “I've had friends, she's an orphanage child, her name is Cemir, you know she's been in that parlor since baby.”
“Still baby, must endure all suffering, for what should not be blamed on him.”
Ayaz brews coffee, to accompany her to hear Yaren's story. Alright, Ayaz has already decided this time will give up.
“Continue!” his jolt, resuscitated Yaren from the daydream.
Yaren smiled, she grew up and Ayaz could talk a lot like this, the Ayaz she saw could be relaxed listening to the story.
“He worked so hard to support himself, I knew him when he was fourteen!”
“He never complains, despite having no parents, but there is one thing that always makes his face suddenly become grim!”
“Authoric child!” Yaren took a deep breath, “She didn't ask to be born in the world if only to be thrown away, she didn't hate both her parents, she didn't envy when children her age were so oversized to parents' attention, but he really hates when someone says it bastard!”
“Because its origin is only from a baby who was laid just like that in front of the gate of the orphanage, do not recognize who his parents are.”
“Then, what does this have to do with me? You're talking already widened from the core!” Ayaz protest.
“Me and you, being bed partners, without marriage, did it many times, then one day I was pregnant, and would give birth to your child, even if you admitted it, even though you loved her, she said, but he is still a bastard!”
“The baby is innocent, I..”.
“You can use contraception! I'm not stupid in doing it, don't overdo it Yaren.” Ayaz's words further added to the tightness in Yaren's chest.
Yaren got up, clenched her hands, anger was overpowering her at this moment. How can there be a man as bad as Ayaz?
“You have the heart of Ayaz, you don't care about me at all?” yaren complained, her heart was torn to shreds, again she had to hear how indifferent Ayaz was to her.
Two years ago, Yaren should have been Obygn's doctor had Raisa not been jealous of him.
Yaren must decide to quit college, and is forced to become Mr. Argantara's useless son as her stepmother and Raisa always say about him.
And Yaren really knows, what is not good if she uses contraception while she has never given birth at all.
“Don't take Miss Yaren Motan too seriously, just walk around heartlessly, let's just say that you and I are playing house-to-house, but never expect more of a relationship between us, what else to imagine you pregnant with my son!”
“I don't like to care about others!” Ayaz gently caressed Yaren's cheek, “I have indeed gone very far with my Lord, for He has never paid attention to me!”
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