Bare With Bastard
I'm sorry Yaren...
Raisa felt a hunger that never subsided in her stomach, getting sicker and twisted because she only ate last time yesterday morning.
Wanting to get out of the nursery, but several times he peeked outside, the news seekers seemed at home waiting for him.
"How is this?" tanyanya muttered softly.
His stomach had sounded the alarm warning, even now I don't know how many times he was nauseous because of hunger.
"I have to get out, anyway if I stay here there'll never be anything I'll get."
Raisa started to peek outside again, what the hell, for almost a day she was in her nursery so no nurse saw her condition.
The treatment room was also not so luxurious, making him even more annoyed.
Raisa rubbed her starving stomach, "You really, why should it be in my stomach, I should share food with you!" ketus Raisa nagged a fetus that did not know anything in his stomach.
His phone also does not know where, Raisa really regretted her difficult life.
Slowly his feet stepped, his hands began to stretch open the door even though he was still overwhelmed with doubt.
It seems that some news seekers are busy talking, some are eating and some are busy themselves with their cellphones.
Raisa stepped very slowly, she was trying to open the door without a sound. However, no matter how hard he tried it seemed that God's destiny was not on his side, he was still found out.
"That's Raisa!" screeched someone.
All of the news seekers immediately turned their heads towards him with hunting gazes. Then, so quickly without Raisa having dodged, they had all swarmed into Raisa.
"She, how do you feel about what happened to your family?"
"Are you really pregnant first?"
"Is it true that your marriage and Mr. Aaron was just a business marriage?"
"How is your relationship with Mr. Aaron, why did the Lord Aaron not find you here?"
"She can give you a response?"
"Raisa, please clarify, leave a comment?"
Raisa's head began to pulsate, until now she has not eaten anything, how could she face this kind of situation.
Raisa held her head, slowly her eyesight grew blurred, her hands extended to smash the wall. Stammering he said, "Can you let me live in peace, if you're like this you can unconsciously kill me" Raisa said, sounding very weak.
"She, are you positive about getting pregnant?"
"Sheena..."
But instead of responding to Raisa's complaint, the news seekers are increasingly asking her questions.
"Please..."
"Let me live a quiet life, let me go quietly.." - cried Raisa who was barely heard from being drowned by the boisterous question after question posed by the reporters.
Up to "Brakkk." he could no longer hold the throbbing in his head, his slowly light body making him unable to hold on for long.
...***...
"Have you?" yaren asked, he and Ayaz were buying anything that would be suitable for them to bring to the orphanage.
"Do you think you've? So is this enough?" ask back Ayaz.
"Ayaz look, you've bought a lot of stuff, how are we going to take it?"
"Not to think about it, I'll take care of it!" sahut Ayaz, his hands were agile to continue to choose toys for him to give to the orphanage he would visit later.
"Darling, it turns out that doing this kind of thing is fun, but they'll definitely be happy to get these things right?" asked Ayaz, for some reason when he could share happiness with others by donating a little of his property it made him seem so happy.
"Is this your first time?" ask Yaren.
"Emmm... Yep!" Ayaz nod.
True, Ayaz never did, Inner Yaren.
Naturally he was this enthusiastic, it was fine, was this not sweet, my handsome husband was sifting through children's toys...
Ehhh, look at it like that... What if we had a child well, ahhh no-no, Ayaz once said that he did not want to have a child from me, so throw away your thoughts this Yaren, it will never happen.
But I want, I want to have a child from him, must be very handsome face as handsome as his father.
"Yaren's... Yaren..."
"Ahhh, yes yes!" Yaren was shocked, Ayaz called him a little hard, actually how long he had been daydreaming, he was ashamed.
"You why?" ask Ayaz.
His hand began to pull Yaren's hand to follow him, he wanted to look at the blanket there, wanted to buy it also for him to donate.
"No... That's fine!" answer Yaren quickly.
"I've been calling you since, but you didn't hear it, I'm gonna ask if we should buy a blanket?"
"Cute? Emmhh, maybe a little."
"Alright, let's help me pick it." pinta Ayaz.
Yaren then struggles with her duties, helping Ayaz choose this and that for them to contribute.
It's true that when I saw him for the first time, he was actually a good person, but unfortunately he was forced to be evil because of circumstances.
"Dear, thank you!" yaren whispered, she held softly Ayaz's hand, her eyes looking into Ayaz's eyes full of love, really even though she had been traumatized by how cruel Ayaz was to treat her, but things are different now, Ayaz who he saw... Only Ayaz is full of love. Always give happiness, love, and most importantly can always remove the suffering, wounds and tears.
How could she not fall in love again and again with this husband, how could in her heart be tucked into doubt if what she saw Ayaz could and would do anything for her, and how could he not choose this man while at this time he knew that he could not live without this lover, Ayaz level is no longer as someone he loves, he said, but more precisely precious, Ayaz was his very precious possession.
Ayaz was surprised, why did Yaren's treatment suddenly become sad, saying that to her with such a gaze, "For what?" tanyanya doubt.
"For today, yesterday, the days we've been through, I'm happy to meet you, I'm happy to be part of your life. Ayaz... I just want us to be like this, can we..."
"Shuttt!" Ayaz immediately stopped Yaren's words, he could not hear them.
"Why? What's up?" yaren asked, thinking that Ayaz was not happy with her words.
"Yaren, can we just live, I just love you, forever and ever it is certainly capable of me, but... Just love you."
Because to be with you, I can't promise...
"What does that mean?"
"Can we forget this kind of conversation?" Ayaz clasped Yaren's hand, trying to stay calm, and she was eager to live with Yaren forever, but unfortunately she couldn't be sure.
I'm sorry Yaren...
Forgive the man who can't promise you anything, hopefully someday you won't be too disappointed if we can't be together.
Seriate...
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