BECAUSE USTADZ I'M DISABLED
chapter 12

"Cancel meeting with PT GLOBAL KONSTRUKSI."

"They're in the meeting room sir."Mario answered from there.

"I hit the sidewalk. You came here quickly too. On Pancasakti street."

Andra disconnected her phone.

Ten minutes later Mario arrived at the scene. His master looks fine. Only the front bumper looks cringed. Some of his men took care of the car

"Sir, should I take her to the hospital?"

"To the hospital that Femila was in." Andra got in the car.

Andra and Mario gas the hospital.

"Master don't check first?" Mario asked because his master was not into the ER but rather went into the ward.

Andra did not answer Mario's question, he continued to walk through the hallway and stopped at the door of the VIP room, of course it was the nursery of Femila Amore Ibrahim.

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"Son Andra." Sapa mama Anita saw her future daughter-in-law enter the room. Andra immediately kissed the back of her future-in-law's hand.

"Hi dear." Andra got closer to the bed, greeted Femila and kissed her forehead. Femila smiled back at the greeting from her lover.

Mama Anita stood beside Femila and invited Andra to sit down.

Andra sat down, still staring at her lover, her eyes were puffy, her face was thin, stroking her cheeks, holding Femila's hand and being frowned upon many times. Still with silence. Even the entire room was also silent without a sound watching Femila and Andra. One-way thinking but difficult to pronounce the opening word.

Mario chose to leave the room. It was only the first time he saw his master this seal.

"Eat a lot, dear. Get healthy and go home." Andra opened up silence between them.

His lips were heavy to say. Only a smile could Femila reply.

"Mother's request don't you mind." Andra started a serious conversation with Femila.

Mama Anita who was unable to listen to Andra and Femila chose to leave the room with tears streaming down her cheeks.

"Let's fight for our love together." Invite Andra by linking Femila fingers to her fingers.

Femila was still silent but now her tears were flowing.

Andra immediately wiped off Femila's tears. "Until any time I won't let you go. Be happy with me." Andra.

"And whenever I am still a flawed Femila." Tears trickled back from Femila's eyes.

Andra pulled Femila's body into her arms.

"I'll be a burden on you Dra." Femila bluntly said that sentence.

Andra tightened her embrace. Pecked at Femila's hair shoots many times.

"I beg you never to say that again. You are still the old Femila. Whatever your situation is." Andra took off her embrace. Cupping Femila's jaw with her hands. A kiss landed on Femila's lips.

Femila returned her lover's kiss gently. But he quickly let go and let his forehead touch Andra's forehead.

Femila can only shed tears. This time the trials given by God felt so heavy for him.

Femila took off Andra's grip. Look at the face of his lover who looks messy.

"You must have missed lunch." Search Femila.

Andra just kept quiet.

"How do you take care of me if you can't take care of yourself?" Looked at Andra sharply.

Andra remained silent.

"Eat. I don't want you to be sick." Femila picked up the rice box that Anita's mom brought.

"I bribe. Open his mouth." Pinta Femila with a smile on her face.

Andra opened her mouth even though heavily. Some bribes went into his stomach. Since the morning his stomach has not been entered.

Andra's eyes could not be separated from the gaze to Femila, and continued to stroke Femila's hair.

"Why do more mouthfuls get into my mouth?"

"You must be healthy, baby. I will trouble you a lot. Ask the carrier to come over here." Canda Femila's.

"I will always be on standby to serve wherever the princess goes." Reply Andra.

Femila laughed at the flutter from Andra's mouth. I was a little full already eating fruit." Remark Femila later.

Her night.

Andra was still sitting on the chair beside Femila's bed. Mama Anita home with Mario. While papa Riyan after visiting his son then went home alone because it turns out his wife had been delivered by Andra's assistant.

Andra was still staring at the face of her lover who had fallen asleep after taking the medicine. Occasionally on her hair and cheeks.

"You're getting pretty when you sleep like this, baby." Her words were still caressing Femila's cheeks.

A subtle sigh sounded from the sleeping of his lover. Andra smiled still fixedly staring at Femila.

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"What's the matter Dian?"

"Report mister, the madam has eaten, and is now in the living room, watching television. It looks like waiting for you to come home." Said Dian over there.

"You tell the mother. I'm staying at the hospital today."

"Sa-......"

Tut Tut Tut

"Hubliness! not finished talking turn off the phone. Iiiiih.punya master really so much nyebelinya." Gutter Dian with a mobile phone that is the target of the other person. "Gan-teng. So the nyebelin's reduced a little." He said with a smile on his master's face.

Andra put her phone on the nightstand. Looked back at his girlfriend's face. There was a shade behind the face of his lover who was asleep. But Andra now looks angry. His eyes glared far into his past.

Fifteen years ago. The dark time when his parents separated because his father at that time divorced the mother. Diabetes suffered by his father made him paralyzed next door. His hands and feet were not functioning normally. That fact made his father's emotions unstable. His father was diagnosed with avoidant personality disorder. People who have this disorder tend to spend a lot of time focusing on self-deficiency and are very hesitant to form interactions. In the end, will feel the feeling of loneliness and make it independent of family relationships, the environment and the workplace, in other words the disease is too excessive. At that time his father was often angry and unclear. Almost every day mother and father bicker because of trivial things. Six months were preserved and finally Andra's father divorced his mother and left without a trace. However, five months after parting, there was news that his father died in a simple house that actually located the house not far from Andra's house. Mother Rima at that time lamented her regrets because at the last moment the life of her loved ones was not her, even until now the regrets are still there. And this is what caused the trauma for a mother Rima. Traumatized to accept Femila as her son-in-law due to Femila's condition, who is now c**t and afraid of her disability, Femila will behave like her late husband loves Andra and give up on the situation, eventually leaving Andra.

"Can I get through this all Fem?" Inner Andra raged. Suddenly there is doubt given the mother's heart that may be hurt by her relationship with Femila.

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